Chapter 11: Chapter 11

It seems like I have been here for a long time and our connection are very deep. As long as I have stay here I feel like this my home and those were the people whom I should be with and its what the fate had decided for me.

Gezz, I'm sounding like the heroine from the soap opera I have seen last night. God! when I will get my memory back. See I'm talking to god, as if the real god. Are god real? the question pop in my mind and I answer it myself. So my name was god is what we belief. Then I hear giggle coming from behind me and Cres laugh her heart out.

I pouted and glare at her when she embarrassed me in front of the boys. God! they think of me as a maniac now. What if they send me to mental asylum? What if I could not ran from there and prove that I'm okay? As if they heard my conversation to myself Tate tell me to relax as it was just for fun and I don't need to worry.

I have become close to the each member and being treated nicely. I am having a lots of friends and lots of fun. The people here are kind hearted and they do not mind sharing things with me. It's strange that the people bow at me but I think it's their respect to their guest so I also return the respect. Cres and me are being close to each other and she share their childhood memories. All people seem enjoying my presence but seeing Anord I find him lonely and sad.

I do not know what is happening to me but I am being attracting towards him. Despite of our arguments and his actions I find some strange feeling building up within me.

"Oh no, what have you done?" someone interrupt me. When I look at the person face its Luci .

"Look what you have done?" she pointed downwards and now I remember I am baking cake.

"Oh shit. I must be zone out. My hardwork is all waste. I need to make it again."

"It's all right I will help you." said Luci with a small smile.

Now days, I am being distracted by lot of things and it's all because of my overthinking. Anord wont have same feeling for me and he hates me to death.

"To death and have he ever tell you he hate you?" said my subconscious mind.

"Of course if he do not hate me then he will not act differently."

"You are overthinking just look at him. His eyes will show you how he fell about you?"

"Noooo.... what the hell I am thinking? Cres has ruined my mind. I do not think like this." I face palm myself and Tate came towards me.

"Hey, are you okay?" Tate asked with concerned voice.

"Yeah, I am perfectly fine. How are you?" I asked him passing the plate full of muffins.

" I am not fine as I am busy preparing." He replied with a tired look and went towards the living room.

I also went towards the living room and find people busy preparing for the today party. Well today is Anord birthday and I am being excited for some unknown reason. Anord turned 24 today but he look young for his age. Cres saw me and give me a bag. She gesture me to open it and I opened it. Inside it was a beautiful knee length folar dress of light pink colour. It has a round neck and flower prints. I love it alot and thank her for such a pretty dress. She told me to wear it tonight in the party.

As the time passes, the decoration are finished and the place look very beautiful. We are having party at the backyard and it was easier to plan it cause Anord is not here. For some business work he has gone outside the town and I miss him a lot. Without a good bye he had gone and that had made me disappoint. It's going to be the surprise party for him and hope he like it. Cres has told me that he never celebrate his birthday due to some reason and I have not know it cause he must have his privacy and I respect that so he might be angry. Before any one would spot me talking alone, I went to my room. I took shower and change into the dress. Cres came afterwards and do my makeup. I am wearing a floral knee length dress with a light pink lipstick and smoky eyes. My hair is curl and I am wearing a pendent in which my name is engraved .Cres found it in the dress I had wore when I was brought here.

"You are looking beautiful. The Alpha must hold himself." said Cres.

"Sorry, I didn't hear you." I ask with surprise evident on it.

" I say you are looking very beautiful and nobody could resist you."

"Really, then you mean to say I am not beautiful." I said in angry tone.

"No.. it's not that. Sorry I ..." she got emotional and I pity her. I was just joking and playing around but she took it seriously.

"God, Cres I was joking and you too is looking beautiful and hope you will find someone." She is also wearing floral knee length dress but of different style and it suits her.

She hugged me and we both headed downward. The place is full of people and they are greeting each other. Some new faces are also being seen and they are giving me a surprise look but I just smile. Dan grab my attention and I went towards him.

"Hey, you are looking beautiful and someone will not be able to took eyes off you." he said with a beautiful smile and I thanked him and gave him a compliment. Tate too joined us and he too had a same compliments. I greeted few people whom I have known and talk about the things. The only people I wanted to see is him and do not know if he will come or not. Unknowingly, I am missing his presence and want him to show up soon.