Chapter 48: Chapter 48

“Ryan. Shall I take Noel with me for a while?” Ryan’s father came and asked as Ryan nodded at him and gave Noel to him.

“I’ll take him home in the evening” With that, he left with Noel and I looked at Ryan.

“Let’s go to the hospital” I grabbed him from his hand and said and suddenly he grabbed me by my waist and took me into the presidential suite.

“Ryan What are you doing?” Before I could even finish he took me into the room and pushed me on the bed. What the hell? Don’t tell me he’s horny.

“Stop it idiot” I shouted but he didn’t stop. All he did was remove his shirt and coat. Then bent down and kissed me. Why is he like this?

“Ryan.. no matter what you do now. You’re going to the hospital with me” I warned him because I knew that he didn’t want to meet a doctor or go to the hospital. This man is something.

“Okay” With that, he unzipped my frock and removed it from my body. Pervert. Then he unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants as he took off them. Then he buried his face against my neck and started to do what he wanted. Urghh... I wrapped my hands around his strong muscular shoulders and relaxed my body as I moved with the same rhythm as him…

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“Julianna I’m sorry okay?” I again hit him because of what he did. I was begging him to stop but he didn’t. Perverted bastard.

“Go away, Ryan. You’re a perverted jerk” I again hit him because of the anger that I was feeling. How many times did this man do it? And he did it for almost three hours”

“I lost my control, Julianna. I’m sorry. Please” Ryan hugged me so tightly as he rested his chin on my shoulder. I sighed and nodded at him without arguing with him because I’m already married to him and I have to face this in the future too. Urghh

“Okay,” I said as I hugged him back. Then he carried me into the bathroom and placed me in the bathtub that was filled with warm water.

“Call me after you’ve done” He kissed me on my forehead and went out of the bathroom. I quickly washed and called Ryan as he came and wrapped a towel around me and took me out of the bathroom. I watched him as he gently treated me. What a good man with gentle attitudes but a beast in bed.

After everything was done Ryan and I came out of the hotel and saw Natasha. I couldn’t even walk properly because of Ryan’s earlier actions. I saw Natasha was looking at my legs and then she looked at my body and her eyes stopped on my neck. She watched my neck for a while and looked at me with a hatred-filled face. Then she suddenly walked towards us.

“Ryan... I was waiting for you. Can I talk with you about something important? I mean without her” She looked at me and then again looked at Ryan.

“My wife is tired because of me. So I should take her home and I don’t think I want to talk with you” Ryan simply said as he left with me. I looked back and watched Natasha’s dark face that was filled with jealousy and hatred. I smirked at her and looked away.

“Do you still want to go to the hospital?” I looked up at Ryan who was smiling devilishly at me.

“I know you did it on purpose Ryan but it’s okay we’re going and if I can’t walk you carry me there,” I said as I looked away from him. No matter what I should take him to the hospital. Then we got into the car as he drove us to the hospital. As we arrived he got out of the car and came to my side as he opened the door for me.

“Ryan..” I came out of the car and wrapped my hand around his arm as I looked up at him.

“Mmm?” He kissed my forehead and smiled.

“Nothing. Tell the truth to the doctor okay?” I said because I knew what kind of man he is. He hid this for so long and I knew he wouldn't mind doing it in the future too.

“Okay” With that, we entered the hospital and went to Winston's family doctor. He was a specialist in this kind of disease.

“Mr. Winston, long time no see” As we entered the cabin the doctor stood up from the chair and spoke with a smile.

“This?” Then his eyes fell on me with a curious and questioning look.

“She’s my wife” Ryan simply said as he sat on the chair.

“Good to see you Mrs. Winston. Please have a seat” He gently smiled at me and said. I sat on the chair next to Ryan and smiled at him.

“So Mr. Winston and Mrs. Winston, are here for?” I looked at Ryan and saw he was looking at me. I placed my hand on his thigh and patted as he entangled his hand with mine.

“Doctor... He has self-injury disorder.” I spoke with a low voice as Ryan squeezed my hand. I looked at the doctor and saw he was looking at Ryan.

“When did it happen Mrs. Winston?” I have no idea but for some reason, I was scared because I didn’t want to lose him or see anything happen to him.

“Yesterday night I saw him cutting his hand with a paper cutter” I couldn’t help but tremble because of the scene I saw last night. His hand was covered with blood.

“Alright. Mr. Winston, why don't you explain what you feel and when was the first time?” I looked at Ryan and saw the hesitation in his face.

“Ryan..” I slowly said as he took a deep breath and nodded.

“It happened first when I was seventeen and at that time I was sad. The second time I had no idea what happened and this time were different” My heart was aching for him because no one knew this side of him.

“Okay show me your injuries,” Doctor said and I unbuttoned Ryan’s shirt and let the doctor examine his scratch marks and the wound on his hand. After he was done I helped Ryan to wear his shirt again.

“Alright, Mr. Winston. I’ll give you some medicine. Don’t worry” I sighed with relief as I heard those words. Then after a while, we got up to leave.

“Mrs. Winston. May I have a word with you?” I looked at the doctor and then Ryan as he nodded and left the cabin. This was the scariest thing in my life. I hate it because Noah’s doctor also talked to me personally.

“Pay attention to him more and make sure there’s no chance for him to do it again because this time the cut on his hand is somewhat deep. I’m sure next time it will be a suicide” My whole body shook violently. What? Suicide? If something like that happened to him what would happen to Noel and me? We can’t live without him.

“Just make sure he’s always happy because as I knew him he wasn’t a happy person since his childhood” My eyes turned moist as I heard his words. I forced my tears back and nodded at him.

“Alright, Mrs. Winston. Talk to me if there’s anything. Mr. Winston has my number” I smiled at him and nodded as I left the cabin. Then I saw Ryan who was looking at the huge fish tank in the hospital.

“Ryan Let’s go” I went to him and wrapped my hand around his arm as he looked at me and smiled. My heart was burning because I was scared. I knew that I’d already fallen in love with him so I didn’t want to lose him.

“Julianna is there anything you want to buy?” He asked me as we came out of the hospital. I nodded at him and smiled.

“Yeah. Take me to the supermarket” Ryan watched me for a while and kissed my head as he nodded at me. My mind was recalling what the doctor said to me and I just couldn’t force myself to forget it. I looked at Ryan while he was driving the car and found he’s just so handsome that I thought. Urghh This kind of man should die, right? Suddenly my eyes turned moist so I quickly looked away from him. As long as I can make him happy with me nothing will happen.