Chapter 59: Chapter 59

~ Ryan ~

Time passed and it’s already three months since I married Julianna. Having Julianna in my arm every morning made my life just feel like heaven. I was happy and my life was really happy because of my son and wife but I had a burden in my heart and it was Chris. After finding that Amelia left him he became so broken and he even beat up people for nothing. He was arrested more than five times over these months. He’s looking for her like a crazy man and Julianna said she doesn’t know where she went but I knew Julianna knew something about it. I saw the guilt in her every time she looked at Chris.

“Ryan breakfast is ready” I looked at Julianna who had just come into the room and found she was getting changed. She always looks tired but when I asked her she always said my eyes have problems.

“Let’s go” I grabbed her from her waist and kissed her forehead as she giggled. With that, I went downstairs with her and found Noel was watching cartoons.

“Daddy, good morning” as soon as he saw me he came to me with a big smile. I picked him up and went to the dining room and started to feed him. While I was feeding him Julianna suddenly got up from the chair and ran away while covering her mouth. What the fuck?

“Daddy, What’s wrong with mommy? She was like this yesterday too” My heart tightened as I heard Noel’s broken voice. Yesterday? I didn’t know that.

“I’ll go and see mommy. My little boy, finish this whole plate okay?” I kissed Noel’s head and said as he nodded with a worried look. I strode towards the direction Julianna went and saw she was in the washroom.

“What’s wrong?” I asked as she looked at me with a nervous look. What the hell is wrong with her? I walked towards her and grabbed her by her waist and took her out of the washroom.

“Ryan, we didn’t use it right?” Julianna looked away from me and spoke while biting her lips.

“Didn’t use what?” I asked her as she looked at me while blushing. What the hell is wrong with this woman?

“Protections... You didn’t use it right?” My heartbeat increased ridiculously and I knew what she meant.

“Are you pregnant?” I asked her through my trembling yet happy heart.

“I don’t know but I guess. My period is late” I closed my eyes and took a deep breath because I wanted to calm myself. If not I don’t know what will happen.

“Let’s go to the hospital. Get ready” I kissed her forehead and all over her face.

“You like?” Julianna asked me and I stopped my actions and looked at her. Did she think that I don’t like it? What the hell? I always wanted to.

“I fucking like Julianna. I just fucking love.” I hugged her and kissed her head. I just couldn’t describe how happy I was.

“Is mommy okay daddy?” I looked at Noel and found his eyes were filled with tears. I quickly went to him and picked him up.

“Mommy is okay. Would you like a little brother or a little sister?” He looked at me with a curious face and his eyes fell on Julianna’s smiling face.

“I like a little sister like mommy” Noel giggled against me and hid his face in my chest. Then he slowly looked at Julianna while blushing. Why is he blushing?

“Let’s go to the hospital. Get ready Noel” I kissed his cheek and put him down as he ran upstairs. Then I turned and looked at Julianna and saw she was looking at me with a shy expression.

“Go, get ready” I smiled at her and she nodded at me. Then she slowly walked upstairs and I sat on the sofa and closed my eyes. Fuck… I’m going to be a father again. I want a daughter. After a few minutes Julianna came down with Noel and I quickly got up from the sofa and went towards her.

“Let’s go” With that, I drove to the hospital. I was just fucking nervous and impatient because I wanted to know and find everything. I looked at the watch and found it was eight in the morning and then I looked at Julianna who was sitting beside me so calmly. Then I looked at Noel via the rearview mirror and found he was smiling covering his face. My eyes again fell on Julianna and saw she was looking at me with a smile.

“Why are you so impatient? Is the baby growing inside of you?” Julianna chuckled and patted my thigh. I looked at her and looked at the road again and saw its still fucking red lights. Shit.

“Can’t wait to see my little princess” I placed my hand on her stomach and said as she giggled and pinched my cheek.

“How can you say it’s a little princess?” She asked me and I sighed.

“I want a little princess and I’ll give her my everything” I bent closer to Julianna and kissed her forehead.

“Don’t spoil my kids Ryan” She pushed me away and pressed her lips together. Of course, I shouldn’t let my daughter be like her mommy when she was a kid. So arrogant and wicked. I smiled with that thought and saw it was a green light.

As we entered the hospital I quickly went to the doctors and made them scan Julianna. I picked Noel up and watched the screen.

“Woahh... Where’s the sister daddy?” Noel looked at me with his big bright eyes and smiled.

“There, still so small” Doctor showed the tiny thing like a baby in Julianna’s belly and smiled. I looked at Julianna who was looking at the screen with a huge smile on her face. She’s happy, right? That’s great.

“Mrs. Winston is six weeks pregnant. Congratulations Sir '' Six weeks? When did it happen? Urghh I don’t even remember it. So I got her pregnant again. I was so happy because she was again pregnant with my baby.

“When can we know the gender of the baby?” I asked the doctor as he smiled at me.

“After fourteen weeks” I nodded at him and looked at Julianna. She looked at me and smiled. Damn that smile. So beautiful.