Chapter 49: Chapter 49

KAYAS POV

"Girl got nerve!" I said aloud as I brushed my curls ferociously thinking back to what happened this afternoon. I placed my brush on my bed staring straight out to the balcony biting my lip.

I glanced at the time, the night was still young but tomorrow was school. It was better I got some shut eye.

Aunt Lily had come home about an Hour ago, turns out girl had a date with none other than Mr. Hottie Aka Caleb. She promised to give me all the details tomorrow because she was exhausted.

I glanced at my nightstand debating is should take my book out and read a few more chapters but the thought of reading already put my mind to sleep.

So I switched off the lights and curled into bed.

But sleep was a stranger to me. I kept thinking back to the school incident. Frustrated I switched the light back on my eyes landing onto the balcony.

Let me in

The words echoed through my brain again and I groaned into my pillow frustrated. I'm so clumsy! I'm going to repeat it till I stop! I slapped my forehead repeatedly recycling the word dummy till my head hurt.

I know I was over reacting but that's just how I felt. I know it wasn't my fault I tripped it could have happened to anyone, but it didn't! It happened to me!

I paused starting at the balcony doors. Maybe just for tonight to see if anything would happen?

What would happen? These were all just dreams. But what if they were not? I rolled my eyes. Impossible.

It took some time but sleep finally won me over and in no time I was visiting a familiar place.

That's right, I was back to the dream I had two nights ago. Awaking from a dream in a dream. I glanced at the clock and it was a few minutes past midnight. I sighed wondering why of all places I could be dreaming in my boring brain decided to take me back to my room.

And it wasn't even like the other dream. There was no shadowy Azian knocking gently on the balcony doors.

The balcony doors?

I focused my eyes and noticed they were slightly open. My heart began to race drastically. I had forgotten to lock them tonight! What if in real life I'm getting robbed?

"Don't freak out, it's just me."

The voice was familiar but that didn't stop my heart from beating a slower as I swung around to gaze at the shadowy figure in my bedroom corner.

My heart beat suddenly slowed, as if calm. As if it knew it was okay.

"Azian?" I whispered lowly into the darkness as I watched the figure.

It approached me slowly till it cost the pass of the moonlight, and I saw his sky blue eyes change into the familiar bright gold.

His hair fell over his face in a blond mess.

His eyes never left mine as if gauging my reaction. I wasn't ready to see him ever. Not even in my dreams.

"How did you-"

"You didn't lock your door, so I decided to just watch you," he casually stated.

That made me lose a breath. The intensity of his eyes never wavered causing my fingers to clutch on to my pillow tighter, feeling of embarrassment flooding in.

He grinned tilting his head to the side as if he could read what was running through my mind, "you're still thinking about it" he started rather than asked.

I immediately flung the pillow over my face covering it in embarrassment as I Heard him slowly chuckle in amusement. The sound of it brought a warm feeling through me.

Maybe this was my brains way of telling me to face my fears. If I could face dream Azian, it would be a lot easier to face the real one tomorrow, and of course the rest of the school population.

I felt the bed dip and his intoxicating presence move closer. "Why are you so embarrassed?" His deep voice rumbled through me, as he whispered close to my ear.

"Because I fef of thop ov u an eh raw schol saw it" I replied, my voice and everything I said muffled by the pillow I had pressed against my face.

"Mm?" He hummed, his hot breath fanning my neck sending a deep shiver through my body, feeling his fingers lightly play with the strands of my hair.

I didn't know why I hadn't braided it before bed today.

I groaned in my pillow slowly pulling it away from my face, "because I fell on top of you and everybody in school saw it! And I'm just so embarrassed and I'm sure you felt a tad bit weird, I just do-"

"I didn't" he replied softly, making me involuntarily look at him. Our eyes met and he held my gaze firmly, as I studied the golden specks in his eyes. They were so beautiful. He was so beautiful.

"I didn't" he repeated his fingers twirling my hair gently, "I kind of liked actually” he replied with a slight chuckle.

I managed to pull myself out of his spell rolling my eyes playfully, "You're just saying that just because," I replied. My brain obviously would tell me whatever it thought would get me through the night and tomorrow as it came, "the real Azian probably doesn't know or care about anything I do, he probably isn't thinking much of this as I am. I wish I was a boy sometimes, it so easy for them so forget."

His fingers paused in my hair at these words, "I do, it's impossible to forget anything about you. You were designed to be a mystery I obsess over" he replied causing me to look at him.

"Everything about you was designed to rob me of my sanity, your eyes...your hair. Every curve,” his eyes seemed to search deep into me, trying to grab on to some clue. He seemed to describe me as he stared right into me, "your beauty is something I admire every day. It calms me when I watch you walk down the halls. I like everything you do, " his eyes skipped turning to a blue I was so familiar with startling me for a second, " so beautifully" he said before they turned to grin, " so beautiful" they repeated before turning back to gold. I admired all these unaware of our close proximity.

"Lovely" his eyes changed to that of a whole universe in that split second causing me to marvel a light smile

Edged across my face. No, he was beautiful.

I had never seen someone saw beautifully made, almost as if it took centuries to perfectly mold every inch of his body, a masterpiece bathed in the sun. His golden locks fell into place without any trouble. Like they were built to be always perfect always at the right angle.

"Alpha," he stated calmly.

"Mm?" I hummed quite dazed, failing to take my eyes off his face. He grinned watching me too, “Alpha." He repeated.

I blinked twice trying to understand what he had just told me, too focused on his eyes changing to that of gold again. So unique, "Alpha?" I echoed watching as he closed his eyes.

He hummed a yes, but I wondered what it meant.

He chuckled suddenly opening his eyes again, "I don't like the name Dream Azian that much, so call me Alpha." He started with a lazy smile.

"Alpha" I repeated hearing a low growl. I couldn't take my eyes off him as he closed his eyes yet again. There was no way he could be human could he? Why wasn't he the named the most handsome boy in the world?

My fingers reached out to touch his face, this was my dream. As vivid as it was I could take this time to really see him.

The moment the tips touched his face I could feel him freeze underneath my skin and I hesitated for a second. But the curiosity kept me trailing my fingers down his defined features. His jawline and the surprisingly soft skin. He leaned in rubbing his face a cross my hands and I decided to get lost in that moment.

My heart began to beat a bit more wildly as causing me to pause. I didn't understand what was happening, the slight tingles I felt dancing at the edge of my fingertips, like tips a ray of sunshine.

Sending a sudden spark through me causing me to retract my hand in surprise but before I could he stopped me, covering my hand with is.

His eyes opened watching me with the uttermost curiosity, “don’t stop"

I started at him my chest heaving up and down from the surprise before. Without warning he placed me onto his lap, eyes still on me curiosity.

I could feel my heart rattle mercilessly within my body as we locked our gaze, “continue" he said, his voice lower almost like he too had run out of breath, dropping his hand away.

My fingers went back to work, my eyes gifted from the spell his had cast upon them, focusing on his long strands. I run my fingers through his hair. They were soft and silky, richer and healthier than I had ever seen.

Everything about him was perfection. No wonder he seemed so drained every day. It must take so much energy to look like a god even on your worst days.

How they fail into place without much effort was another mystery to me, I studied every inch if it, my gaze lowering to the outline of his face. His rough just perfect features. His jawline, the curve of his nose, the dip of his smile right back to his eyes that had never left my face. Like he too had been studying it.

"I'm going to keep you Kaya" he whispered brushing my hair away from my shoulder, trailing his fingers a cross the space between my neck and shoulders. My eyes followed his every movement. The way his fingers danced across my skin.

I closed my eyes sighing at the peace I felt. Like nothing else mattered. Nothing else existed outside what was here at this moment.

" kaya" he called softly causing me to open my eyes, I was met with lust filled gaze and before I knew it my lips were moving against his, his hands gripped me in place as he took lead roughly claiming me.

I moved in rhythm with his running my hands through his hair, a moment I couldn't compare to any as we synced with each other.

I pulled away breathing harshly against him, his hands still firmly on my waist. He closed his eyes licking his lips, his forehead, leaning against mine, “Edwin’s going to kill me" he whispered with a light grin.

Before I could ask him what he met he had already reclaimed my lips. He kissed me like he had been wanting to for a century and I returned it to him like I was leaving a fantasy I so desperately wished could be reality.

He kissed my cheek then placed another below my ear pulling me closer to him, he moved even lower and craned my neck to the side to allow him access.

I didn't want to think in that moment, I just wanted to feel. Feel a dream.

His lips touched my neck and he sucked as I run my hands through his hair, I surprisingly felt his teeth which were sharper than I expected them to be sending a sharp hints of pain through me that ended up dissolving into pleasure as I moved my body along with his.

His hands felt for my waist squeezing it gently trailing his teeth back up my neck. I couldn't help the gasps that escaped my lips of the growl that left his not a moment later.

His lips came down on mine begging for entrance. It became like a prayer, sweet and a balance of my wants and needs. When he finally pulled away he groaned his hands were barely touching my cheeks, pecking my lips for a second, my curls dropping down to my shoulders as he stared at me, "I need to keep you kaya, " he seemed to be begging rather than telling, "if only you were mine." With that he kissed my forehead and darkness consumed me. I knew I was finally waking up.

I sat up in bed suddenly gasoline out loud. I looked around the room frantically, the song of the birds chirping happily outside with the new day.

I glanced at the balcony jumping out if bed towards it. It was locked. I turned around to face my room. Everything looked the same. Nothing seemed out of order.

I sighed sitting back on the bed remembering my dream from last night. Agh great! How was I supposed to look at him now! stupid teenage hormones and stuff.

I groaned laying back on the bed, staying like that for five minutes before realizing I had school.

I rolled my eyes heading into the shower, it took a good ten minutes to bath with my frequent stops and my occasional screams of " why did I do that?!" Echoing in the bath tub.

"Who does that?! Who dreams of kissing their step sister’s boyfriend?!!" I screeched turning off the shower. I suck.

Any way it will be a secret between my brain and I-.no one will ever have to know. Yes. That's it.

I towered my hair up, wrapping another towel across my body. Walking out of the shower I stopped by the mirror grabbing my toothbrush and tooth paste. I was about to begin brushing my teeth when I looked up into the mirror and screamed at what I saw.

Hickies.

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