Chapter 54: Chapter 54

"Alex, I-I really want to give him a chance to-"that's all I got to say before he smashed his lips with mine.

"Screw it, I'll make you forget about him." with that, his lips engulfed mine into a sloppy rough kiss. , My back pressing hard against the door as he pressed his own body onto mine. The kiss was rough yet gentle and soft at the same time, it made my heart go wild.

I clung to his shoulders breathing heavily. His mouth comes crashing down onto mine . His hands are everywhere while his tongue swirls in my mouth.

Alex's hand suddenly ran down to my thighs before lifting me up and the next thing I knew, we were on bed with me on top of his lap, my legs around his torso.

His lips trailed my jawline, down to my neck and immediately started nibbling and sucking my soft spot, making me gasp in pleasure, my hands running through his hair roughly as I arched my back a little. He pulled back and swiftly removed his shirt, revealing all his perfectly tones muscles and abs.

I grabbed the hem of my shirt, ready to slip it off when a hand grabbed it, and with a small effort, I watched Alex rip off my tank top, and threw it on the ground. His lips were already on my neck again, moving down to my collarbone and I grabbed his shoulders in surprise.

"What are you- that was probably the latest outfit you got me and-"

"I don't fucking care." He breathed, turning his body around with me and I fell back on the bed, my cheeks heating in embarrassment. He towered over me and his eyes trail down on to my cleavage.

His eyes moved down on to my stomach and back up to my eyes, making me gulp softly. I noticed the lust, desire and another familiar emotion flicker in his eyes before his gaze landed on my lips again.

"God, this is so-" I started to cover my chest when Alex ripped them away and placed them on top of my head. One of his hand held a firm grip on my wrists while the other held my chin up to meet his eyes again. His lips met mine once again and I responded to them hungrily, allowing his fingers to trace around my body, starting from my cleavage and around the outline of my bra before going down to my stomach. I bit my bottom lip as he pulled away and felt his body tense up as he brushed his lips against my jawline and onto my ears, causing me to gasp. My whole face flushed in embarrassment.

"St- stop, that's sensitive." I barely choked out but he only nibbled on my earlobes harder, slipping in his tongue every now and then. I squealed and started edging further away but he suddenly grabbed my waist with one of his hands, pressing my body back down on the bed. I squirmed in my position before he let out a deep sigh inside my ears, causing goosebumps to rise all over my body.

" I enjoy seeing you like this," He whispered into my ears, his thumb running circles on my hips now. I bit my bottom lip and closed my eyes. "It's such a turn on to see you like this." He slipped his tongue back into my ears and I moaned a little before trying my best to ignore both the pleasure and tingling sensations I felt all over my body.

"Stop, you're just teasing me now!"

"Beg a little harder and I'll stop, Rina." I felt his grin against my skin but decided to shake my head in protest instead. "Too bad." I groaned when he started licking and biting my earlobes again, making my heart run wild.

"Please stop." I finally said those words and watched Alex's gaze freeze on my face, his eyes slightly widening in surprise before the lust and desire filled back inside them completely.

"Fuck, you shouldn't have." He breathed right above my lips before smashing his lips on mine. We finally parted the kiss and Alex started leaving wet, sloppy kisses down my neck and onto my cleavage, his hands groping my whole breasts over my bra in a rough yet gentle grip before moving down to my stomach. My breathe hitched and I gasped in pleasure before grabbing his hair and moving them back up to my face, my whole body trembling at what might happen if we continue on.

Alex then stood up and removed his pants. His erect member is clearly visible through his boxers. He lunged at me and started to pester small sloppy kisses all the way to my throbbing centre.

He then pulled my travk pants and throw it somewhere and ripped my underwear. I looked at him in disbelief.

" What? I will buy you a new one. " He then slowly pushed himself inside my pussy. It hurts like hell causing tears to roll down my cheeks.

" Shh, it will be fine. " He gently kissed my cheeks while licking my tears and pushed his cock inside me slowly.

Once it was completely inside, he pulled out slowly and then pushed in.

After a few thrusts, his pace got quicker and soon we both were moaning in pleasure.

I felt my walls tighten around his cock and he then pulled out hurriedly instead of Cumming inside me. We both cum at the same time.

Exhausted We lay next to each other on the bed.

"Alex, um, can I ask you something?"

"Hmm?" He turned his gaze from ceiling to me.

"Do-do you have any feelings for me? Or do you like me? Do you think about us and-"

"Rina, stop." His expression became cold and he got off with a huff, his body drooping on the spot next to me on the bed. "Don't go there." A sting of pain went through my hheart. sat up, looking down at Alex, who was now covering up his eyes with one of his lower arms. He looked annoyed and it hurts me. Does he really don't have any feelings for me? Then why did he kiss me tonight? Why does he keep doing this?! We just had sex. It's my first time for crying aloud.

"Alex, I know that you are having a hard time because of all this. But so am I. I still want you to say something, anything." I fought back the tears in my eyes.

"Do you really want to hear those words? It's not gonna change anything, Rina." He said in a cold voice and I swallowed the lump in my throat once again.

"Never mind then." I laugh bitterly feeling humiliated and ashamed once again, but I couldn't let him see through it this time. I noticed Alex glance at me as I started getting up, searching for my tank top but then remembered that Alex had ripped it off.

"Take my shirt." He pointed at his long sleeved black shirt that was thrown on the nearby chair and I quickly grabbed it before slipping it on.

"Goodnight, I'm sorry for being dramatic." I said softly, turning around and walking towards the door. As soon as I grabbed the doorknob, Alex wrapped hia arms around my shoulders from behind.

"Rina," Alex breathed, his voice turning all soft and gentle. "I love you."

"What?" I turned to face him and Alex just stand there silently, studying my expression.

"I said that I love you, Rina." He said again, licking his lips slowly. I opened my mouth to say something but then turned away. Lies, he was just using the moment to his advantage.

"You're lying." I opened the door swiftly but Alex closed it back.

"Seriously, Rina? I meant that. I don't just say those words without meaning it, hell I never said those words to anyone besides you," His voice softened, with a hint of disappointment in them. "I meant it."

"I see." I didn't turn around. I mean, I was expecting him to admit he had some feelings for me, not this. The only reason why I wanted him to say it was because that was the only way I would not feel guilty and used by him.

"That's it?" Alex questioned, taking my shoulder and turning me around to face his confused expression. "Do you have any idea how hard that was for me to do? Loving a human is forbidden, Rina.

Loving you could get us both killed, yet I wanted you to know. I had to let you know because otherwise, you'd continue to keep seeing me as nothing but an asshole who keeps you around only for sex and pleasure. I never used you, Katy. Especially when I started falling for you. I could never hurt you-"

"Stop. I just...I need some time to think," l mumbled and noticed him flinch.

"Why? What's there to think about?" He asked, his eyes wavering slightly.

"A lot. You are the one who made those rules in the first place, Alex. And now you want to break them, but like you said, it could get us both killed. That doesn't exactly sound like a happy ending for us." I twisted the doorknob from behind and noticed something flash in his eyes. "I'm sorry, but I need time to think." I turned, opening the door and closing it shut before he could say anything. My eyes landed on David, whose eyes widened in shock as he stopped in his tracks to look at me. His eyes trailed me from head to toe and for the first time, I watched his jawline clench before he took a step forward, causing my eyes to lower in guilt and fear.

"What are you doing?"

"I-I, the thing is, Alex-"

"Right, never mind." He mumbled, turning around but I grabbed his hand, guilt kicking in instantly. The door opened and Alex stepped out but I could only spare him a glance before looking at David.

"Rina, wait-" Alex froze halfway, grabbing my wrist before his eyes landed on David. I gripped David's hand tightly and felt Alex's grip tighten too.

"Rina." I heard Alex start in a rather soft voice but quickly brushed his hands away when David started leaving. I followed behind David, whose eyes never left whatever was in front of him.

"I'm sorry..." I stopped and David paused before opening his room.

"I asked you to give us a chance, Katy. But right after we came from the date, you end up in his bedroom, doing what?"

"It's not like that. It just happened, I didn't mean it to." I started to explain myself .

"If you say so." He said finally and let out a sigh.

"I'm sorry. I was not trying to use you to forget Alex. I was serious about giving a chance to this relationship." I lowered my eyelashes on the ground, not sure whether he was convinced or not. After a long silence, David finally spoke.

"It's fine, I understand. Now go amd get some sleep." I looked up at him as he faked a smile and slowly nodded, my mind going blank. God, what have I gotten myself into?

How can I cheat on him? He's nothing but gentle. I can't believe that I gave into Alex easily as he wanted. It's my first time and he doesn't even bother to ask me how i am feeling.