Chapter 44: Chapter 44

PHOEBE'S POV

"Jax, Jax, J ax"I called to him as I try waking up touching his bed position,not feeling him there

"Ja"I was about calling again as I landed on the floor

"Ouch,oh God"I said annoyingly as I lazily stood up to the bed checking through the room for jax,no where to be found.i checked the time,it was just 6:10am in the morning, definitely he'd still be at home.

I cleaned up and then walked downstairs, meeting him in the sitting room watching TV.i smiled as I jumped on the same couch where he was.

he shifted,eh?I moved an inch to him,he shifted again,I did same thing,he did same thing again

"Okayy,what's going on"I had to ask standing at the front of him

"Baby, you're obstructing my view huh"he said not looking at me

"Hmm,what's this all about nau"I pouted,he looked at me and smiled

"Huh"I said confusely as he held my hands,drew me closer as my legs departed on his laps

"Did I say anything funny?"I had to ask

"No you didn't"he answered smiling

"So?"I asked

"Nothing"he said babyishly as he wrapped his hands around my waist, placing his head on top of my boobs

"Jax,are you okay."I asked calmly placing my hands on his hair, playing with it

"I don't know, I'm not sure"he said quietly

"Hey"I said as I raised his head up, making him look at me

"You'd be fine okay"I said smiling,he nodded in agreement then I leaned on and kissed him, wrapping my hands around his neck.he kissed me back immediately grabbing my ass to thigh, making me sit directly to his length.i moaned grinding him.i could feel him go hard.

"Jax"I moaned to his mouth as I mistakenly bit me,he withdrawed

"I'm sorry babe"I chuckled touching his lips,he smirked

"It's fine"he said as he licked my finger, I bit my lips.he really was a turn on.he held my hands giving it a peck and looked at me

"What"I asked smiling, adjusting myself on his length.i could feel my body all go rigid,just this couple of mins will made out.

"Nothing"he looked at me, licking his lips

"You're gonna be the death of me phoebe"he said and pulled me further to him, placing my hands on his chest.i chuckled

"I know"I said as I kissed him, trailing my hands to his length, giving him a little press,even if he was on jorgas,I still could feel his hard on.he groaned

"Fuck Phoebe"he groaned as he quickly stopped me

"Huh,what's Wrong"I asked as he carried me placing me on the couch as I faced him

"Nothing okay, nothing babe, I'd be leaving for work soon"he excused.i rolled my eyes

"Jax,it's just 6:50"I said

"Yeah I know, I'm not done preparing the surprise I have for someone,I need to be fast with it"he said as he got up,I got up too

"Suprise,babe what surprise,for who"I had to ask

"I think you really should mind your business babe"he said smiling as he walked upstairs to his room, TF,what was that for.

"Jax,how dare you keep secret away from me!"I yelled as I bashed into his room,meeting no one

"You're too small to be told secrets babe"I heard his voice from the bathroom

"What"I asked annoyingly

"You heard me right babe"he said,I could tell he was laughing silently there

"Jax come on,tell me okay,I wouldn't tell anyone,is it for your mum?"I asked,he didn't answer

"Huh?eh?or for Hughes,or for Lucy"I asked,he didn't answer

"Jax,are you deaf?!why the heck aren't you answering me?"I asked annoyingly as I stood up

"I'm coming in"I said as I walked towards the bathroom and as I was about going in,the door opened, making me hit my head on jax's chest.

I looked up and down at him, seeing towel tied around his waist as water running down from his hair down to his chest.fuck! he's so sexyyyyy.he was all wet.i licked my lips

"Babe,were you about walking in the bathroom with me?"he asked me.i was all carried away looking at him.he sighed.

"Sweetheart,when you're done checking me out,let me know okay"he said lazily as I came back to my senses

"Huh?"I said and lightly slapped him on his arm

"Well someone loves this look on me"he said with pride,I rolled my eyes

"Stupid you"I said hating to admit it.he laughed

"You were walking in the bathroom right?"he asked smiling

"Answer my question"I said as I held his hand and dragged him to the bed, sitting him down as I stand at his front, folding my arms.

"Answer mine first"he demanded

"Yeah I was"I answered

"That's what I thought"he smirked as he stood up kissed me lightly on my lips and sat down back,I half smiled

"So my question"I asked

"Babe, I'd just get so busy today okay,that's all"he said as he pulled me close between his legs, putting my hands on his shoulder, placing his hands around my waist

"Okay so the suprise thing?"I asked

"Nothing, I'm just gonna be so busy today, setting up some things,so I gotta be early at work"he explained

"Hm okay, you're always busy Jax,you know"I said

"Yeah I know,you see,I need to work hard for you and my kids and your kids,our kids"he said smiling

"When we get married"I asked

"Yes babe"he kept smiling.i got worried at some point.jax keeps talking about us getting married but he hasn't proposed.

"What's wrong baby"he asked

"Nothing...you should get ready for work okay"I said placing my hands on his chest,he nodded,I kissed me and turned to leave.i could feel his ass on me

"Stop staring at my ass and get dressed babe"I said as I walked out to my room taking a quick shower , wearing a 3 quarter jean with jax's hood,took my bag and went downstairs to the kitchen, sitting on the counter eating fruits.

I needed to go to the hospital.jax came up wearing a long black full buttoned designed t-shirt with a less crazy black fitted jean, wearing a white Nike shoe, packing his hair.

He looked so handsome and responsible.for the first time,no crazy jean, neither short sleeves shirt,and definitely not all black outfit.i smiled looking at him

"You're looking so sweet babe"I smiled as I kissed him, looking up at me

"Thanks love, I'm glad you love how I look"he smiled

"Babe,are you sure you're not up to something,cause you've never dressed this way before"I asked suspiciously

"Nope, I'm cool here"he smiled at me as he ate.

"You'd drop me off at the hospital"I said

"Huh?why?is anything Wrong with you?"he asked

"Are you pregnant?"he asked,I laughed

"I'm not pregnant Jax,I just need to get my pills,cause it's finished and go for a check up"I said

"Why"he asked

"I haven't been having attacks lately,for a long or two now,at least,that's strange"I said

"I can get your pills for you tomorrow and you really shouldn't go for any check up, probably because you've been taking your pills the way you should,so definitely there would be changes, you'd be fine babe"he assured me,I smiled at him

"And probably I should be at Kay's house today"I said

"Why?"he asked

"Have you forgotten Jade's pregnant.he's busy taking care of her,he really hasn't checked up on me,I should check up on jade too"I said

"You really don't need to do that,Kay would take care of his wife, I'd take care of mine"he said as he stood up,walked up to me and pulled me up, holding my waist.i smiled

"I'd just drop you off at home,okay"he requested,I nodded in agreement

"You're getting late,let's go"I said recoiling from him

"Yeah sure"he said, leading me out of the house and entered the car.

"No shoot yet?"he asked as drove

"No"I answered

"Yunno,I can't wait to get married to you,wifey"he said smiling

"Well I guess,till Jesus comes"I said

"You think so?"he asked

"Yes"I said, he's wasting time proposing to me.

We got to my house as I got down,he did the same too

"What's Wrong babe"he asked holding my hands

"Nothing, I'm fine"I said

"Hmm okay"he said with uncertainty

"You should go, you're gonna be late"I said as I hugged me,he nodded and then walked to his car, driving off.

I sighed as I walked in, meeting familiar cars outside before walking in meeting jade, emmanuel,Lucy and mum all smiling

"Jade,what are you doing here, you're suppose to be resting at home"I said resting her on the couch

"Phoebe I'm fine okay,I can take care of myself"she said getting up back

"Actually bride,we were all dancing before you walked in"Lucy said as she approached me.i rolled my eyes with annoyance,what's with the "bride"name

"What's Wrong"mum asked as emmanuel had his seat

"Nothing, I'm fine"I lied,Lucy laughed

"I bet you're lying"Lucy said

"We're you guys having a misunderstanding?"emmanuel asked,I was worried

"We're fine"I lied

"Come on,tell us what the problem is"mum convinced.i sighed and sighed again

"He hasn't put the ring on it"I said as my voice cracked walking upstairs to my room, entering my room.i dropped my bag on the couch,fell on the bed, feeling depressed.i dozed off.

The sound of my phone repeatedly woke me up.i looked at the caller,it was jax.i looked at the time,it was exactly 4:30pm,wow!I slept for hours.i lazily picked up

"Babe"I called to him

"Baby,come meet me in greyvorance shopping mall"he said. Greyvorance shopping mall??it was one of the most expensive biggest shopping hall in town.what was he looking for there

"Greyvorance?why?is anything happening there?"I had to ask, adjusting myself on the bed

"Baby,just come, I'll be there waiting for you,wear something good okay"he requested

"Um okay, I'll be there"I said not interested in the outing

"Okay love,bye"he said

"Bye"I said and hung up.i called up to Lucy,if only she was still around

"Wassup bride"she greeted,I rolled my eyes

"Are you still around?"I asked

"Yeah,yeah,we all still around,you need help?"she asked

"Yeah"I answered

"Okay, we'll join you soon"she said and hung up as I got busy with my wardrobe.lucy and jade walked in.

"You really sleep alot Phoebe"jade said as she had her seat

"Lucy,do you really have to bring jade along"I asked

"Well, momma insisted to come,she's not tired"Lucy joked smiling.i looked at jade, who's smiling too

"Well, I'm going to geyvorance, jax's waiting for me there"I said as they were both smiling

"What's with the smile"I had to ask

"Nothing"they chorused

"Well I need help with my outfit and make up,I really don't wanna use make up tho"I sighed sitting down

"You will,it's a must"Lucy argued,I nodded in agreement

"You're okay?"jade asked

"Yeah, just not in any mood for outing"I said

"Don't worry,you'd enjoy yourself tonight,trust me"Lucy said as she picked my outfit.it was a black armless tube top, exposing the top of my boobs with a fading pink high waist skirt.i loved it,it's just the tube top thing

"You really have to give me something this exposive?"I had to ask

"Jax would love it"Lucy said smiling,she's so hyperactive unlike Jax,lol

"You know the last dress you picked for me for dinner,Jax really was so crazy about it,jeez"I said not forgetting that night

"You guys had sex?"jade asked

"No jade,we made out, it was sooo"they both cut in

"Soooooo good!"they both chorused,I laughed

"Exactly"I added smiling

Then they got busy dressing me up,jade made my hair,while Lucy got busy with my face

"How's Zayn"I said Missing him

"He's fine,he got really busy with his music lately.we haven't talked really now.the last time he messaged me saying he's working on his album, he'd be done soon"I see she missed him too

"Sorry,we haven't talked too for long,the last time we did,we had a lil misunderstanding"I said

"Hey ladies,it's okay alrightt,all is fine.lucy you need to be quick with the bride's face"jade said,I sighed

"What's with the name tho,so akward"I hissed as she was done

"I'll drive you there"Lucy volunteered

"Okay fine"I said wearing a sliver blocked sandal

"Jax's really lucky"jade commented

"Yeah he is"I said smiling,I really looked good

"Where's mum and emmanuel"i asked as we walked out of the house

"Emmanuel took her to make her hair"jade answered

"Tony and Samuel are coming over already"she said

"Oh okay"I said

"We should go,jade take care of yourself okay"Lucy said as we both entered the car

"Bye"she bidded as lucy drove off.

We reached our destination as I got down,then Lucy drove off.

I walked in meeting everywhere dim dark.its so weird and unusual.i was suspicious.or this isn't where he asked me to come???no single soul was here!I could even hear the sound of my footsteps.

"Jax?"I called to him,my voice echoed

"Babe,are you here?"no reply,I was getting scared

"Jax,If this is a joke,stop it already!"I yelled as all light were turned on making me see lots of people, seeing flashes here and there,from different angles.i didn't understand what was going on

"Phoebe"I heard my name,it was so near,now everyone was silent.i was scared to turn back to see who it was

"Phoebe"the person called again,it was Jax

"Jax?"I slowly turned my back, seeing Jax on his knees,huh?

"Babe,what's going on,why are you on your knees,what's this all about"I asked confusely

"I'm sorry"he apologized

"Sorry?sorry for what,Babe I think you need to get up, people are watching,you don't like this"I said trying to make him get up,he didn't let go

"I'm sorry for everything I did and everything we've been through.i know I've made you cry what a smile can't cure, I'm sorry okay"he apologized still on knees,I really wasn't comfortable with the audience listening to what he's saying

"And I'm thankful,also thankful I'm with a woman like you and now babe, I'm ready to be a man for a strong woman, I'm ready to be a man,who would stand by his woman always.i want to be for whom you're enough with"I just looked at him confusely and at some time,I thought he was gonna propose

"I wanna be a responsible husband to a responsible wife"yesss,he really was proposing,I banned my lips together, covering my mouth

"Jax"I called his name very lowly

"So,will you marry me, phoebe Erlone?"he requested as he brought out a crystal ring,damn,this was beautiful,my heart skipped a bit

"...yes I will,Jax Hughes"I said as he put the ring on it.he got up as I kissed him,he kissed me back,then we pulled away and hugged me as I cried on his shoulder.the crowd started their paparazzi as usual

"I love you Phoebe"he said hugging me

"I love you more Jax"I said getting over the suprise

"You could have just told me babe"I said

"No, you're special,that's why I treated you as one"he said as we both pulled away, wiping away my tears, smiling.

"Are you guys really gonna get married?how long have you guys been together?why did she wait for two years?"a lot of questioned as we walked outside, paparazzi was too much.we had to stop walking.

"Oh lawd"I said underneath my voice,too much pictures.jax held my hands.i looked at him and smiled.he took his phone, calling someone

"Dad"he called

"Yeah right, exactly"he said certainly

"Okay good,bye"he said and hung up

"Just watch wifey"he said smiling,I smiled back

"Hey!hey!get out of the way!"I heard Husky hard voices from afar as two huge bouncers walked out from the crowd to us, standing at our back.

"Let's go"Jax said,as we walked out as they struggled to give us some.at last,we were outside

"Babe,where's your car"I had to ask

"That's it"he said pointing to a brand-new navigator,latest more.woah!

"That's your car?"i asked

"Yeah,you like it?"he asked

"I love it"I said smiling

"It's all yours okay,what's mine is yours, except if you don't want,cause I know,you really don't drive that much,but all things still the same,it's all yours okay"he said smiling

"Okay babe"I said as I cupped his face and kissed him,he kissed me back

"You know I love what you're wearing"he said as he kissed me,I had to pull away

"Don't even go there Jax"I said,he chuckled

"Come on,I need to take you somewhere"he said and walked me in

I had to talk cause where he was driving along was not familiar

"Baby, where are you taking me too"I asked looking at the ring, smiling

"Somewhere you'd love"he replied

"Out of town?"I asked

"Hmm,I don't know"he smiled

"We're almost there though"he added

"Okay"I said.

After Some Minutes.....

"We're here"he said packing the car in it's direction as we both walked out

"Wow"i said checking through everywhere.it was beautiful,so beautiful and quiet.we could see the lights of the cities and we happened to be the only ones here

"Do you love this place?"he asked

"I do babe"I said excitedly.

"Before I tell you why I brought you here,take this"he said as he brought out a long pendant and wore it on my neck

"It was given to me by my dad, non-chalantly and carelessly.he gave it to me when I was 7.i don't think I worth it.thus pendant is for those that worth more than gold.he just gave me for giving sake"he said worriedly.i knew so sure he was missing his dad,even if he hated him.

"You know,when he gave it to me,he just flung it at me,on my face and never wished me a happy birthday,he didn't know my worth babe,and that's why I'm giving it to you,cause I know your worth,so you deserve this"he said staring down at me

"Babe,I don't deserve this pendant,I deserve you,and you deserve me,we deserve each other and you worth more than this pendant to me"I said as I hugged him,he rubbed my waist slowly still hugging me.we pulled away,now he was smiling,I was too.

"Okay so um,I just wanted us to talk out our past and Forget them and live for the future"he said,I was interested.this was the best place to talk things out

"Great"I smiled

"Good"he said holding my hands as we walked along

"Okay,so tell me how high school and college was like for you till you met me"he asked

"There isn't really much to talk about my high school,so boring"I chuckled

"No friends,I really was lonely"I said as we both sat down somewhere comfortable

"I felt isolated,no enough freedom yunno,of course I was the school most prettiest and of course brilliant but still,things weren't fun like I wanted it to be cause of my condition,it was just my books and I"I said smiling

"No guy ever liked you?"he asked

"Well,even if they did,no balls to tell me,lol"

"College?"he asked,it was getting dark already

"I entered college as a year 2 student and that's when met zayn.i was worst weird in college than I was in high school,cause my condition got worst and everyone thought I was crazy, especially wearing on mask,here and there, except Zayn,and he was the one who introduced me to the guys,and I got a little bit comfortable on my own cause I got them,they always loved talking to me and I did too,so I didn't really get to bother about what others thought of me"I said smiling

"Me"he asked

"You? you're the most sweetest thing that ever happened to me"I said smiling as I kissed him lightly on the lips.

"Although I'm sorry I lied to you at first,I was afraid of being hurt, I'm sorry babe"I apologized,he nodded in agreement

"I never wanted to lose you,and I'm glad I didn't.he's strong and I love him so much,I love him despite his past and challenges"I said smiling at him,he managed to smile back.

"And I love you because you seem to be the only girl to accept me the way I was and the way I am now"he smiled

"When I was in high school Phoebe,I kinda just useless my life.i felt so disturbed,so disturbed Phoebe,and it kind of affected me emotionally.of course I was one of the big boys at school and was brilliant and that was more reason why a lot of people wanted to parole with me.i was a bad guy tho,a terrible bad guy,it wasn't what I wished but it just happened,I couldn't help it"he said worried

"I was Traumatized, nightmare upon nightmare and it really wounded me.i thought the only way I could avoid that was by sleeping with girls and just forget I had something to do with them,it felt so wrong but I just did it"he said

"You didn't date them?"I asked

"No,some just came willingly to fill their sexual desires"he answered

"It was so stupid cause I hurt a lot of girls,I was so into that attitude even till I got to college.i was reserved but I still had it in me until I got transferred,still with same attitude,I changed a lil,then I got transferred back, meeting the girl who totally changed me.it was difficult to stop drinking tho but she changed me"he said smiling.i smiled at him too

"Are you upset with my past?"he asked

"No babe, I'm not"I said and pressed my lips to his and then pulled away,he smiled

"Now let me show you how it's done"he said and kissed me deeply, I gave in,it was slow.he was about sneaking his hands into my top.i stopped him and pulled away

"Not here Jax,not now"I said smiling at him

"Plus,it's getting late,we should go"I said as we both got up

"Come on phoebe"he pleaded as he followed up

"No"I insisted,his phone rang,we stopped walking as he picked up

"Now?"he asked

"Okay, we'll be there"he said and hung up

"What"I asked as we both walked in the car

"We're heading to dad's Mansion,they need us there"he said

"Oh okay"I said as we walked in the car.

"You're hungry?"he asked as he drove

"Veryyy"I answered feeling sleepy

"We'd be home soon okay"he assured me

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"Why's everyone outside"I asked as we drove in

"I know right"Jax said as we both got down from the car,still standing beside the car

"Happy Proposal Shower"they all chorused as they brought out water hoses each and baptised us with it, proposal shower??? really??

"Fuck!"Jax cursed as we both got wet,I laughed

"Guys,stop already,okayy"I screamed as I got extremely wet.they didn't stop

"Stop!"Jax dad commanded as they all laughed

"If Phoebe isn't gonna complain,I will,cause what the fuck"Jax yelled,we laughed

"That's the fun of it,dummy"Zayn joked,I missed him

"Let's move in"Hughes requested as they all moved in as Lucy tossed us towels

"Get ur ass dried up"she said and walked in leaving Jax and I alone,he approached me

"You're suppose to complain"he said as water dripped from his hair down to his face

"Why"I asked as I squeezed out the water from my hair

"Cause...they got us...wet"he said

"Well,like Zayn said,it's for the fun of it"I said squeezing the water out from his hair

"Thanks babe"he thanked me holding my waist

"We're both wet wifey"he said as I still got busy with his hair

"I know right,now I need to get something to eat"I said as I ticked his head,recoiled from him and walked away moving inside

"I know what you're doing Phoebe,not fair"I had him say as I walked in,I giggled,he wanna get fresh with me

"Here comes our bride"Lucy said excitedly together with emma as I walked in, wearing me a satchel that has "our bride"on it

"Thanks"I smiled at them

"But I gotta eat"I said and funnyingly ran away from them, joining Zayn at the food table

"Thought you weren't gonna come"I told him,as I had my seat beside him

"Reason"he demanded

"Cause we had a misunderstanding"I told him,he smiled

"You know no matter how much we fight,I can't afford missing something that involves my best friend, especially now she's engaged"I smiled

"Thanks"I thanked him

"You're welcome"he said touching my cheeks

"But how'd you guys know,Jax proposed to me and then planned the shower thing"I had to ask ,I just realised it now,Zayn laughed

"Hey guys!, attention please"Zayn said as he walked to the middle of where everyone was.i had no idea what he wanted to say.i looked around,mark wasn't here with the twins, he's suppose to be here tho

"What you got for us"tony asked

"Phoebe's asking how we got to know Jax proposed to her,there's the media but thennnnn"he said.they laughed

"What's funny tho"I asked confusely

"Cause we knew, he'd propose"jade said.

"He told you guys"I asked

"Actually yes,so we made the plans and everything"Hughes answered

"And he came saying"guys come on,I really need to propose to Phoebe and I have no idea how it's done"so we thought him how it's done"they laughed,I smiled

"You're embarrassing Jax yunno"I joked

"We just telling you the secret behind the proposal,that's all"emmanuel laughed,I lost concentration in what they were saying

"Here,you seem hungry"Emma said giving me tray of food

"Thanks"I said collecting the tray and then she left

"Where could Jax be"I asked taking mutton soup,mum and dad came up

"You like it?"mum asked

"Yeah,it's good"I said eating

"I made it"she said

"Thanks"I said and hugged her

"No,you thanks"she smiled

"For?"I asked

"For being a strong woman,the woman we wanted you to be"dad said,I stopped eating

"I can believe,my little angel is engaged and very soon you'd get married and give birth to beautiful sons and daughters"dad said.we all chuckled.

"Dad"I half smiled

"At a stage of your life yunno,when you finally get married and have your own kids, they're still challenges to face yunno,so you just have to be the strong woman you've always been"mum advised holding my hands.jax came up dressed in a plain shirt and jorgas with his hair neatly packed.

"Seriously, you're doing the marriage talk here too"he said

"All parent do it Jax"I told him,mum and dad laughed

"We'll get to you later Phoebe"mum got up as dad rubbed me on the head

"Bye"I told them as they walked away,Jax sat down

"Wouldn't you get changed?"he asked looking through my body

"I'd go home soon"I told him as I continued to eat

"Home? you're sleeping with me here,no home"he told me sternly

"I got no clothes here"I have excuse

"I got unisex huh"he told me,I stopped eating

"And who says you can no longer wear my shirts"he asked folding his arms on his chest

"I.told myself"I smiled

"You're trying to give excuses babe"he said looking at me

"Well"he cuts in

"I got you"he said as he got up and carried me bridally

"Woahh"I said and laughed

"I'm pinning you to my b d tonight,no complains"he said to my ears and walked me upstairs to his room

"Take it easy on her Jax!"I heard Zayn yell from where he was,I laughed

We began to kiss,as he opened and closed the door.we fell on the bed together letting him lay on me, wrapping my hands around his neck

"Can you promise me something?"he asked,I nodded

"Do not share this lips with any other guy except me"he said

"A promise"I said

"I love you"he said

"I love you more"I said and digested my lips on his.he gave in,we kissed as I pull off his shirt.he sneaked his hands into my top, unclipping my bra, pulling off my top.

"Fuck this skirt!"he said as he unzipped my skirt, pulling it off me,I giggled.he sucked on my neck to my boobs repeatedly.he moved his lips to one of boobs, sucking it , while he squeezed the other.i moaned holding on to his hair, enjoying what he did to me.

I bit my lips as he shifted my panties, placing his hand on th surface of my center, rubbing it in circles.i moaned again,he looked at me lustfully,as his hands still got busy down there, before digesting his lips on mine,I kissed him roughly, wanting him to do more,he recoiled from my lips and looked at me

"Should I?"he asked,still not knowing why he asked that,I nodded yes,then

"Jax"I moaned his name as he thrust a finger into me,my heart skipped a bit as he rocked his finger In and out of me,it hurt a lil, but then,felt good,he thrust another finger

"Oh-my-God...Jax"I moaned with pleasurely in pains as I placed my hands on his for a sec for him to stop and recoiled my hands again,he began to lower his place as I heavily release on his fingers,then he re-drew his finger,I quickly adjust myself on the bed.i've never felt that way before.it felt like pleasure plus pain,the feeling was so new.jax adjusted beside me, covering me with a blanket,he faced me

"Did I hurt you"he asked

"Hmm,just need to go wash up"I said as I got up with the blanket on me to the bathroom, taking a warm shower.as soon as I was done,I spread on the blanket, tieing on a blue towel.

I walked in the room, meeting the bed laid with another beautiful duvet and bedsheet.but Jax was not on bed,just a short and one of his shirt.i wore it on,packed my hair,laid on the bed, waiting for Jax.

"Alright bye mark"I heard his voice as he walked in.i didn't wanna get up,I was feeling so unsual down there,well I think jax's more experienced than I am and I was so innocent beside Jax.

He laid on the bed,now I could feel his presence beside me.i groaned a little as I turned to him, placing my head on his chest,and my hand around his stomach.

"That was mark right?"I asked in a low voice

"Yeah,he called and told me he was sick,so he couldn't make it tonight,fever"he told me,I felt sorry for him

"Hmm, he's gonna be fine"I said

"Yes he will"he answered,then he drew me up,closer to his face, making me stare at his beautiful cute face.

"Um,are you fine tho?"he asked worriedly

"Was I too rough?"he asked again

"Jax...babe, I'm okay,the feeling's just new and I think I'm a bit sore"I managed to say,he sighed deeply

"I'm sorry I hurt you"he said,I looked up to his face

"Babe,you didn't hurt me okay, I'm fine okay"I said and pressed my lips to his,he seemed worried

"We should sleep okay"I told him as I laid my head back on his chest

"Thanks for opening up to me, I love you"I heard him say

"I love you more Jax"he said as I dozed off to sleep.