Chapter 46: Chapter 46

Jeff eyes are on mine while he reached for the shower knob. I was still dizzy and unstable. But I didn't know if it was the alcohol that's taking over or just him.

I stood naked in front of him but instead of feeling awkward, I feel excited. He's topless in front of me, showing his majestic, perfectly-sculptured muscles, it's not the first time that I'm seeing him like this but the mere fact that he's only inches from me while naked ignited a fire in my system.

I swallowed hard when my eyes trailed down on the huge bulge on his lovers. It's already making me curious as to how huge it would be when it's freed.

I stopped. saint. What am I thinking?

I mentally shook my head while scolding myself before looking back into Jeff's eyes. He's staring at me intently like I am the only thing worth looking at. His gaze is so intense that I can feel my knees giving up on me anytime soon.

"Are you okay?" he asked in a hoarse whisper before turning the shower on. Water is running down his iron-clad chest and his abs that I can't help but swallow hard.

I bit my lip and shook my head. "I'm dizzy," I told him. I heard him sighing before wetting my hair. He massaged my head and I shut my eyes. The feel of the fingers rubbing my head delicately is so relaxing

"Do you like it?" he asked and I nodded. He continued massaging my head until his hands went down my face. I opened my eyes only to immediately drown in his eyes

His eyes were filled with desire as he entrapped me under a spell.

"I'm a v-virgin." I lied.

He narrowed his eyes at me. His jaw clenched tight as if i hit a nerve, I bit my lip and looked down, embarrassed of what I just said. That came out of nowhere. I don't even know why I had to say that at this moment.

Jeff crouched down and leaned closer to my ear. "I know," he whispered. "No need to blurt it out, Andrea. I was your first kiss and I know will also be your first fuck."

My eyes widened as my whole body stiffened. Horrified to my wits, I looked up at him and saw him smirking down at me.

"What did you just say?" I asked, breathless.

He gathered my hair and put it all back before his fingers delicately traced my neck and shoulder. "You're my wife now, "he started, "I'll be sure to satisfy you in all ways."

I swallowed hard, heart beating erratically while he pushed his body on me. "Rule number two," I managed to croak but he just chuckled weakly.

He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me to him until our bodies finally collided. "You already gave up your first rule, baby. I'm sure it would only take time until you do the same for your stupid second rule."

Stupid? My rules are not stupid! I wrote them after much thinking!

I want to protest but I couldn't. All I can think of right now is the heat that his skin on mine is giving me. I clenched my fists on top of his chest while he buried his face on the nook of my neck.

His lips were on my skin, kissing it softly like he's trying to be careful breaking me. My lips parted as I shut my eyes while I felt his lips trailing kisses to my jaw, up to my ear. I can feel butterflies in my stomach with every movement of his lips.

I feel like I am getting swayed like I'm dancing in the air with his lips on mine.

"Don't worry. It won't be tonight," he whispered. "I know you are still drunk. I don't want to take advantage of it."

My breathing hitched. I wanted to complain when his lips finally left my body but the moment that I was about to say something, his lips crashed on mine. He kissed me hungrily, never letting me go.

I wrapped my arms around his neck as I welcomed his tongue on mine. I was already out of sanity. I was letting him control me. Fuck the rules. He's right. They're stupid. Why would I stop him now that I already understand why people. love doing this?

I can only imagine how other girls felt when Jeff kissed them. He kisses so damn good. I don't know if I can

even stop right now.

He traced my cavern as I let his tongue dominate inside my mouth. I moaned against his mouth when I felt him thrust his tongue inside.

"Baby, I still won't do you tonight," he mumbled. "Not even when you're this aroused."

I glared at him. "Then why did you make me feel like this?" I asked, annoyed.

He chuckled and kissed me again. "Maybe because you've seduced me too much, I wanted to have a taste." He kept on kissing me until I was pinned against the cold wall.

The shower is still on and I want to tell him to turn it off but I can't do that when my lips are locked on his. I kissed him back with the same intensity, reciprocating him with the best kiss I could offer. I have only been kissed thoroughly once. And that was him, kissing me inside his car.

His hand went to my thighs before i felt him lifting me up, straddling him.

A moan escaped from my mouth when I felt his steel member directly under my heated core. He kissed me roughly as he grinded his member against my slick folds. Shit!"

I was breathing hard as I continued to kiss him back with all my might. His lips were unstoppable and were able to make me feel dozens of emotions with every movement. I was already into the kiss when he suddenly stopped and looked at me in the eye.

"Why'd you stop?" I asked, panting hard because of the impact of his kisses on me. He shook his head. "We should stop this, he whispered. "You're drunk and I might not be able to stop myself if you keep submitting your body to me like that."

I swallowed hard, looking deep into his gray eyes as he brought me down. I held onto him for support because my knees hadn't regained their strength yet. I glared at him in disbelief but he looked so angry, too, I rolled my eyes. "Get out. I told him, angry that he has to leave me like this. "I need to bathe on my own."

His gaze suddenly softened but I could care less anymore. I am already rotting in shame. I can't believe he made me want for more. He made me betray myself only to stop when I was already at the moment? Damn it!

Jeff stared at me for a moment before sighing hard.

"I'm sorry," he told me quietly before leaving me alone in the

bathroom.

I glared at his back before sighing hard. "I can't believe

this," I mumbled as I started to bathe myself. So much for a wedding night.

****

I woke up the next morning still feeling annoyed about what happened last night, Images of us in the shower made me shiver in embarrassment. How did I let it happen? Damn it!

I sighed hard and sat up on the bed only to see Jeff lying on his side, facing me, with an unreadable expression. I furrowed my brows at him and noticed that the pillows between us are missing. "What?" I asked him. I didn't care if I was rude. I just can't handle my anger when it comes to him.

He left me hanging last night. He should know how much I hated what he did in the bathroom. I was hot and bothered and he just left me like I was nothing.

I mean, sure! I asked him to leave me alone but that's because I cannot stomach him seeing me like that. I was out of character. It was not the Andrea that he knew. It was someone else.

He sighed and sat up the bed. He held my shoulders and made me face him. His eyes were suddenly apologetic and I had to look away because I don't like it that I am getting swayed by his stare. But he reached for my face and directed my gaze at him. "I'm sorry," he whispered.

I pursed my lips, heart already melting with only two words coming from him. I don't even know why I am suddenly giving up easily. My ego was crushed last night. He leaned in and kissed me on the lips. That alone made my goddamn heart beat like crazy again. I hate the effect that he has on me. "I'm sorry for leaving you like that," he difficulty finding the right words to say. He sighed. "I didn't think you were ready last night."

I rolled my eyes and tried to yank his hands off of me but he shook his head. "I want you last night," he started. "I wanted to become one with you but you're drunk and I didn't think it would be right for me to take advantage of the situation. He sounded so sincere but I still can't stop myself from feeling irritated.

I sighed, just wanting to let it all go and forget about everything. "It's okay," I replied, looking down. "You shouldn't feel guilty about that. It just makes me feel ashamed of myself even more." I motioned to get out of the bed but he pulled me back, making me lie back with him hovering on top of me.

My eyes widened for a few moments and I tried to push

him off me but he was strong and he's already held me down

for good. "What are you doing?" I asked him in panic.

He pursed his lips and started to unbutton my pajama top. st! "What are you ashamed of?" he asked in a whisper and just like that, my bare chest came into his view. He looked down at my breasts before he brushed his thumb over my nip.ple. "You shouldn't be ashamed of this." His eyes. are blazing with desire before leaning down to give me a long kiss on the lips.

He cupped my cheek and deepened the kiss. His tongue dominated inside my mouth while his other hand roamed around my body. His fingers kept grazing over my erected nipp.les, sending excitement all over my system.

I arched my back when I felt him pinching my pebbled

tip while his lips moved against mine expertly, hypnotizing

me. I moaned against his mouth and he broke the kiss off.

"You're sober now," he whispered. "Do you want to finally do this?"

I cursed under him. He's asking me again and it seems to

me like he's going to change his mind again. "Are you going

to leave me hot and bothered again?" I hissed.

His jaw clenched before dipping his lips on mine again. " You won't be left hot and bothered from now on," he mumbled through the kiss before his lips traveled to my jaw "You don't know how much I have been wishing these things to you." Just to do all If what he's saying is true, why did he leave me hanging

last night? If he's been meaning to do this to me, how dare he

do that to me in the bathroom?

I was about to rebut when he suddenly sucked a sensitive spot on my neck. I gasped and held onto his head like my life depended on it. His face is buried on the nook of my neck while he continued to shower me with his kisses. He parted my knees and positioned himself in the middle. His hand went to cup my breast, kneading it while occasionally playing my sensitive tip.

"Do you like it?" he asked before kissing my jaw. "Baby, please moan if you like me touching you like this."

I immediately let out a long moan especially when I felt

his hot mouth engulfing my nipp.le. His tongue twirled around my tip, sending thousands of volts of electricity through my system.

"Jeff," I gasped as I looked down and watched him do wonders on my chest. He licked the valley of my breasts before he going onto the next nip.ple. "Oh, st!" I moaned and moved my hips in a primitive rhythm, rubbing my body against him.

His kisses went down to my stomach making my breathing hitch. I groaned when I suddenly felt him licking my navel. His hands were on the waistband of my pajamas, pulling it down together with my panties in a swift motion.

I watched him threw them over his shoulder like he doesn't care about them. He stood up and pulled me to the edge of the bed. He spread my knees wide and pushed them up to my sides as he immediately delved into my wet core.

The moment his tongue touched my clit, I feel like I was

thrown into a different dimension. Emotions I have never felt

before flooded into my system, making me lose my sanity. His finger teased my entrance. "I'm going to make you feel good before you experience my co.ck." His words were vulgar but instead of feeling horrified, I am turned on. "I'll make you come in my mouth first." His voice was laced with lust and determination. Before I can even ask him what he meant, he already sucked on my clit as he slowly entered two fingers inside me.

I fisted on the bedsheets as I felt pain whenever his fingers inched inside me. "Gods, Jeff!" I groaned when he crooked his fingers in me. Suddenly, the pain was bearable. I arched my back and panted hard as he began moving his fingers in and out of me while his tongue was busy on my bud.

He continued what he was doing. He thrust faster until felt a forming feeling in my womb. I was moaning and screaming for his name until I exploded over his mouth and convulsed with his fingers still inside me.

Jeff removed his fingers and started to lick my juices off of them seductively. His eyes are on me and he smirked before he removed his shirt, revealing his well-formed muscles. He hovered on top me before kissing me hard on the lips. "Did you like your first org sm?" he asked through my lips "You would be feeling better when! finally take you!"

His dirty talks make me even more excited about the height that he's going to take me.

I moaned and hugged him tightly, urging him to do more. He let out a low growl as he stood up, bringing his boxers down, freeing his proud glory. His eyes looked at me with so much fire before he carried me and sat on the bed.

I straddled him while our lips locked, not minding if my core is directly rubbing against his steel member. His hands stroked my back while our bodies moved in the same rhythm.

He bit my lip and chuckled. "You feel so needy," he whispered.

"Do you want me now?"

I nodded fervently. "Please." I begged. "Please enter me now."

Upon hearing what I said, his eyes darkened and his  clenched tightly. He laid me on the bed and positioned himself in the middle of my thighs. He parted my knees and spreading them wide as he directed the tip of his member on my slick entrance.

His eyes went up to mine. "This is going to hurt, baby," he warned me as he slowly entered me.

I winced in pain my walls stretched with every movement he made. Pain sliced through me and I can already feel tears brimming around my eyes.

Jeff reached for my face and wiped my tears. "I'm sorry," he whispered repeatedly as he showered me with kisses. "Do you want to stop?" he asked.

I shook my head. Why would he stop now? I don't want him to stop now! "Just make the pain go away." I sobbed and he nodded. He crashed his lips on mine while I felt his fingers rubbing my clit. I kissed him back through the tears. All I could think of his fingers on me and suddenly, the pain was replaced with pleasure.

I started moaning as he started to fill me to the brim." Hmmm...please move," I whispered and he immediately obliged.

He started in a slow rhythm. "Do you like that?" he

asked, almost breathless.

I nodded. "Faster," I ordered he shook his head. "Please... I begged." But he just leaned down and kissed me hard on the lips.

"This is your first time, baby. I want to do you nice and slow. He's going to kill me with his movements. I want him to take me to a whole new level of ecstasy as soon as possible.

Moving this slowly wouldn't make me...

He removed his shaft inside me and I groaned in frustration. But before I could scold him, he slammed it back whole, hitting a sensitive spot. He continued doing that several times until I could finally feel like I'm close to reaching something. And the next thing I know, I was already moaning his name with the gods I am familiar with.

I was urging him to continue moving with the same intensity and pace. "I'm almost... I couldn't even finish my sentence because I already felt my walls contracting, ending in an earth-shattering release.

Jeff moved a few more thrusts until he finally shuddered, spilling his juices inside me while he collapsed on top of me.

He moved his head and kissed my jaw. "I hope I made you satisfied, he whispered before pulling me in a tight and

warm cuddle.

I woke up alone in bed. I stared at myself and saw that I am already wearing a white shirt and a pair of black cycling shorts. I don't remember changing into this. But who else would clothe me? There's only one person.

I looked at the window and saw that it's already nighttime. shit! What do I cook for dinner?

I tried to move and sit up but I immediately felt the pain in between my legs. I winced as I stopped moving. I sighed hard and recalled everything that happened this morning.

I swallowed hard. I can still feel Jeff inside me and I wonder if it's normal to feel this way after the first sex. I bit my lip and was about to endure the pain and go to the bathroom when the door opened, revealing Jeff with a tray of food.

He's wearing a white wifebeater and a pair of boxers. He

looked at me and smiled widely. "You need to eat," he said as

he approached me. He placed the tray on the bed and there !

saw some soup, burrito and a glass of juice. He fixed the food before placing the tray in front of me."

Is your head aching?" he asked softly as he tucked the loose

strands of my hair behind my ear.

I shook my head. I want to tell him that it's not my head that's aching but I stopped myself. "Did you cook all these?" I

asked, changing the topic.

He nodded. "I woke up about two hours ago," he said.

Are you okay? Do you feel sore?"

I paused and sighed before facing him. "A little," I lied. I

was sore big time. I can't even move without feeling the pain.

in my center.

He leaned in and kissed my cheek. "It won't be that painful the next time," he said like a promise but I turned to him, looking scandalized. Just the thought that there will be a next time sends shivers down my spine.

"What next time?" I hissed.

He narrowed his eyes. "Are you saying that what happened between us is a one-time thing?" he sneered. I rolled my eyes and tried to focus on eating.

"Andrea." His voice was laced with authority. I dropped my utensils on the plate and faced him."You're my wife now. remember?"

"Don't think it has to happen again-" I sighed. "Just for six months. Until you find your mate, His gaze darkened. He stared at me for a little while before signing hard, "Fine," he said and I was actually surprised that he gave in that easily.

"At the end of the day, I'm not the one who's breaking my own rules anyway." He sounded so sure about it.

I scoffed and glared at him. "What are you trying to insinuate?"

He shrugged and smirked at me. "I wasn't the one begging, baby. You know that. So, I can just wait. Anyway, it would feel better the next time. Don't worry," he said before walking out of the room, leaving me in disbelief.

Damn it!