Chapter 23: Chapter 23

“You do belong to me Fio, we were meant to cross paths. You and I” he said as he tongued my clitoris making me release all tension of becoming submissive. I wanted this to happen as he wanted me to have it. After my third orgasm, he stood up and undressed, of course, was already naked on my couch. I was looking at his body so firm and wanting. His elongated penis was so welcoming. I wanted to touch it. I hadn’t touched a man’s penis only sometimes when I needed to direct it to the opening when the partner got too excited and would miss the opening. I stared at it and I looked up to see him. I was so overwhelmed with him. He was gorgeously handsome. I knew now how sexy and beautiful he was. How could he possibly want me so much and like this? “Fiorella, I want you to touch it.” “I sat up. Oh, shit was he reading my mind. “You want me to touch it?” I asked him doubtfully. “Yes, Fio I want you to feel it.” He said again. I was stunned and uneasy. “I don’t know what to do!” I said to him. “Fio, you’ve never touched a penis before?” he asked me. “No, I don’t want to hurt you.” I said to him. He quickly sat next to me. I couldn’t take my eyes off it. It was standing up and so inviting and all I wanted to was to touch it and place it in my mouth. I thought about it where had this come from. I had never wanted anything like that before but just looking at it it was beginning to make me more aroused. He took my hand and placed his hand on top of mine. He guided it towards his penis. I looked at him. I felt him place my hand on his penis. I felt it pulse. He was moving it. My eyes bulged, I didn’t know that men could do that. He did it again and then I saw him grin. I tried to pull my hand away but he kept it there. “I want you to feel me, see what has been sedating you for this past two days, Fiorella, my flower.” “Don’t worry I will guide you and I will use the safe word if I need to.” Do you remember it Fio” “Yes, your safe word break?” I said. “Very good Fio, now do what comes natural” The first thing I did was squeezed. “Easy love, that might hurt me a bit.” “I am sorry.” I said. “Don’t be, it’s okay keep going.” He said. I hesitated a bit but continued. With my finger on the edge of the tip of his penis, I began to circle the rim of it and then placed the finger on the top of the urinary hole and felt liquid of some sort come out. “It's pre-cum baby that's all nothing to be afraid you aren't hurting me. Feel me Fio. The next thing I did was to cup the length of his penis. My friends would often talk about men’s penises about the pros and cons of circumcision. From our talk, I knew that men would have extra skin or not. by touching the length of his penis I found out that he was indeed circumcised there was no lingering skin on him. I was beginning to get more aroused. “Am I doing this right?” I said to him. “Mmm. Fio” He guided my hand to feel his length. He was defiantly large and wide. I loved every bit of his touch. “Let’s take a shower love.” He said. “A shower?’ I questions. “He took my hand away from his penis and stood me up along with himself. He guided me towards my bathroom. He turned on the water and felt for until it felt comfortable to his touch. He made me go in first. The moment I felt the water, I wasn’t pleased with it. It was warm. I didn’t like it warm. I liked bathing in cool cold water since Laredo’s water was already warm and sometimes hot because of the heat. I moved away from it quickly. “I don’t like my water that way.” I said to him. “Don’t you think it’s a bit too warm?” I said to him. “That’s the point Fio, we need it to be warm. I don’t want your body to start cooling itself of the lust we are going to build.” “I doubt that is going to happen, Diego.” “Why do we have to do this in the shower?” “Because I’ve been outdoors all day and I don’t want you to put my penis in your mouth all dirty and sweaty, Fio” “You’re mouth, you mean I'm going to try to blow you?” I asked him unsure. “Don’t worry Fio, I am going to help you through it.” Diego, we haven’t made the list and we need to talk about the exclusive thing. I don’t know if I can do this yet. I’ am not ready. Fio, there is nothing to it. You’ll enjoy it as I know I will and besides I’ve given you enough head for you to reciprocate. “Oh, so that’s it, Diego.’” You’ve already blown me then I need to blow you too.” I didn’t think that was what Dom/submissive was all about. I thought you were going to teach me to become a Dom too. By the way, you are saying it, it just seems that you just want me to pay you back for all the awesome orgasms you have given me.” I began to open the shower door to get out. I knew I couldn’t do what he wanted. I wasn’t ready we had so much to talk about but every time we did we always ended up having fucking amazing sex. I wanted to sit and talk about it. I knew my body was asking for something else, but my mind needed to feel content before I could submit to everything. Before I could even get out, Diego grabbed me by my arm and pulled me into an embrace. I hadn’t expected it. “Your right Fio, I am sorry.” I’ve been so hot for you all day that I wasn’t thinking. Having you give me a blow job was all that I could think of all day. Fuck Eric was pissed at me for messing up on a couple of shots and well truth is Fio, I was only thinking about you in your knees licking and sucking the shit out of me. Fuck Fio, I am all hard for you to do that to me right now. I looked at him and then down there. I could see his penis pulse with anticipation. My hand wanted to touch it again and yet I licked my lips in anticipation but I held ground. He saw my reaction. “You’re penis would have to wait for this lips. I'm not giving in, not yet.” I said to him. Diego’s hazel eyes changed darker and I knew from the look he was giving me he was pissed. “So that means that you could be sedated but I can’t Fio.” “Hold you’re horses there Diego. I didn’t expect you to come over and think I was going to fucking blow you, because you were running hot all day.” I was already asleep. I was fucking tired.” He interrupted. “You fucking didn’t look tired with your neighbor being all hot for you. I knew your look when I saw you open the door. You were anticipating something to happen between you.” He said angrily. “You think! after you already made my body respond in a way I am unable to control.” I warned you I didn’t want to become insatiable. I fucking hate that word insatiable. I don’t want to be needy, that isn’t fucking me. Don’t you get it, Diego?” I was already screaming at him. He looked at me with anger on his face and I knew I looked the same as he did. I was fuming. “So why did you open the door for your neighbor Fiorella?” I don’t know? I said to him. He got closer at me with more sinister eyes than I could take. I looked up at him. I knew he was towering over me. “Why Fio, you think you can be a Dom already? I haven’t even fucking taught you. Hell, you can’t even master a fucking blow job.” The next thing I knew I slapped him hard. I felt it in my hand. His head went to the side from the impact. He was angrier this time. I didn’t back away. The next thing I saw was a smile on his face. He reached the side of his face in which I had slapped it and rubbed at it for a while. “I didn’t think you had it in you.” He said. He left the bathroom. I grabbed a towel and wrapped it on me and I followed him out. At that moment, I knew I couldn’t have Diego around. I was determined to see him out, but when I saw him he already had his pants and slipping on his shirts. He grabbed his socks and shoes from the floor. He turned around and came towards me. I didn’t recognize that look, I didn’t know what to expect. He came closer and I bumped against the wall. He towered me once more. He bent down and kissed me long and hard. The kiss scared me. I felt his hotness slip inside but lingered so lightly. He pulled back the moment he felt me begin to slide into him and tried to hold on. He didn’t look or say a word at me as he turned around and out the door, he went. I stood there wondering if I would ever see Diego again.