Chapter 44: Chapter 44

After a few seconds, she came again with the first aid box and sat beside me on the bed. Then she started to clean my wound and I watched her as she cleaned my wound. She’s good at it. Damn. Why did I forget that she’s a medical student? Urghh. I patiently waited until she finished.

“Why did you do that Ryan?” Julianna asked me as she placed her hand on my forehead and checked my temperature.

“You care for me?” I asked her as she looked at me and then looked away.

“Shouldn’t I?” She asked with a low voice and I smiled because of what she asked.

“Of course, you should” With that I grabbed her from her waist and kissed her forehead. She looked up at me and sighed.

“Did this happen before?” She asked me while rubbing my hand gently.

“Twice” I didn’t want to lie to her so I just told the truth. I buried my face against her neck and kissed her neck as she hugged me back. Why is she so tiny?

“Did you ever go to a doctor?” She asked me the question but I could feel that she already knew the answer. I caressed her silky hair and let out a deep breath as she placed her chin on my shoulder.

“You know what it's called, right?” Julianna gently patted my back and kissed my shoulder. She knows how to take care of a patient.

“No” I didn’t know what it was called because I never said anything to anyone about it and I never cared about anything. I just simply applied for medicine after everything.

“It is called self-injury disorder Ryan. It’s not something good” She again kissed my shoulder and spoke. My heart was filled with love and care for this woman because she knows how to wash my pain away.

“Let’s go and meet a doctor tomorrow” She pulled herself back and looked at me. I watched her for a while and nodded at her because there’s no way that I could go against her words.

“After getting our marriage certificate we’ll go okay?” I smiled at her as she nodded. I smiled at her and pressed my lips against her cherry lips. Julianna stayed calmly for a while and then responded to my kiss as she wrapped her hands around my neck.

“We will have so many difficulties in the future Julianna, but no matter what, let's stay together and face everything okay?” I broke the kiss and spoke as her eyes turned moist. She nodded at me and I kissed her again. I slowly laid her on the bed and climbed the top of her as we started to pleasure ourselves.

I didn’t want to make her exhausted so I didn’t do it more than twice but she was already asleep before I could even finish. I got up from the bed and went into the bathroom because I was sweating. As I entered the bathroom I remembered that Julianna told me to don't let my hand get wet. Urgh... After taking a shower I came out of the bathroom with a wet towel and I wiped Julianna’s body with it. Then I got into the bed and laid beside her as I watched her sleeping face. So gorgeous… I wanted to sleep but I couldn’t because Noah’s little handwriting and everything he has said was haunting me. I slowly closed my eyes to sleep because I didn’t sleep for two days.

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~ Julianna ~

I woke up in the morning and saw Ryan was peacefully sleeping beside me. I checked his temperature and watched his sleeping face for a while and suddenly I remembered how I saw him last night. His eyes were red and his hair was messy. My heart tightened as I saw the scratch marks on his back and the bleeding wound. I slowly caressed his face and kissed his forehead and got down from the bed as I covered him with a blanket. Then I picked up his T-shirt on the floor and wore it. I went out of the room and walked towards Noah’s room because I wanted to check on him. I saw he was sleeping peacefully. I sighed and went into the bathroom and washed my face. I wanted to make something to eat so I quickly went into the kitchen and started to make something to eat.

I quickly cooked chicken porridge and looked at the time and saw it was already six in the morning. Why did I wake up this early? Urghh.

“MOMMY DADDY” I suddenly heard Noel’s frightened shout. I quickly ran to his room and saw he was crying. Oh my god.

“Mommy is here baby” I quickly went to him and hugged him tightly. I kissed his head and patted his back because I wanted to calm him down.

“Where is this mommy?” He asked through his broken voice and I smiled. No wonder why he’s so scared. I kissed his cheek and picked him up and took him out of the room.

“This is mommy’s house. You were sleeping baby when we came here” I wiped his tears and kissed his forehead as he nodded and giggled. This boy is really cute.

“I’m hungry mommy” He looked at me with his big bright eyes and pouted.

“Mommy made breakfast for you but before we eat let mommy wash you, baby,” I said as he nodded I took him into the bathroom and helped him brush his teeth, and then washed him with warm water. Thank god Noah had extra toothbrushes that he didn’t use.

“Where is daddy, mommy?” Noel asked me after I was done washing him.

“Daddy is sleeping baby. Will wake him up later okay?” I took him out of the bathroom and went to the sofa as I placed him on it.

“Wait here mommy will come with breakfast” I went into the kitchen and brought a porridge bowl to him and sat beside him.

“Mommy aaa” As soon as I sat beside Noel he opened his mouth. I fed him the whole porridge bowl and switched on the T.V for him to watch. Then I went to wake up Ryan and saw he was still sleeping. Urghh this man.

“Ryan... Wake up” I sat on the bed and patted his shoulder. I sighed because he didn’t even move.

“Ryan, wake up. You’ve slept enough” With that I pinched his cheek and he slowly opened his eyes. I smiled at him and patted his cheek as I tried to get up from the bed.

“Ryan... What are... Mmphh” Before I could get up he pulled me to him by my waist and flipped me as he placed himself on top of my body and without a warning he kissed me. Urghh. I tried to push him away but I couldn’t. He slid his hands beneath my t-shirt and traveled his fingers through my legs. Then he pushed his tongue inside of my mouth and deepened the kiss.

“Ahh…” Suddenly he squeezed my breast with one hand while the other hand was touching my legs. Don’t tell me he’s going to do it again… Ryan slowly lifted the t-shirt and pressed himself against my lower body. Is he crazy? Noel is awake.

“Ryan…. Stop… Noel.. is awake” I finally managed to catch my words while he was doing what he needed. Then he stopped and looked at me. I sighed with relief because he stopped.

“Don’t be a pervert Ryan... Get up” With that, I pushed him away and got up from the bed. I looked at him again and saw he was licking his lips while his eyes were traveling all over my body. Pervert.

“Wash and come breakfast is ready” I frowned at him and left the room without looking back at him. After a while, Ryan came out and he was only wearing his pants because I was wearing his T-shirt. Urghh.

“Daddy. Good morning” Noel jumped down from the sofa and ran towards Ryan as he raised his hands. Ryan smiled at him and picked him up as he kissed his forehead.

“Good morning little hero” As soon as he said that Noel started to giggle. He’s so cute.

“Daddy, What happened to you?” Suddenly Noel asked as he touched Ryan’s scratch marks on his shoulders.

“Nothing baby. Did you have breakfast?” Ryan looked at me and spoke. I sighed and looked away from his eyes because no matter what he was going to meet a doctor today.

“Yeah, mommy fed me. Daddy, you eat, mommy’s food is so tasty” Noel kissed Ryan’s cheek and smiled.

“Alright, daddy will eat now. Julianna, we should go soon” Ryan kissed Noel’s forehead and looked at me as he spoke. I nodded at him and looked down because I felt shy. Am I going to marry this man? Ryan Winston? The wealthiest man in this country. I again looked at him and saw he was looking at me while smiling. Handsome jerk.