Chapter 34: Chapter 34

“Ryan... I don’t understand.” I bit my lower lip and said as I looked away from his eyes. I was just in a mess because of everything.

“I’m telling you to be with me and don’t leave. Noel needs his mother” Yeah I could clearly feel it because of the way he cuddled against my body and the way he said he loves me so much.

“Alright” I nodded at him as he pressed his lips against mine. Unintentionally I wrapped my arms around his neck and stood up with my toes because he’s just so tall. Ryan chuckled because of my action and that made me pinch his neck. Then our kiss became passionate as he pushed his tongue inside of my mouth.

“Mommy” I heard Noel’s sleepy voice and I quickly pushed Ryan away and went to Noel.

“Hey, sweetheart. Mommy is here” I kissed his forehead and his cheek.

“Daddy is here too” He smiled at Ryan and giggled against my body as he wrapped his little arms around my waist.

“Mommy is so thin. You should eat more mommy” Noel spoke while hiding his face against my stomach. I laughed and patted his head.

“Mommy will eat more in the future,” I said as I kissed his hair.

“I will make your mommy fat” Wait... What did he just say? I looked at Ryan and saw he was looking at me while licking his lips. Then he looked at me and smirked. Perverted bastard.

“How?” Noel quickly poked his head out and asked with a smile.

“Daddy has ways to do it. You will understand it when you become a man” How dare he? What a great father.

“RYAN… stop it. Don’t say stupid things. Idiot” I said as I threw a pillow at him. This man is crazy. Then we heard the sound of the bell and Ryan looked at us for a while and left the room. I stayed with Noel for a while in the room and picked him up and left the room because Ryan didn’t come to the room and I don’t know who came.

As I went out of Noel's room I entered the living room and saw Ryan was having a serious conversation with his dad. I think that Chris idiot is gone...

“Grandpa..” As soon as Noel saw Ryan’s dad he shouted.

“Hey birthday boy,” He said while smiling at Noel. I put Noel down as he ran towards his grandpa and jumped onto his lap. I smiled because of my son’s cuteness. Then I noticed Ryan was looking at me, I looked at him for a while and looked away because it was a very hard thing for me to look into his eyes. Urghh.

“Grandpa, Daddy brought mommy back as my birthday gift” My heart tightened as I heard his happy voice. His birthday gift? I looked at Ryan who was still looking at me and I just don’t understand what was in his mind. I sighed and looked away from him.

“Julianna you will stay here with them right?” I looked at Ryan’s father who was smiling at me. How am I supposed to say no... Urghh. I also smiled at him and nodded.

“I’ll make lunch,” I said and went into the kitchen and started to make lunch. After some time Noel came in and hugged my legs.

“Hey baby” I smiled at him and stroked his hair.

“Daddy said we will go out for dinner” Go out? Noel was so happy to say that he was even giggling.

“Mommy you will come with us, right? Because every time I went out only with daddy and grandpa. I missed you mommy” I forced my tears back because of what he said. How can I just ignore his request? I missed him for four years.

“Yeah, mommy will come” I smiled and patted his head as he jumped up and down from happiness.

“I’ll tell daddy” With that he ran out of the kitchen and I sighed. Am I really going to stay with them? I have no idea what kind of problem will come to me in the future.

After I was done making lunch I went out of the kitchen and when I was about to walk towards Noel’s room someone grabbed me from my waist and pushed me against the wall. Ryan.. idiot.

“What are you doing?” I asked as I tried to push him away.

“Just wanted to touch you and kiss you” With that, he pressed his body against me. Why is this man so annoying?

“What made you think that you can touch me and kiss me every time you want?” I hit his chest and asked as I gained a chuckle from him.

“Why can’t I touch my son’s mother? Give birth to a little daughter for me? Hmm?” Wh... What? This guy is a lunatic. Little daughter... Urghh. I felt embarrassed because of his words but I also wanted a daughter but no. Again a child with Ryan Winston? No way.

“You’re crazy Ryan” With that I pushed him away.

“Then why are you blushing?” I wanted to hit him because of his laugh and with that he kissed my lips as he grabbed me again to him. I let him kiss because there’s no way I could push him away. Finally, he stopped.

“Jerk” I decided to leave because there’s no way I could win against his idiotic words and his actions.

“Julianna marry me okay?” What? How could he ask a woman to marry him like this? Puff. Suddenly I couldn’t hold my laugh back because of the way he asked it.

“Mr. Winston, why don’t you ask it in a good and decent way? No woman would agree to marry you if you ask it like that” I smiled and looked at his face and saw the way his face grew dark. Haha.

“How? I don’t know” I laughed at him and shook my head.

“Then find it” With that, I left him there and went to find Noel. My heart softened as I saw Noel was playing with the robot I bought for him. Then my eyes fell on Ryan’s father who was looking out of the window. Why does he look so sad?

“Hey” I slowly walked towards him and sat beside him as I spoke. He looked at me and smiled. He doesn’t have blue eyes like Ryan, maybe Ryan inherited them from his mother.

“How are you, young lady?” He chuckled and spoke as I smiled.

“Good,” I said as I looked out of the window.

“Noel always talked about you over the past three weeks,” He said while looking at me. I smiled and looked in Noel's direction and saw he was so busy with his robot.

“You remind me of someone I knew Julianna” Suddenly he spoke. These words are so familiar. Ryan’s grandmother told me this too. I looked at him.

“Tatiana?” I asked him as he looked at me with a shocked face. So I was correct.

“How? How do you know?” He asked me as his eyes filled with tears. Was Tatiana Ryan’s mother? My heart filled with horror because I remembered what Ryan’s grandmother said to me that day.