Chapter 39: Chapter 39

"It was hard for him I knew but I just had to do it any way"Mami said looking at me.

"You'd the right thing Mami,you have nothing to apologize for,I can't imagine growing up with such a person called my mother"I replied disgustingly.

"May Allah bless you my BiBi"Mami said patting my head lovingly.

"Ameen Mami"I replied with a sad smile.

"I have talked to your VC about your condition a long time ago,so you have nothing to worry about,you'll take lessons online from home and then Write your missing exams okay?"abba said trying to drift my mind off the conversation we had.

"Thank you Abba so much"

"You've grown so big and beautiful and now you'll soon be a graduate in about five months,I'm so proud of you Little one"Abba said with an apologetic smile.

"And she'll have to get married soon,so you better get someone before those five months end,i want to see my grandkids"Mami said teasingly.

"Mamiiiiiiiiii"I said and left the room in a hurry while I could hear their chuckle.

"Hey watch your steps girl"yusrah said while touching her belly.

"Ooh my God,I'm so sorry the baby huh?"i asked feeling scared.

"You're hilarious"she replied.

"You scared me"

"Sorry"She said with a pout.

"Now c'mon let's go all the girls are waiting for you"

"So who's the visitor?"I asked curiously as I stepped into the room.

"Uhmmm,can we talk to you for a sec"Zuzu and Halima asked.

"What's it this time,I don't trust you two"

"Spit it out"

"Mum is coming to see you in 10minutes"Halima said.

"I told you I don't want to Ever see her in my life,don't you get it?"I replied to both of them driving the attention of everyone in the house

"What's wrong Amaani?"muhammad asked worriedly.

"I don't want to see her ever again,don't you get it?can anyone of you even feel my pain?can someone side with me on this for once?their's nothing to talk more with her,I'm fed up of all the lies and betrayal and I won't accept any more from now,I don't intend on forgiving her and if anyone of you stands on my way he won't be forgiven too"

"I'm -so—-s-sorry Amaa"mum's voice rise above and everyone's attention got to her.

"You destroyed a creature more beautiful than you could ever comprehend"I roared angrily.

"Please forgive me my daughter"she added with tears.

"you and I know we've seen better days,There's so many words that we never say,It's the same story, just a different page,but I can't live a lie,it's time to face it,So how many lies til we've both had enough?When you don't have trust then you don't have much and the day we lost trust is the day we lost us and the day you first lied is the day you fucked us"

"Give me a second chance please,all I ask for is a second chance...I beg yo...."

"Don't you dare take a step more into this house or else I'm leaving,get out of this house and never show your face again,you want me to forgive you but you're hurting me by making me see your face,if you want my forgiveness then never show me your face ever again or leave the city for me I'd appreciate that,but can you?can you?you can't,your selfish self won't let you,you're too selfish,I hate you mum,I really hate you"everyone watched us and decide best not to interrupt,I cried so hard while running to my room.

*Some minutes later*

"Amaani?Amaani?"abba and Mami called.

"I'm so sorry" I apologize as Abba and Mami stepped into the room.

"Shh it's okay,but it's not good to talk to your mother like that,you're nothing like her okay?"

"Yes Mami"

"You shouldn't stress or over think?you need to rest okay"Abba said while putting the covers on me.

"I'll check on you later okay?"

"Okay mami"I replied while she peck me on my forehead and they left me all alone in my room to dwell in my thoughts as the lights went off and the room went pitch-black.

I hate you mum

I hate you mum

I hate you mum,I can see how sorry she looked when I utter those words.

But Do I really feel hatred towards you?

Is it my fault that I hate you?

Indeed It is the full moon that wanes today that will be full tomorrow.

I hope I'll be able to forgive her one day but as of now,I feel pure hatred towards mum,I hate her more for what she's done to Mami.

But is she really a changed person now?can I count on her?She choose A stranger over her daughters,she will choose more people over you!

And I dwell in my thoughts until I couldn't feel the pain of the world anymore.

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The sun rays fell on my face,

It was a beautiful world which I never want to leave ,

A beautiful world with lots of blooming flowers, beautiful animals and a beautiful surroundings,

But the lights in the outer world are intruding,

And I can feel a reflect on my face,

I can feel it through my eyes how beautiful and yellowish the sun shines,

It's a warm island in the sun,

Where I wish someday hope to be,

But in the inner world,

I feel peace and out of pain,

It's a gentle journey...

A soft breeze on my sail,

To a place where fears and worries,

No longer prevail,

The butterflies that brushes against thorns will tear it wings,

The wings which will be shattered and thorn into pieces,

And the pain which I thought will go hidden pieces with the thorn wings,

And when in sadness I look back in gladness,

Those good memories come in mind,

A sweet moment I'll find,

But in the edges of my heart a dark spot is planted upon,

The dark spot which remains permanent,

And the sun shines more brightly,

Just as the remembrance of pain hit me hard,

I knew I was back to the world which I was running away from,

But facing problems is like gathering the pieces of thorn wings.

"And my eyes opened wide looking beautifully at the ceiling"

"Good morning"Mami said while sitting on the bed.

"Morning Mami"I said while pouting.

"I'm sorry,you just looked so tired and so I let you rest,you are sick after all"

"You should have woke me up Mami,prayer is important"

"You need strength to pray,and you lack that"

*Sigh*

"Now I'm gonna freshen up and pray I'll meet you at breakfast"

"You should do just that,you don't wanna be late for your checkup Huh?"

"I forgot about that,Mami please do I have to go today?"I pleaded.

"Yes honey,30 minutes and you're down"she said and left the room without waiting for reply and I headed into the bathroom to take a long hot shower.

"Coming out of the shower I apply my party fruit body lotion,getting up from the dressing Mirror I noticed a gift box on my bed and I went ahead to see what it is and from who it was"

Opening the gift box I saw a letter which brought a smile on my face.

A million stars up in the sky.

One shines brighter - I can't deny.

A love so precious, a love so true,

a love that comes from me to you.

The angels sing when you are near.

Within your arms I have nothing to fear.

You always know just what to say.

Just talking to you makes my day.

I love you, Reyna,with all of my heart.

Together forever and never to part.

I love you like a quarterback loves a pump fake.

Love REY❤️

Sweet gaseous molasses yesterdays fork is tomorrow's damn!This man will be the death of me!

I smiled sheepishly like a fool the smile not leaving

My face and I found a blue Deena dress thread and a Nude Nadine dress with a matching brown veil and a small note stick to it,which says

Wear any of this please,can't wait to see you in it!

"Touching the soft fabric of the blue dress"I smiled at the memory of jawaad

"Are you teasing me with your blue Abaya cx damn you look beautiful" he complimented with the most beautiful smile I've ever seen.

"I choose to wear the blue deena dress thread knowing he loves blue"

"I wore the dress and prayed subhi salah including all my missing prayers"

"Damn girl"zeenat said while I was folding my praying mat.

"Loot us we're your palliatives"Fatiti added dramatically while I was adding the last touch of makeup on my face.

"Thanks love"I replied while draping my light blue veil and finishing my look with a birkin bag and a Micheal kors high heel shoe,a diamond watch and the gift necklace and bracelet I got from jawaad.

"Any occasion today?"fatiti asked with a blank expression in amazement.

"Nope" I said while spraying my Hilton can can perfume.

"Where are you heading to?"

"Hospital"

"For what?"

"For my check up fatiti,where are the girls?"i asked.

"They're eating breakfast"she replied

"Well let's head down stairs"I said and we left the room with fatiti and zeenat tailing behind.

"Good morning everyone"I greeted and all attention was on me.

"Morning" they replied in unison.

A message pop on my screen which reads

D❤️-You look beautiful princess

"Thank you D"I replied and smiled at Abba.

"It feels so good to be good"I whispered.

"Any occasions?"mami whispered.

"No Mami"

"Well you look gorgeous,keep dressing in blue"she complimented and that brought a wide smile on my lips and I felt my cheeks burning in embarrassment.

"Amaani I'll go with you to the hospital okay?"

"No,Abba I can manage please"

"Well,take the driver then okay?"

"Abba please"I pleaded

"Okay,be safe my child"Abba said and I stood up to leave my girlfriends tailing behind me.

"I'm coming with you Bibi"

"Mamiiii please"

"Okay,be safe my child"Mami said worriedly.

"You have nothing to worry about Mami"I reassured.

"Hey you want some company?"

"No girls,I'll be fine"I said heading over to my white Sweptail by Rolls Royce car"

"Looook at that"Maryam said and we watched as a black Bugatti Veyron drove in and parked right in front of me.

"Who's that Abeeda asked?"

And we watched as a Tall black handsome man At least 6'4", maybe taller,Trim build, not overly muscular,Jet black hair,Bright blue eyes ,Strong jaw with a Romanesque nose opened his door gently stepping out of the car in a light blue gezna kaftan and a zanna bukar cap,his Piaget Emperador Cushion gold writs watch sit teed perfectly on his wrist,his scent which smells Creed Aventus perfume hitting my nose beautifully.

"Hello ladies"I watched as he raised a hand at my girlfriends and they stare with bulge eyes.

"Hello Gentlemen"they replied in unison.

"Mind for a lift?"he narrowed the question looking at me closely.

"Awwwwwwwwn,why are you so sweet,maryam and zeenat again.

"I rolled my eyes at that and headed to his car while he rushed to get my door open,when I was settled he closed the door,say a few words to the girls and then he drove us out of the mansion with them taking pictures and vids"

"Hey beautiful"he said as we drove out of the mansion.

"Someone's angry huh?"he asked when I didn't replied.

"Three days Jawaad where have you been?no calls,no text?"i asked a little pissed.

"Well,I guess someone really missed me"he said with a wide grin.

"But I sent you letters?tell me did you read all?"he asked looking at me and all I could do is ogle at him.

"Yh,I'm half way through"

"I really missed you,I missed this piece between us and all the drama"he said in a serious tone.

"I don't know about that"I replied.

"C'mon I'm so sorry,I've been busy with a lot of work,I was out of the country"he replied as we came to a stop at the front of the hospital.

"Don't bother"I said while opening my door.

"Are you ready love?"he asked me while closing my door.

Love?

I thought!

We heard you've been in a coma?

How are you feeling now?

Are you two a couple?

We just saw some post on all the social networks of you two looking beautifully breathtaking like couples?

Are you already engaged?

When is the wedding?

Have you found the love of your life Miss.Galadanchi?

Are you ready to settle down for the rest of your life with Mr.Nashe?

How long have you been dating?

Are you official?

Can you tell us little about your love story?

How did you get to win the billionaires heart?

Did you choose Mr.Nashe over Mr.sheikh?

Do you love each other?

The media came out of nowhere and throw questions at us from different angels while jawaad stood next to me all the time and the security help clear the place,so we can get into the hospital.

"I didn't see that coming"I said immediately as we entered the hospital.

"Expect more Reyna,I wake up every morning to them in front of my house and office"he replied.

"What?but why?"

"They need answers,so tell me are you Mrs.jawaad?"he asked playfully.

"Is that a question or a compliment?"

"You said our relationship has no title?don't you wanna know the title of it already?"he asked seriously as he looked into my eyes.

"Yeah I do,but after this"I replied moving my eyes away from his.

"Hello Doctor I said as we stepped into Dr.kin's office"

"Just look at my patient,c'mon have a sit you two"he said.

"Thank you Dr.kin"I thanked him while he exchange pleasantries with jawaad.

"So are you ready for your checkup?"

"Well I'm not sure"I replied nervously looking at jawaad.

"You'll be just fine"

"How long is it gonna take?"I asked curiously.

"It depends on how your system respond,We just want to make sure you're okay"he replied.

"Do I really need a checkup?"

"Yeah you do Miss.Amaani,we need to threat you mentally,physically and emotionally,to avoid complications in the future"

"You'll be just okay"jawaad said to me with an assuring smile.

"We'll run some test on you,it won't take long maybe just 10 to 15 minutes okay?"the doctor said as he checked my temperature and took some sample of blood,handing it over to a blond nurse with a brown hair who just walk in.

"Your temperature looks normal,your BP is also normal,but do you feel any headaches?fever?or pain?"

"No,I don't feel any headaches or fever just a little pain on my hand"

"I'll give you something for that,but as I said earlier you have to be exercising your body even if it's once in a while,we've faced a lot of challenges with patients who have been in coma and with Same complaint as you and even more,but exercising your body will help maintain a good posture"

"I'll try dr."I replied and the same nurse came in to give back my reports on the test results"

"Congratulations,everything seems normal,no complications at all, and hope to see more of this Miss.Amaani"the doctor said after reading the results with a wide grin.

"Thank you doctor"

"Now I think we'll meet in the next two weeks,since the results says a good thing,we hope to get more of this goody feedbacks from you,the results are so rare,often after a surgery the patients will begin to respond lowly on treatment and some pass away during surgery but yours is a good record,one our team will never forget,Dr.Sheikh will be so happy"

"Dr.Aymaan sheikh?"i asked in shock.

"Yeah,he worked hard to see we succeed in every way possible during your surgery"Dr.kin said proudly.

"Please say a thank you for me,I'd like to meet him when next I come"I replied with a shocked smile.

"Sure,he'll be happy to meet you too"

"thank you"I replied while he gave jawaad a pharmaceutical paper note so we can get the drugs.

"You could have told me"I said facing jawaad as we came out of the consultation room.

"What would you have done Reyna?"he asked

"I would have said a thank you"

"Well,we'd that for you"

"I want to do it myself,he saved my life jawaad"

"Okay I'm sorry,it won't happen again I promise"he apologize while opening my door.

"I said I'm sorry okay?I really am"he turned facing me completely and I looked through the window.

"It's okay"I'm mad but huh can't stay mad at this man,I can't bear hearing the tone of his beautiful voice apologizing on something which is not his fault.

"Are you sure?"he asked while turning the ignition engine to life.

"Yeah"

"You wanna have lunch with me?"he asked.

"Okay"

"Now you're really mad at me because of that sheikh?seriously?"he asked a little jealous.

"Are you jealous?"she asked.

"Well,as a matter of fact I am,cx you're choosing him over me"

"I'm not choosing sides"

"Yes you are,and I hate the fact that you're,that you choose his side,you choose him over me"

"Okay you got this all wrong,I'm sorry"

"Where are you driving us to?"i asked after a long silence"

"You asked what the title of our relationship holds well all your answers are here"he said in a serious tone.

"But this is An event center jawaad"

"Jawaad will you please talk to me"

"Come on sweetheart"he said as he drove into Meena event center.

"Now let's go"he said as he opened my door waiting for me to get out of the car which I almost didn't.

"As we entered into the hall it was dark as hell and it just doesn't make sense"

"Jawaad what's all this?"i asked

"Happy bithday my love"he whispered as the lights came back and everyone shouted a HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMAANI,all family and friends where present,Everyone looking so beautiful and all my girlfriends sat at a table with their husbands and boyfriends,the place was beautifully decorated with Happium Black Card With Happy Birthday Written On Bunting Banner with Gold Letters Party Decorations, DSNY Princess Cupcake Toppers, Gold and White Birthday Party Decorations Set- includes Gold Glitter Happy Birthday Banner and 6 Paper Fans which was beautifully placed in the wall,Colorful Paper Flag Bunting Paper Circle Confetti Garland Swirl Streamers,Honeycomb Ball for Birthday Party,a red and golden 21 figure cake,a rainbow cake with gold drips and a three step a combination of red,blue and white cake which says "WILL YOU MARRY ME"written on bunting banner in golden letters written a top.

"Aisha came forward and gave me a photo booth props which says"BIRTHDAY QUEEN"

"And Affan came forward to wore me a princess crown I'm 21 on my head"all the guest and friends clap in applause and all the while jawaad stood next to me with a beautiful smile,which got me wondering why theirs a cake which says "WILL YOU MARRY ME"

"I can't believe I forgot my own birthday" I whispered to him.

"It's okay love"he said reassuring me with an encouraging smile.

"Now c'mon let's go get you a sit"he said as we walked side by side to the sit which was meant for me and jawaad excused himself while the music played "birthday girl".

Some Minutes later all lights went off just a light which shines directly at me and jawaad voices was heard all over the place but with no sign of him and the place went dead silent as jawaad began

It all started on the 20th of February 2015,where I thought we were just strangers and took it as nothing more than an ordinary friends who met at the process to help take a child to the hospital ,but then I got myself all wrong.as you mark another year I am blessed,happy and at peace ,you have filled my life with laughter ,passion, commitment partnership and respect.as time goes on everyday I keep realizing how lucky I am to have you ,you are the person who always look ahead and see challenges as test and not as hurdles you have put every limit that was given to you and loved everyone carelessly,to me you are perfect,in you I see a best friend ,a family and loml omoge,our flames of passion will never be extinguished all our memories will never be extinguished from me and you ,no matter how old we get keep in mind that I will forever be there for you ,our bond is strong no person can put us apart from each other,you are always on my mind more than you know ,and every time I think Of you am reminded how lucky I am Cx we've had a bond of successful friendship in just months and now it's been a year,in the year and month of February which I've watched you on that bed helplessly without knowing what to do or how to help,but alhamdulillah as you are here today I want to confess in front of everyone and as a witness to the world,i could still see the memory and dive in it as you asked me ,what the title of our relationship is.

"And a video was playing in which we were arguing and I said

"Our love for you is convincing"jawaad said

"what love? our relationship has no title jawaad"I said in anger.

"That's a question for another day as for now we have a patient to go visit......"

Every moment deserves to be captured Reyna,I can see how shocked and surprised you are,but I was as angry as you were when you asked me that question,cx I thought we were more than that,but it looks like you want me to say it,you want to know if we think the same of the relationship we hold,the relationship we found on street,the one which turned out to be the most beautiful day in my life, I want to share this with you because I LOVE YOU REYNA,and for all the times I've uttered love to you I meant it,everyone of my word.

Dear Reyna,

Missing you alone makes me say the wrong words within a time ,whenever you don't talk to me or reply back my messages ..I feel so lonely my life is always incomplete without you ,it felt like something was always missing,i have planned this for us,I'll do everything in my power to make you happy my love,I don't want to see you sad,angry or hurt ..I have dreams opinionated for me and you ..the thought of loosing you just don't make any sense to me,always remember this my Reyna "I'm a hunter and a hunter never gives up most especially when his in a game of battle to shot an arrow "I love you soo much and I can't lose you ,even if this means I have to lower my self worth ..I will do it for us ,even if it's gonna be a competition I will surely do anything to win...I fell in love with you in the middle of conservation and I can't be a complete hero without you .i love you for who you are ,for the true muslimah you appear to be ...I want to build this with you ,when we have kids we will teach them to see religion as a source of comfort ,rather than a chore or something that they believed because we told them ..I want to see myself helping you in the kitchen ,kiss you,hug you ,play with you ,touch you nonstop ,I want to feel the touch In your skin,the fragrance of your perfume,the feel of me in your arms,your voice when I go to bed ,you waking me up for tahajju ,for fajr,you sleeping next to me and pecking me good morning,you kissing me before going to masjid ,wallahi I love you for everything that has to do with you ,I always pray in my sujuud and thank Allah for your mum ,she brought the Love of my life to this world,by Allah I love you completely,immensely,excessively,deeply and I will forever do that ,I love your maturity,your dedication towards your religion,your mode of speaking ..I love you for everything that has to do with you,I want to be the one in which you share your sorrows with,your secrets and your darkest of moments,I want to be the one to make your future bright and lighten up your life with happiness and laughter,i want to be a husband material to you in which you can count me on,on anything,I know I can't change your past but we can make a beautiful future together,a future in which halal and good deeds count in,a future which we'll explore the world together, I want to be your Rey and the best Rey for you in the world,i want you to give me a chance to love your flaws and imperfections,i want you to give us a chance,I want you to let me love you as you are,for in my eyes you are the perfect person for me,you're the best definition of perfect so far in my dictionary!You're MY QUEEN,A QUEEN IN THE KINGDOM OF HER KING!

Will you build this with me?will you make me a complete man?will you be my halal just as we've been in a halal relationship for a year now?will you let me tell the world you are mine,will you let me love you,will you let yourself drool in my love,will you be the one for me?will you be my halal,my wife?WILL YOU MARRY ME REYNA?WILL YOU?"