Chapter 22: Chapter 22
Ahana Pov
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I told such a big secret of my life to Sid so easily. I thought he would not understand me. He would not understand my pain but he understood me and my pain. The way he hugged me, I realized that he felt my pain. Don't know why it felt like he was in the same pain as I am.
At first, after I told him about my Uncle, I became silent, I was holding his hand more tightly even though I am sure my nails must have started pricking him, but he didn't say anything and was just looking at me, there were tears in my eyes. He could withdraw his hand if he wanted, but he held my hand back.
When I told him everything, my heartbeat became very fast. I was very scared that maybe he would get away from me after knowing the truth and trust me I felt a strange pain. I do not know what I feel for Sid but I know that I can't lose him.
I was just crying. He didn't stop me either, maybe it was important for me. Till date I was choking inside. I was hiding my pain with everyone behind my fake smile. my pain, my anger, everything was coming out of me in the form of tears.
After half-an-hour, I calmed down and turned away from him but I kept my eyes down.
I told him the darkest secret of my life. while he was looking at me and even when I started talking to him about Arzoo, he didn't stop me.
"Will you teach her" I asked after a pause.
"I will" he assured me with a smile.
"Don't know what you think of me" I asked looking down and started crying again. He sat in front of me on his knees. I looked at him with my teary eyes.
"Want to know what I am thinking about you?" He asked to which I nodded in yes.
I was waiting for his answer, but then he didn't say anything. He was lost somewhere.
"Say" I said. He came out of my thoughts and looked at me.. There was a smile on his face.
"I inadvertently just told you my Lioness, but you proved that I did not give you the wrong name. You are really very brave. If I were in your place, I would have given up but you fought. I am proud of you Ahana. you are my lioness" He said. Smile had come on my face. The two of us were just looking at each other with an amazing face.
"keep smiling" he said and kissed me lovingly on my forehead. We both closed our eyes, maybe both of us were living in this moment.
I had tears again in my eyes, but this time it's because of happiness. We both opened our eyes. He cupped my face and wiped my tears.
"Don't cry anymore .. Too much sadness right?. Something has to be done to lighten up the atmosphere" he said. I was just looking at him, seeing his serious expressions, a smile came on my face.
"What are we going to do?" I asked looking at him
"Dance" he said
"what?"
"Yaa let's dance" he said and held my hand. He stood up holding my hand and made me stand, then took me to the garden centre. And then hurriedly went inside and brought the speaker in the garden and kept them on the table.
"What are you doing Sid?" i asked
"Song will be needed for dance right?" he asked, looking at me with a big smile. Seeing his smile, a smile came on my face. He gave me his mobile.
"Choose a song," he said. I took his mobile and played the song "Love Me Like You Do" in it. He was just looking at me.. He took the phone from my hand and placed it near the speaker in front and then extended his hand towards me.
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You're the light, you're the night
You're the colour of my blood
You're the cure, you're the pain
You're the only thing I want to touch
Never knew that it could mean so much, so much
He extended his hand towards me, I was about to give my hand in his hand but he withdrew his hand. I look at him confusingly. I wanted to put my hand on his shoulder but he turned back.
"What?" I asked him while he was giving me a mischievous smile.
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You're the fear, I don't care
Cause I've never been so high
Follow me through the dark
Let me take you past our satellites
You can see the world you brought to life, to life
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He suddenly came close to me but he did not touch me. He put his hand close to my waist to hold me but he didn't. I was just looking into his eyes. Both of our faces were close to each other. We both started ball dance without touching each other. we were just looking at each other and then suddenly he got away from me.
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So love me like you do, lo-lo-love me like you do
Love me like you do, lo-lo-love me like you do
Touch me like you do, to-to-touch me like you do
What are you waiting for?
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I was looking at him. I started moving towards him but with my every step he moved back. With each passing moment, the desire to touch him was increasing. I want to touch him. I want to feel him. He started having fun to irritate me. The closer I got to him, he was going away from me.
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Yeah, I'll let you set the pace
Cause I'm not thinking straight
My head's spinning around, I can't see clear no more
Oh, what are you waiting for?
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Now I started getting angry. I was about to go inside the house from there, then he came in front of me.
"you know what, that's the reason i hate you. you never leave a chance to tease me" i said while he laughed at my comment. I was getting more angry now because of his laugh. I wish I could punch him on his handsome face. well he look so cute while smiling
ohh God, again I hate and love him at the same time. I was lost in my thoughts when he came close to me and kissed me on my cheeks. A big smile came on face. I was about to hug him but he went away.
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Love me like you do, lo-lo-love me like you do (Like you do, oh)
Oh, love me like you do
Touch me like you do, to-to-touch me like you do, oh
Oh, what are you waiting for?
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he started laughing loudly looking at my expression. I was about to leave but he held my hand. But this time I was not going near him so easily and perhaps he understood this. He came close to me and hugged me. I was about to hug him back but again that jerk moved back and then signalled me to come near and hug him. I bite my lip. I tried my best not to go near him but I failed badly.
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Love me like you do, lo-lo-love me like you do (Like you do, oh)
Oh, love me like you do
Touch me like you do, to-to-touch me like you do, oh
Oh, what are you waiting for?
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I quickly went to him and jumped over him and he quickly held me by placing his hand on my waist. He was afraid that I would not fall. But it was his punishments to torture me with love and hate. We could feel each other's breath on our faces and soon our lips met with each other. We started kissing each other deeply and passionately. He held me tightly.
we were living at that moment forgetting about the rest of the world. We both kiss each other passionately and deeply like our lives depend on this.
It was such a moment for me that I never want to forget. one thing I am sure of, I hate this monster the most, and at the same time love this crazy man.
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