Chapter 14: Chapter 14

I was having a great time as well as my friends. The next band to play was Elida Avante a female singer. I really enjoyed some of her songs especially the one called Duele (hurts), it was a mariachi song, and she had this wonderful voice. We all started to sing along her. The dance floor was packed with people wanted to see her so it really didn’t give us room to dance. We stood along with the guys and swayed away. I wasn’t paying attention to anything around us. Roger was beside me and would bend down to speak to me and his lips would sometimes brush along my cheek. I didn’t dismiss it, it felt nice. As soon as the song ended she started with this wonderful song called Luna Llena (full moon). We all screamed our lungs out. We began to sing lifting the bottles up to salute her for being a terrific Hispanic singer. Roger and one of his friends took off to get more beer, but before he left he bend down and kissed my cheek. I looked up at him and smiled. I continued to enjoy the song. Since it was full of people I wasn’t aware of the people behind me. I was all into singing when I felt his arm around my waist. The heat began to trickle up my veins and down to my clit tingling with excitement. I knew in the moment that it was Diego. He pushed me back to him, lowered his head to my mine and sang along with the song. I didn’t bother to turn around and allowed him to hold me. Roger returned and noticed Diego behind me holding me as I belonged to him. I looked up and saw that he was pissed. He lifted his head at me like saying “who the hell is this.” I nodded and lifted my hand to stop anything. I tugged at Diego and led him away from the dance floor. I saw Roger begin to follow but luck was with me Sara had stopped him mid track. I held Diego’s hand and took him up to top where the entrance of the ballroom so as to hide ourselves from Roger’s view. Once up there I turned around to face Diego and since he was close to my face. I kissed him, he opened his mouth as did I and our tongues did our own dance to the music. We stopped when I felt someone tapping my shoulder. I looked up to see Melba. “Get a room” she said. I smiled back at her. “I turned around to see the show in front of me and Diego tightened his grip around me more, pressing me harder to him. God I wanted this man, wanted him badly but deep inside me I didn’t want him to be distracted.

Elida Reyna had stopped singing and the people began to line up for beers and head to the restrooms. I saw that Roger was looking out for me so before he got a chance to come my way. I grabbed Melba. “I am leaving” I told her. He looked at him. “I kind of guessed that.” She said. “Not for that reason, I’ll explain later.” I told her. I started to walk to the door and he grabbed my hand. I pulled away from him and walked quickly and exited the door. I knew he was behind me so, I ran forward until I got to my truck. It took me a while to get the keys out of my pocket, but before I could get the trucks alarm off. He grabbed me and turned me around pushing me to the truck and started to kiss me fiercely. The magnet pole became solid and I accepted him with longing. I moaned as his kiss became more urgent but then remembered that I was a distraction to him so I pushed him. “Get the hell off me.” I said to him. He was stunned. “Fio, what’s wrong with you.” He said. “What the fuck are you doing here!” I told him. I was mad, no furious at him. I wasn’t going to allow his pull to seep into my veins again. “But you kissed me in there.” He said stunned. “I did that so that there would be no fight on my behalf and beside that was a kiss of goodbye.” I told him icily. “Fio, you don’t mean that. You felt me you knew it was me behind you, tell me you feel it too.” He said to me I started to look down not allowing myself to look into his eyes. He lifted my face to meet his. “Don’t hide, don’t close out on me.” He said. “You look beautiful Fio, I was looking at you. True I hated that you were dancing with that guy. Hated that he had his greedy hands on you, but I needed to be sure. Wanted to be sure that I could just walk away and never see you again.” “I am a distraction remember”. “Oh, Fio no, I rushed back took a shower and headed here. I saw your friends here, but I didn’t see you. I had no way of contacting you and I didn’t want to ask them, didn’t know if you had talked to them about me. When I saw you coming in, you looked beautiful. So sure of yourself you were showing off your body something that I wouldn’t have wanted anyone else to see, but you took my breath away.” I began to interrupt him, but he placed a finger to my lips. “I followed with greedy eyes, wanted to take you from here and fuck you hard Fio.” “I was about to pull the guy away from you, he was to close to you and then he kissed your cheek. I hated that but I kept my cool didn’t want to be thrown out. I had had enough seeing what I saw. I needed to let you know that you belonged to me.” He said. I placed my hand up motioned for him to stop. “Are you quoting the book, Mr. Grey.” I said to him. “Fio, no!” “the book was about some fictitious person, it was like it was written for me, describing me only not so fucked up like the guy. I want you, just like what the character was feeling in the book. I want you in my bed all the time.” He said. “Until you leave” I said. “Am I right, Diego until you leave Laredo and head back to goddamn knows where. I had already told myself that you were a one night stand. There are not two or three night stands. We had sex and we don’t see each other again. That’s how it works.” I told him. “Do you honestly think it was sex we had Fio, it was a connection.” He kept insisting. I nodded a no. His hands searched my hand and pressed the alarm button opening the doors. He pushed me aside and open the door and then he lifted me. Holy shit he was strong. He sat me down on the driver’s seat but kept my legs facing the open door. He had a better view of my face. There if you want to look down Fio you still have to see my face. I stared at his hazel eyes, and I closed mine. “Please, Fio we don’t have to do anything tonight. Let’s talk, let me get to know you better.” He said. I shook my head still protesting. “Why?” What could I tell him that I needed him, wanted him, that seeing him standing right in front on of me made me want him, and his touch sent vibes coursing thru my veins touching every nerve ending of my wanting. Things were moving too fast. I barely knew him. I just couldn’t tell him. I wouldn’t. I knew he would leave, leaving me what was that word again insatiable. I need to get a better word. I hate using quotes from that book. “Fio, answer me” he said. I swallowed and opened my eyes. “I am afraid that I am becoming voracious.” I said. There that wasn’t like the book which I liked. “Voracious?” he questioned. “Do you need a thesaurus?” I implied. He smiled. I know what voracious is you’ll still hunger for it. That’s the point Fio, you enjoy sex as much as I do. Let’s talk about it I will show you and make you feel fulfilled.” He said. “Until you leave” I said. Did I really want him to leave? I knew my answer. It wasn’t like men here in Laredo liked to read books like Fifty shades of Grey and I can remember seeing men in line waiting with their girlfriends to see twilight with a -what the fuck am I doing here watching this stupid movie face. Where in Laredo is that kind of man. I had yet to find one here that could possibly do what he had already introduced me too. I couldn’t tell him that though. If he left I’ll be hungry for it what will I do then. I doubt B.O.B will satisfy me completely as Diego had. I hadn’t heard him say anything for a while, so I assumed that he was thinking the same thing. “I know you’ll find someone else that can replace me Diego and willing to do what you need. I don’t like to submit. You already know that. I just don’t think I can find anyone else here to replace you.” I told him. “Is that your concern Fio that you won’t be able to find someone? You are a born dominant, the way you held me mouthing you down there, baby I was getting tired but your relentless kept me going and getting me hotter. Let me teach you Fio, and you can will your men to your feet.” He said. Hell no, did he think I was capable of doing this for what kicks to fulfill me, and thinking he was going to be my Zen. “What the fuck is wrong with you.” I yelled at him. “Fio, please hear me out, let’s go somewhere else so we could talk this over.” He said. I heard a ruckus coming out of the ballroom and turned to look and I saw Roger and his guys yelling at the security guards. They started to walk towards where we were parked, I knew if he saw me and Diego we would be in trouble. I looked down at him “How did you get here?” I asked him. “I was dropped off, I was hoping to get a ride.” “Get in Diego” he was about to go around but I saw that they were very close to getting where we were. “No, you drive I’ve had too much to drink.” Truth was if they would see him. I felt we would be in trouble. I slid over as quickly as possible. He climbed up and placed the key in the ignition and turned on the truck. I was looking at the guys and Roger sighted me. “You fucking whore.” he yelled and began to run towards the truck. He was getting close. Diego began to open the door. I held him. “Please don’t” I looked at him and he looked at me. He closed the door, place the truck on reverse, before the men could even follow. I heard a thud on the truck. I knew he had thrown something. “What the fuck.” I said loudly. “Stop the damn truck.” I told Diego. Diego stopped. I slid my way over to the passenger’s seat since I hadn’t moved over. He held me. “What are you doing?” “That fucker just threw something at my truck. I am going to kick his ass.” He grabbed my waist, but before he could do anything I had lunged at my door. “You mother fucker” I said as I was trying to open my door. Diego was grabbing at my waist. I couldn’t quite yell with the damn door open so I closed and opened the window. I felt Diego release me. “What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” I yelled at the guy half way out the window. He stood there looking at me. All the bravado disappearing from his face, “This is my fucking truck.” I told Roger. Diego didn’t allow me to say more. He pulled me in and placed the truck in drive and we drove off. I heard the guy running along the truck. “I fucking liked you.” He yelled. I sat down and looked out the front window. In my mind I was thinking the same thing.