Chapter 52: Chapter 52
I pack the thingie and prepare myself to leave, I couldn’t imagine that I move out with Lena and leave Rosa and little Alison here. Staring at the ceiling and looking around at my room makes me feel blue, this place is full of memories… Ben and I love to spending time and do our homework here, Alaia and I love to talk about boys and the mean girls here when we’re in college. I can’t believe that I turn myself over Lena and completely trust her with my whole heart.
I know that I will never be blue because I have Lena by my side, but sometimes I feel like this ain’t right. I hurt people to be with her, I leave Ben over her. I never regret everything I’ve ever done in the past because I think it's maybe our destiny. I brought my bags and walk downstairs, I see Lena and Rosa laughing in the kitchen… I walk towards the living room and put my bags on the table. “I’m gonna miss you baby bear…” I say as I take little Ali from the highchair and kiss her cheek.
“Ugh… can’t believe I won’t able to be here to watch you getting big and naughty” I say as I walk towards the kitchen and carry little Ali with me. “Hey… you’re here!” Rosa says as she chews the biscuit. “Yeah… shit! I can’t believe that I leave my own memorial house” I say as I sit on the dining seat and put little Ali on the table. Rosa chuckle “Haha don’t be a chickenshit… It’s normal. Sometimes you need to make a great move for your life and moving on” Rosa says.
“Uhhh… you’re right” I groan. “You join us tonight right? At the party” Lena says as she points her eyes to Rosa. “Mmm… I had a plan” Rosa says as she leans at the fridge. “What! Jeez… wow… I can’t believe that you won’t be able to join us on our special day” I say with a slight of annoyance in my voice as I shook my head. “I’m so sorry… Ali’s dad takes us for dinner” Rosa says. “What? You talked to him?” I say. “I literally don’t want to talk or see his ass, but Ali needs him…” Rosa says.
“Ummm… that sucks” I say in a low voice. “Yeah…” Rosa heavily sighs. “I think we’re out of the time” Lena says. “Let me help you with your bags” Rosa says as she made her way to the living room. We walk to the living room and prepare the stuff, we take all the bags and made our way to the parking lot. Tears began to roll over my cheeks cause I see Rosa’s grief face as she carries little Ali with her. Rosa is my big sister and also my best friend, she’s the friend of my mind.
When we both were kid, I’m the one who can be mad at her only for a short period of time because I’ve always had something important to tell, I tell her about everything… my day, the mean girls at school who fuck me up, the boys who I had a crush on. I could be mad at my parents for a long period of time but I’ve always failed mad at Rosa. Having a sister is like having a best friend that I can’t get rid of and I’m so glad to have her in my life.
“Alright, all clear!” Lena says as she closing the car’s back door. “Gosh… I’m gonna miss you” I say as I hug Rosa in tears. “I’m gonna miss you too” Rosa says with a slight of grief in her voice. I remove myself from Rosa and facing her “Please visit us sometimes… and I’ll visit you as long as I can” I say with a ponty lip. Rosa chuckles “Don’t worry… ughhh I love you” Rosa says as she hugs me once more. “I love you too… and please take care!” I say.
Lena and I get into the car… “Babe you okay?” Lena says as she opens the window. “Yeah, I guess” I say as I point my eyes to Rosa and little Ali. Rosa yells “Bye guys… See you soon!” She says as she waves her hand. “Bye… I love you! I’ll visit you soon” I say as I wave my hand to Rosa. Lena and I leave and made our way to Whitestone… I rest my chin on the palm of my hand and stare at the window in muse.
“Baby… hey…” Lena removes her gaze from the road and looking at me. “Yeah…?” I say in a low voice. Lena runs her fingers towards my hair and stroking my hair gently “You okay?” She says. “I’m fine…” I say as I take her hand who stroking my hair and kiss the palm of her hand. Lena removes her gaze from me and keeps an eye on the road “I know it’s new for you… and I’m glad you choose to be with me” Lena says as she holds my hand.
I stare at Lena and smile as I hold her hand tight, I tell nothing and enjoy our way. We both arrive at the Whitestone and parked the car in the new house garage. I could see everyone was busy preparing the open house party, there’s a lot of workers here. Tonight is a special night for Lena because I heard she invited her business partners and friends to join the party and me as the escort girlfriend.
“Here we go…” Lena says as she turns off the car and opens the car’s door. Lena and I leave the garage and brought the bags. We walk towards the front door with bags in our hands. Someone’s coming and he takes our bags with him “Thank you…” Lena says as she gives the bags to him. “Welcome to the club…” The Russian man who I met in Thailand says. “Hey… you still remember me?” He says. “Yeah… I remember your face as well but not your name” I say.
“Well… let me introduce myself once again, I’m Dmitri” He says. “Nice to meet you again Dmitri” I say. “Welcome…” Dmitri says. We get into the house and I could see everything just run perfectly…. The worth a king ransom carpet makes everything looks perfect, the drinks and foods fill the table, the workers decorate the ceiling and the place beautifully. “Wow… it’s awesome!” I say as I looking around the place.
“It’s cool right…” Lena says as she points her eyes at the ceiling. “Yeah… so cool!” I say in a low voice as I keep running my eyes around the place. I feel like I’m living inside the Genie’s lamp and living my imaginary life, my mind was Alladin’s lamp… which can step into the world where lies of reality can’t. Lena pulls my hand “Let me take you to our room…” Lena says with a sweet smile on her face. I stare at her and chuckle “Couldn’t wait any longer…” I say.
Lena and I made our way to the bedroom upstairs, we walk through the 27 stairs and get into the room. “Wow… it’s wonderful!” I say in a low voice as I made my way to the balcony. The bedroom is facing the sea considering our house is only 50 meters next to the beach. I stand on the balcony as I rest my hands on the balcony’s handle and looking at the seashore. The voice of the sea speaks to my soul as the breeze whispering to my ears and that makes me feel like in seventh heaven.