Chapter 28: Chapter 28

Phoebe's POV

"Jeez,Jax is so cute when he sleeps"I said staring at him

"Yes I'm so cute"he said as he pulled me down on the bed, making me lay on him, wrapping his hands around my waist

"Uh, you're awake"I asked surprisely

"Yes i was"he smiled,I notched him lightly,he smiled,then he came closer perceiving me

"What?"I asked

"You smell of me"he said

"Yes"I said

"You used my spray?"he asked

"Yes I did"I answered

"Phoebe"he warned

"I know I know, I'm fine,I used a lil, nothing's gonna happen, I don't over spray like you do"I said as I got up away from him,I got down from the bed about to walk away,he held my hands and dragged me close making me stand in between his legs,he was sitting down.

"Fine,heard you,where you going"he asked holding my hands

"Home of course"I said

"Oh,you're leaving already"he said,I nodded yes

"Let me drive you home"he said

"Jax"I was about saying I bought my car when his mum called to him as she walked in

"Oh"she said looking at both of us,I turned to her as I slowly sat in between jax's legs

"Fuck"he said lowly,I heard him,I pinched him to behave well

"Sorry for interrupting"she smiled

"We cool here"he said wrapping his hands around my waist

"Thanks Phoebe"she smiled

"You're welcome"I said

"I'd leave you guys here"she said and walked out closing the door,I stood up and turned to him,still standing between his legs

"You really should learn how not to say the F word at your mum's presence, why'd you say it anyway"I asked demanding for answers

"You touched little Jax with your ass, slowly"he smirked,I knew what he meant

"Oh sorry"I apologized as I laughed

"No,it's okay"he smiled as he carried me, making my legs part on his legs

"It felt good"he said as he grabbed my ass

"Asshole"I said as I hit him on the head

"I don't want you to leave"he said wrapping his hands around me, I wrapped my arms around his neck

"I spent the night here Jax, you're still not satisfied?"I asked

"I just want more of you,you know,it's been a while"he said as he drew me closer making his head rest on my clivage

"You know I don't like those times when you're always with Clark,it's so annoying"he said lowly kissing every corner of my clivage,it felt good,I didn't stop him,he moved his lips to my collar bone

"It makes me so jealous"he said underneath his voice,he sucked on my skin,I drew him more closer

"Damn Phoebe,you smell so good of me"he trailed his lips to my neck, kissing me there slowly.i smiled as he cupped my cheeks and kissed me on the lips, using his other hand cupping one of my boobs, pressing it lightly,I moaned to his lips as we kissed,he did the same to the other.thereafter,I cupped his cheeks and kissed him deeply,rocking him as he grabbed my ass and smooched it so badly,I could feel his hard on

"Fuck"he cursed as I had to pull away smiling

"Fuck Phoebe"he said still holding on to my ass

"What"I asked smiling knowing he was turned on

"Nothing,just I'm so addicted to you,I can't help it"he smiled scrutinizing through me

"You're bad bad bad Jax"i said knowing what he did when we made out some seconds ago,I pinched him on his cheeks

"Ouch babe"he said rubbing where i pinched

"I need to go now"I said as I was about getting up from him

"Not yet baby"he said and drew me back down

"What again"I asked

"We haven't decided yet,you know,I wanna spend today with you"he said in a childish manner,I rolled my eyes

"It's Saturday Jax,I need to rest"I said

"Please baby"he pleaded

"Okay fine,in the night, we'll go out"I said

"A date?"he asked smiling

"Yes a date"I said as I got up from him

"Can I go now?"I asked.

"Not yet"he said as he stood up from the bed and walked towards me and pulled me closer, holding my waist

"You know really,I think I should start avoiding you"I said as I placed a hand on his hair playing with it

"I know you can't"he said and kissed me slowly.we both pulled away after some time

"Jeez,you're such a distraction"I said as I quickly recoiled from him and carried my bag

"I'm gonna miss you baby"he said running his hands through his hair

"Oh no,you don't worry, I'm gonna be all yours this night, trust me"I said and walked out.i knew for sure I was gonna tell him the truth today and the only solution I have that wouldn't make him flare up is in my mind.

As soon as I started my drive back home,Jax call came up

"Baby"he called

"Sweetheart please can you call back"I said

"Why?you're with a guy over there?"he asked

"No! I'm driving"I fired back

"Oh that, you've not reached home yet?"he asked

"Babe,I just left your house some few mins ago and you're asking if I'm home already?,come on"I said as I lowered my speed,he laughed

"Okay babe, I'll call you back, I love you"he said

"I love you too, bye"I said and hung up.

As soon as I got home, Jax call came up again.damn Jax come on!

"Babe"he called

"Yes what happened Jax,what again"I said tiredly

"I'm confused"he said

"Confuse about what"I asked as I entered my room and laid on my bed

"I don't know the clothes to wear tonight"he said

"Jax,that's what you've been thinking about?"I asked

"Obviously babe,I wanna look good for you tonight"he said,I giggled

"Wear something comfortable and perfect, something you think I'd love"I smiled

"Hmm, something you'd love, okay"he said

"Yeah,i need to go babe, I'm exhausted , I'd get back to you later,okay"I said tiredly

"Okay babe,I love you"he said

"I love you too bye"I said and hung up.

I knew for sure I hadn't slept for an hour when zayn's call came up

"What's up bestie,come open the door"Zayn said

"What!"I said as I jerked up from my bed

"Be fast, I'm waiting"he said

"Jeez,okay"I said and hung up as I walked out of my room and headed downstairs

"Hey Phoebe"Samuel,tony and Emmanuel chorused as they greeted

"Jeez,you didn't come alone!"I asked rhetorically, knowing the fact they'll disturb the hell out of me

"You should be grateful we're here to keep you company"Samuel said as they all pushed pass through the door.i closed the door and joined them in the sitting room

"I didn't ask you to,I want to sleep, I'm tired"I said tiredly

"Then why'd Jax say we should come around"tony said

"Jax asked you guys to come?"I asked, tony nodded yes

"Anyways, I'm starving"Zayn said heading to the kitchen as I called Jax

"Baby what's up"Jax greeted

"Don't you dare"I cautioned as I looked at the guys,they were laughing quietly

"Oh they are there already"I could sense he was smiling

"I told you I needed to rest"I said

"Babe calm down"he said

"Tch,bye bye"I said and hung up.

"Here comes the lemonade"Zayn said cheerfully as he walked to the sitting room, Sharing it to them

"No food?"tony asked as he drank

"Phoebe will do that"Zayn said

"No way"I frowned

"Samuel and Tony,do what you do best"Zayn said smiling,jeez,I hate when this happens,I was about running upstairs when they came carrying me

"No,no,no,stop,guys!"I screamed as they both carried me to the kitchen

"Drop me down!"I ordered as they did.i really didn't want to cook,so I faked attack as I began to cough

"Phoebe??,are you okay?"I heard zayn's voice,I coughed louder and deeper, imagine,they all rushed to the kitchen where I was fakingly lying on the floor helplessly

"Phoebe Phoebe,you okay??,where's your... what'd you call it"Zayn said as he carried me up

"Inhaler "emmanuel completed

"My.. room"I managed to talk

"Come on guys,let's carry her to her room"Zayn said as they assisted one way or the other to take me to my room.

"Here's the inhaler"tony said as he handed it over to Zayn as he gave it to me and I used it

"I hope she's fine"Samuel said,jeez,this was so funny cause they had no idea I was faking it.,I just laid there closing my eyes, listening to them

"She'd be fine,I think we should let her be"Emmanuel said

"We couldn't have forced her tho"Zayn said

"Yeah right"tony agreed,I was trying so hard not to laugh

"Let's leave"emmanuel said as I finally heard the door shot.And as soon as they left my room,I laughed quietly so they wouldn't hear me till I decided to sleep back.

X. X. X. X

"Hey wake up Phoebe"definitely it was Kay

"Kay stop"I almost yelled as I stood up, snatching the pillow from him

"Do you know how many times Jax have tried calling you?"he said

"Uh?"I said as I picked my phone

"Woah,10 Missed calls"I said surprisely

"He said something about you guys going out tonight"he said

"Yeahhh"I said in realization

"He said he's on his way here"he said as he stood up and walked out,it was after 7 already.

I knew already tonight was gonna be unlike me.i stood up to the bathroom to take a quick shower.As soon as I was done,I wore my clothes and as soon as I was done with that,I straightened my hair, packing it in a ponytail,wearing a nude perfect make up,Jax call came up as I wore my blocked heels.

"I'll be out now"I told him

"Okay babe"I said and hung up.

I walked downstairs wearing a long fading pink net gown,with a spaghetti hand exposing my clivage down to the top of breasts.i knew this was enough to see Jax tripping hard.

"Mum, I'm leaving"I said,then she looked at me

"What da!this is unusual of you,you look so different and extremely beautiful,you also have no idea how gorgeous you look tonight"she said and walked closer to me,I smiled

"I guess you're not wearing on bra"she guessed

"Mum,you don't have to say that"I laughed,she apologized

"I have to go,bye"I said as I walked away from her

"Treat him well"she screamed as I walked out of the house, meeting Jax staring at me surprisely.damn,he was looking good too,he really does know what I love,he didn't dress too much,simple and he's looking handsome.Just A black turtle neck inner,a jean jacket and a pair of jeans.damn,he's so cuteeee,I feel like I fall in love with him everyday

"Fuck Phoebe!"he said

"I'm sorry for coming out late, I'm here now"I said as I walked to him and kissed him,he kissed back immediately grabbing my ass,he squeezed my ass like his life depended on it.i wanted to pull away,but he didn't let go, that was what I wanted,I continued to kiss him till he let go,we pulled away as I found him smiling

"Actually baby,I wasn't talking about you coming late"he said as I wrapped my hands around his neck,he wrapped his hands around my waist

"Then what"I asked as I wiped away my lipstick stain from his lips,he smiled

"You, your dress,your make-up, everything about you tonight,looks so fasinating and tempting"he smiled

"Well, someone's impressed"I said

"100% Phoebe,come on let's go"he said as we recoiled and entered his car

"You're making me lose concentration babe"he said as he drove,I laughed.

We got to our destination as soon as possible.

"Wow,fun crib,nice place Jax"I said as I got down from the car,he did the same,it was more like a club but it wasn't

"I knew you'd like it here,let's go wifey"he said as he grabbed on my waist as we both walked in,it was dark with blue black disco light

"You're all mine tonight,you get that?"he said as we both sat separately beside the bar

"Yes Captain"I said as I danced to the slow song being placed

"Serve me soda"Jax tells the bar man

"What do you want baby"he asked me

"Beer"I answered as I kept dancing

"Beer what?,no way,you're a girl,yorje not suppose to,you don't even drink"he disagreed

"Please babe,just a bottle"I pleaded

"A bottle Phoebe"he said,I nodded

"Give a bottle of beer to her"he ordered bar-man as he gave it to me.i knew what I was doing

"Can you strip like that?"he asked looking at the striper.jeez,he was looking at her not me??!

"You were looking at her"he asked

"Not really, just thought you could do that,just me and you alone"he said, I laughed

"Well I can't strip, I don't really need to learn that,do I?"I asked

"No"he said, scratching the back of his head

"Okay"I said as I continued to dance

"Be right back"he said as he stood up and walked away.he wasn't longer getting overwhelmed with me.i didn't like it.

"One more bottle please"I ordered as the barman gave it to me,I opened it and drank it all at once,wow!I couldn't believe myself,I ordered 5more and took it all at once, including shots.

"Please trash them"I requested and he did so,I ordered 1 more as the first one I took.As I drank a guy approached me

"Hey pretty lady,you look tempting,can I have you tonight?"he asked,for God's sake,this isn't even a brothel,is he nuts???do I look like some prostitute or what!!!!!

"Let me be, I'm warning you"I said smiling,I was getting drunk

"Why?"he asked

"You'd see soon"i said waiting for Jax

"Well"he was about to talk when Jax came up and interrupted

"Get out"Jax ordered

"You can't fucking order me here,who are you"he said bossingly ,he certainly didn't know who he was messing with

"Say one more word and you'd know who I am"Jax said

"Cut your guys off ca...

"he didn't complete what he was saying when Jax gave him a blow in the eyes

"Woah"I covered my mouth surprisely

"What the fuck!!!"he said as he cried and ran out

"He's gone already Jax"i said as I drew him closly wrapping my hands around his neck,he was standing between my legs

"I told you,you're mine alone"he said as he placed his hands on my hips

"I know that"I said and kissed him,he pulled away

"Fuck phoebe,you drank so much beer,and you're drunk"he said,well he noticed,it tasted in my mouth and I'm behaving it

"Noo I'm not drunk, I'm just having fun!"I said as I threw my hands to the air. then he walked back to his seat,jeez!,why is he behaving this way.

I got up from the chair, dancing as I made him get up too,I began to dance in between his legs,he held my hips,I bet a little low as I rocked me hard, dancing to the slow music

"Fuck"he cursed,I smiled,I did that continuously.then he pulled me up, making me face him,he was smiling,I was getting drunk already,but I still was myself,it was just the truth he needed to hear and forget it,that's why I'm doing all this

"Now tell me you don't know what you're doing to me"he said as he carried me,my legs part on his laps,he moved me closer, wrapping his hands on my waist,I wrapped my hands on his neck

"I don't know"i lied licking my lips,he smiled making me notice his dimples

"You know the way you were moving your ass on me"he smirked

"It felt so good"he confessed,I smiled as he kissed me, I kissed him back,then I pulled away

"Seems I'm getting bored here"I said as I got off him, grabbing anoth bottle

,He snatched it away from me

"What da!"I said

"You've had enough"he said,I frowned

"Whatever,let's go, I'm sleeping over"I said as I grabbed his hands, I almost was falling down,Jax got me

"Are you okay?"he asked,I quickly stood right

"Yes babe"I answered smiling,no, I wasn't,I was getting drunk, I wasn't totally drunk.

X. X. X. X

We got home late.

"They're all asleep I guess"Jax said as we walked in

"Let's just go upstairs"I said as I held him on his hands walking upstairs to his room.i dropped my bag on the couch as we entered as his room and pulled off my shoe

"Be right back"he said as he was about leaving

"No Jax"I said stopping him from leaving as I wrapped my arms around his neck,he smiled

"You're tempting me and I'm falling for it"he said and pulled me closer

"I'm all yours tonight, remember"I said

"Always"he said,then I stretched and kissed him,he kissed me back

"Fuck!"he said underneath his voice as he placed his hands on my back trailing it downwards to my waist.i pulled him more closer, making my breast pressing to his chest.he recoiled from my lips, trailing his lips to my neck, kissing and sucking it.i wanted more.he moved his lips to my collarbone kissing it then he pulled away, I wanted him to continue,I pulled off his jacket, trying to pull his shirt off,he stopped me,I looked up at him

"You wanted me right,here I am,don't stop me please"I pleaded,he left me as I pulled his shirt over his head.i looked at his eyes,he wanted me, I knew it.he carried me to the bed as he began to unzip my gown.he did so as the hands of my gown fell over, leaving me half naked as my boobs were half exposed to him,he leaned on and began to kiss and suck on my clivage to the top of my boobs,I moaned, holding on to his hair,as he carried my legs up, pulling the gown up to my thigh as he rubbed in circles.As much as I was enjoying this,I didn't want this to happen,my eyes got so wet,I wanted to cry as I wanted more.as I began to unbuckle his belt, roughly,he stopped me

"What?,Phoebe wait,what are you doing"he said as he recoiled from me,what?

"What I'm I doing?,we both want this you know?"I said as my voice broke

"You crying?,wait you're fucking crying?,if I want this,you don't fucking do"he said

"Yes of course,I do,come on please, I'm not crying"I pleaded as I touched him,he recoiled

"You're drunk Phoebe"he said not looking at me as he got up,I adjusted myself as I stood up and walked over to him

"No Jax, I'm okay, I'm fine"I said gently as I let him face me

"Let's do this please"I pleaded getting emotional

"I fucking don't wanna touch you"he yelled

"That's not true,look me in the face and tell me that,tell me you don't wanna get into me,just fucking tell me you don't wanna get pin me to the bed and touch me the way you want!"I yelled

"I wanna fuck you right now Phoebe,but I'm getting hold of myself,I told you I'm not gonna touch you till that night,I promised you that,your pride is precious to me and stop forcing me to"he yelled on top of his voice, I bet the walls are proofed if not,his mum or someone else would have been in the room by now.he didn't just understand

"Don't you just get it?! your did is the cause of it all"I said in tears

"What?"he said suprisely

"He is the cause of my condition Jax, whatever you're seeing in your nightmare,is what happened to me and my family"I cried as I talked,i see he got angry

"That burning house, your dad caused it, unfortunately you were there to witness when it all happened"I added

"And that's why you did all those things you did then,just too erase it,even going to the therapist didn't work and day by day it gets worst till now jax,I was so scared Jax,I was scared you'd get back to your old ways just to erase it and I knew if I tell you the truth about your dad,you might make his life miserable"I continued

"That's why I'm doing this Jax, you know the truth now,great,and I'm just to make you forget all about them and there is only one way I know,trust me Jax,let's do this,it's for the best,I know how much you hate your dad,of course,don't you wanna forget about what he had done and move on?"I asked

"What the fuck are you saying phoebe"he raised his voice,I was scared

"You want me to forget??by selling yourself off to me?seems like you don't know how much you worth to me,you're not like other girls I do fuck around with and just forget about.for crying out loud how do you expect me to forget,is that even possible?does that even make sense?for 15 years Phoeb, I've lived with this, doing all sort of rubbish but it didn't erase, I didn't stop having that particular nightmare not knowing my dad is the cause and the truama is about you??!!! How on Earth do you want me to forget that?and you think by sleeping with me will make the nightmare go away and I'd forget??is that even possible?,how does that work,tell me"he yelled,I sobbed

"You want me to hurt you cause of an heartless man that never cared about me,he's the reason why you're suffering from this asthma and you want me to forget?? to let it go just like that?what about all those girls have fucked with and hurt their feelings simply because I wanted this so called nightmare to stop showing up when I sleep? it's fucking not easy Phoebe"he said

"Jax"I called his name in a pleading manner as I sobbed

"Don't fucking call my name,cause I know what you're passing through,and you know what I'm passing through as well and you want me to go easy?, no way"he said.

"I'm not touching you and I'm not letting go and that's it"he said finally and walked out.he was gonna leave me all alone,I gently pulled off the gown and changed into one of his big shirt to make me comfy.i climbed on the bed and sobbed silently realizing all what Jax said was true.