Chapter 21: Chapter 21

Sid Pov

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I didn't turn towards her but got a strange relief that at least she reacted but then my senses were blown away by hearing what she said.

"I am not virgin"

"Ahana" I called her name but I don't understand myself what I should say to her.

"It is true .. I am not a virgin" she said while looking into my eyes, she had tears in her eyes.

"So what? I am also not a virgin" I said. She was looking at me with teary eyes. she took her eyes down. I sat on the side bench without saying anything.

"toxic relationship?" I asked, looking at her. it's obvious something like this would be the reason but to my surprise she nodded in no to my question.

I could not understand what to say next. And I don't want to think about anything else because she is not a virgin and does not suffer from toxic relationships. Maybe the reason is... No .. I just don't want to think about that. I sat silently waiting for her to speak ..then she held my hand tightly and finally spoke

"I was very young then. Papa's best friend was Alexander Uncle and my Favourite too. He would often bring chocolates for me. I was in 2nd or 3rd class. Suddenly, Dad started having losses in business, so my mom joined him too. When Mom Dad used to go out, they would leave me with Uncle. And"

She became silent while speaking, she was holding my hand more tightly even her nails started pricking me, but I didn't say anything. I was just looking at her, there were tears in her eyes. She started speaking again.

"That uncle used to touch me by entangling me in conversation. Sometimes by speaking the doctor patient game sometime put his hand in my skirt and sometime in my top and sometime he used to give his cock in my hand and move my hands on it or else put his cock in my mouth forcefully and say to me suck it and if i did it he will give me a big dairy milk and I would do the same as he used to say .. I don't know how long this has been going on. Sometimes there was a lot of pain in my stomach. I used to cry a lot. He was a doctor, he used to do my treatment. That person told my mom and dad that nothing happened to me. There is a small stone in my kidney. It will be cured with medicine. He himself will take care of me. And my parents used to believe him. As I grew older, I slowly began to understand what was happening to me. I was very broken when I realized that the bastard had raped me not once but many times and I couldn't do anything. I am not able to save myself. When I fought with that person why did he do this to me, he beat me a lot and raped me again and said don't tell anyone otherwise he will kill me. I was really scared. He used to molest me and I was just tolerating everything silently. Then after some time I decided that I would kill myself. But I did not dare. But I decided I will not bear this anymore, so I went to my parents and told them everything. I thought now they would punish Uncle. But both of them told me to keep quiet and don't let Uncle come into my house and that uncle also left the city"

She was crying continuously. I was getting very angry at that motherfucker who had done all this with Ahana. I wish I could break each and every bone and make his life hell. My eyes again turned to Ahana, when I was so angry, I could not imagine how angry she was at that person.

"I was choking from inside. I started hating everyone, especially with that person who did all this to me, with my parents who did not punish him, and even with myself. I left home and started living in hostels. I made every effort to forget whatever happened, but I have not forgotten it till today. Karate, boxing, self-defence, I learned everything so that I could protect myself, but I lost again yesterday. Sid, the punishment you had given to that person. I wish I would have been able to give the same punishment to that bastard "

Ahana hugged me tightly while crying.

"I couldn't protect myself yesterday, Sid. I wish I could get that person once. I want to kill him" she said while crying and holding my shirt tightly in her hand. I also took him in my arms. She was just crying. I didn't stop her either, maybe it was important for her. Till date she was choking inside. She was hiding her pain with everyone behind her fake smile. Her pain, her anger, everything was coming out of her in the form of her tears.

After half-an-hour, she calmed down and turned away from me but she kept her eyes down.

"I don't know why I told you, but in these last few days you have become very special to me. You are that precious pearl for me, which I never want to lose. Don't know what you are thinking about me. You must have felt that I was so stupid that I do not know what was happening to me, but in reality I was too small to understand everything. Trust me, I have no fault in all this. I never told him to use me. I wish Mom Dad would punish him or else I would punish him. Really Sid, I hate people around me why they didn't fight for me. Even though I hated myself, I could not fight. I loved meeting Arzoo. I loved her a lot. I felt like she was my own daughter. That's why I even fought for her with you. I decided that whatever happened to me in the past , I won't let the same thing repeat with Aarzoo. I will already explain to her what is right and what is not and I will also tell him about good touch and bed touch. I will prepare her for the future. Will teach self defence but I know, I have no right on her to teach all this. But please teach her all this." she said and looked at me.

"Will you teach her?" she asked after a pause.

"I will" I assured her with a smile.

"Don't know what you think of me"

She started crying again. I sat in front of her on my knees. She looked at me with moist eyes.

"Want to know what I am thinking about you?" I asked which she nodded yes. trust me, Her entire face has turned red due to crying. She looked damn cute. There was a little water in her eyes which looked like a pearl. I wanted to kiss her madly.

"what.. stop it Sid, have you gone mad? don't think rubbish" I scolded myself in my mind.

"Say," she said. I came out of my thoughts. I looked at her. There was a smile on my face.

"I inadvertently just told you my Lioness, but you proved that I did not give you the wrong name. You are really very brave. If I were in your place, I would have given up but you fought. I am proud of you Ahana. you are my lioness" i said. Smile had come on her face. The two of us were just looking at each other with an amazing face.

"Keep smiling," I said. I kissed her lovingly on her forehead. We both closed our eyes, maybe both of us were living in this moment