Chapter 4: Chapter 4

We are eating in a restaurant not far from the movie production. Allan and Taylor are busy conversing but I can't try to listen to them cause I can't stop thinking about what Derick told me. He seems so sure of himself, does he think I am the same Lea of South Africa? He is just a jerk.

" Do you think it is a good thing, Lea?... Lea…" Taylor asks.

"Ummm yes yes, it may be good," I answer unconsciously, after being sent out of my terrible and angry thoughts.

" Ohh so you think Allan must be gay?" She asks.

" What? Gay? Nooo." I exclaim rapidly while realizing I said shits.

They both chuckle at me seeing my expression.

" Calm down Lea it was just to know if you were attentive or not…" Taylor says.

" And you aren't. What's the matter?" Allan asked me.

" Nothing, everything is alright okay. Am just a little bit tied that is all" I say a little bit widely.

Allan's phone rings and he gets out a little leaving me and Taylor alone.

" Okay, why are you talking like that to Allan, he is just worry!".

" (Sigh) sorry am sorry, everything is complicated now."

" What do you mean Lea? Tell me I know you are hiding something."

" Okay...I can't hide it for long."

I get my hand free from the tissue I was holding and show my ten fingers to Taylor.

" Do you see something strange?" I ask, still showing my fingers.

" Ohh you change your nail polish!"

" Oh shit! What? What am I doing with a fucking nail polish? No, look very well. Is there something missing on my finger?"

" ...oh your ring!"

" Bingo!"

" But you never separate from it, though it is used and old. Is it because you left it at home that you are angry?"

" No! I gave it back to the person who gave me the ring."

" Impossible is your teenage love who gave you the...oh wait! You mean you found him?"

" No, he found me!"

" When? How? Do I know him?"

" Yesterday, at the projection party and yes you saw him today at the meeting."

she opens her eyes widely.

" Derick Smith!"

" Shut!"

" Derick Smith, the hot investor, is your teenage love?"

Hot investor, don't exaggerate Taylor. Yes, he is well...good ... handsome...strong and powerful, with pretty eyes and his beautiful hairs I loved to touch...oh wait what am I thinking about?.

" Yes he is!" I reply to Taylor with a nasty voice.

" Ohh and that is why you are angry?"

" No...there is another part you need to know!"

" Alright!"

" You know he promised to come and search for me in two years... but right now it has been four years since he promised. I don't want to know what he has to say to defend himself but he wants me to go to his hotel room today."

" Then go!"

" What?"

" Yeah, Listen Lea! I know you want to know what he has to say…"

" No, I don't want to…"

" Shut! Let me finish, it's been four years and you had the right to turn the page after waiting for so long. Personally, I would never wait even for months but if you waited for him so long that means you still get some feelings for him in a certain manner so… go there and hear what he has to say, I know curiosity is killing you." She says while drinking her glass of juice.

She is right, curiosity is a sin cause right now am dying of envy just to hear what he has to say. In a certain manner, I wish he doesn't spoil everything by lying or something like that, and on the other side, I wish he would go so that I could start a new life. But am I able to do that? since I met him at the party it as if my life turns around him now.

" Okay, Taylor! I will go."

" Great! And don't forget to tell Allan."

" Wait what? Impossible!"

" You can't start a relationship with Allan based on lies and you perfectly know that."

" Once more you are right!"

" I know I know!" She says while chuckling.

I drink my juice while thinking of the way I will tell this to Allan. I don't know what he will say or how he will react, but I don't want to start a relationship with him under lies.

Allan comes forward to us and sits beside me.

" Alright, it was my mom!" He says before drinking.

" Ohh great I hope she is fine?" I ask.

" Yeah don't worry, she has to travel tomorrow very early in the morning and before that I want us to go there."

" Us? Why?" I ask.

" I just have something to say and I want you to be present."

" Okay let's say at 8 am?" I say.

"Yes!"

" Okay, then guys I'm going back home," Taylor says.

She gets up and greets us before going. Okay, it's the moment to talk to him. I have to be careful with my words and make sure he doesn't take it wrongly. so easy to say!

" Okay, do you have a problem, Lea?" He asks, getting more closer to me.

" Umm no… I mean yes ...no…"

I breathe and try to find the exact words.

" I have to tell you something," I say after a breath.

" Okay, then say it."

"Okay. I will not waste time, I think it is better ( sigh)... My teenage love I talked about years ago is back and he is Derrick Smith, the investor."

His face when I pronounce the name of Derick change to a nonchalant face. I am already worry about the situation.

" Ohh so he isn't your friend anymore but now your teenage lover?" He asks sarcastically.

" Am sorry I lied to you...but I don't want our relationship to start with lies."

" Okay, then what is the next step? You leave me and go with him?"

To which game is he playing?

" What are you talking about, I am just trying to be honest with you."

" Alright!"

I drink a little while looking at him and searching for another way to tell him the next part of the story.

" And he wants me to come to his hotel room to tell me exactly why he wasted time."

He gets his glass on the table violently with a furious face.

"NO! You will not go there!" He says.

" Why not? I mean I need to know…"

" You already know everything, he left you, he forgot you that's all."

" Okay but, why? I need to know his reasons, Allan."

He takes a serious face.

" If you go to him, then I break up with you Lea."

" Are you blackmailing me? Are you trying to control me?" I ask, totally offended by what he said.

" ( Sigh) Lea! (hold my hands softly) I don't want to lose you, you are so precious to me."

I enforce his hands in mine and look at him softly.

" Okay Allan, I am going nowhere."

" Thank you!" He smiles before we continue eating.

The day has gone and Allan brings me in front of my building. I wish him goodnight, kiss him and step out of his car since Taylor took mine to go back home. He drives and goes. I try to remember Derick's address and verify if Allan is already far and stop a taxi to go to the Holiday Inn Hotel. I need to know why he left me despite our dreams…