Chapter 10: Chapter 10

Padgett's POV

Go on and tell me, what is it? He asked when I didn't say a word, he caress my hand.

Nothing just tell me, what you wanted to say?

Okay, if you say so remember when we made that deal that I’ll make my relationship work and you’ll go out with someone, well who better than Cathy could filled that space, she’s beautiful, sexy, she’s amazing and for once I think I actually like a girl… He said smiling while I broke apart inside

So she is having a house party by weekend, and since I broke up with Cassie, I was thinking of asking her out properly and who better to help me than you right? Please Creamy, I really like Cathy, you have to help me out on this one I’m doing this because I want to make the relationship work and so you’ll have a chance at love, creamy, so would you help me out please… He said as I felt my eyes watery

Cameron… I said tiredly

Can you stop calling me Cameron, I prefer when you call me Cam, it's sounds romantic. He said, I press my lips together, can he for once stop, can't he see I am breaking down slowly, I felt like I am dying slowly, I just have little thread holding me, I wish all this will just end.

“Please Padgett! I get so nervous around her I can’t do it without you. I need your help please, you have to help me I’ll do anything you want anything at all. He continues without waiting for my reply.

The only thing I’ll ever want is for you to look at me the way you look at them for you to kiss me the way you kiss them and for you to love me like no one else… I said to myself, I found myself saying that, to myself all the time, I really wish, I could say all this to him

Creamy please… He added

Um! Cam, I have things to do for the weekend, you know, I am not allowed to attend...

I will tell your mom, plus we won’t take long I just need you to help set up dinner and some balloons at the school’s rooftop... Those romantic things that you think a boy could do for a girl and I know you are good at it because you used to create very amazing atmosphere when you were much younger . He said grinning

You’re gonna ask her on the rooftop.. I said my voice hoarse, I heard that he have never asked any girl out, they all just throw themselves at him.

Yeah it was the most romantic place I could think of isn't it great… He said smiling

Yeah it’s great... um! can I use the rest room before we go

Sure should I wait for you here, I could come with you...

No I’ll meet you in the car… I said almost breaking down, I rush out not waiting for him to say a word, I could hear his voice behind me

Okay creamy see you… He said before getting up while I made my way to the rest room my very own tears clouding my vision.

I didn't even make an attempt to blink my eyes lids to stop the tears I simply let them fall while I walked in the direction of the door slamming it shut before crouching and breaking out in sobs as my heart was torn into shreds by my best friend

I really didn't care how long I stayed in here but I did only one thing not caring if any one eyes was in the restroom and not caring if it was even the ladies restroom I cried and I cried some more and I cried like its the only thing I could ever do because I know after today I would have lost any chance of being with him, so right now I really don’t care so I cried and cried my head hurt then just as I was about to rinsed my face picking up my pieces putting a smile on my face walked out of the restroom acting like I wasn't broken apart within, that face of the annoying jerk appear in front of me

Crying little pretty!

What is your problem? I asked as I try to push from him.

The thing is, I hate it when girls cry over that jerk and it turns out that, I thought you were different but you just like them, complete idiot around that no good worthless boy.

You should stay away from me, I am not in...

Lie as much as you wanted, I already have my points, you are freaking in love with him, which means you will...

What stupid point are you talking about?

He just told you that, he want to asked a girl out, that new hot girl.

What? How did you...

Didn't you find out about me, I get everything that I want to have, same way I get every information that I want to have an idea about, now, you will have to be my girlfriend.

Never, I will never be your girlfriend, not now, not in future.

You are not even my type, even if your legs are hot. He said using his hand to touch my exposed thighs, I pushed him away from me.

You jerk, don't you dare touch me, so what? What if I am in love with him? Is not bad, is...

Fine, it's not bad to you but to him, do you think, he will feel same way about it? I closed my eyes, he is right, is Cameron going to take it that way, will he hate me for loving him? Will I also lost my friendship with him? At least, I should keep my friendship instead of thinking of love that is not for me.

Fine, I admit, I am in love with him, please don't tell him, I will just avoid him.

No way, you will have to be my girlfriend or I will tell everyone...

Must I be your girlfriend? I could do all your chores, I could be your SM.

What is SM?

Your school maid! He laughed at my words.

Bullying is not in the picture, Cameron will get mad at me but you acting as my girlfriend, will make he green with evil, jealous and then...

Then what?

Nevermind, are you accepting or not?

Fine, I will when do we start this madness?

Your number?

What?

Yes! Your number? I gave it to him, without thinking twice then I made my way towards the door.  You are now, officially mine.

I signed as I heard those last words while do I feel that this feelings in my heart is a curse, that feeling I thought I could outgrown but the truth is, each passing day, he grown instead of decreasing.

Cameron's POV.

After dropping Padgett home, I decided to go meet up with my Friends, I kind of  missed them, and to think all of us are spend the night at Alex's place, just as I was about pushing the door, my dad and mom walked in.

Hey son! You are going out? My mom Mrs Adrian asked.

Yes, I am, have to be with my friends.

Those worthless friends of yourself?

Dad, that isn't funny, you are insulting my friends and you know, I don't like you.

You don't like it because you are...

Hon! Please stop let the young lad be. That was my mom voice.

Are you by chance, saying that I am too harsh on him? The annoying voice of my dad came up again. Can't you see how...

How what? Are you going to act like you care now? When last did you ever show up at my school function? When thou fucking last time, we went out as a family, is either you and Mom are busy with business or flying from one country to another?

You are complaining now, those business trip put food on your table, shelter over your head, wears on this supposed hot body of yours and those money you spend on those worthless girls of yours.

Then fucking keep your...

Shut up Cameron, you should just leave and remember your curfew time.

I am an adult, I could care for myself and I am not coming back. I hit the door behind them.

Did you see that?

Come on hon! Don't be hard on him, you should know...

Not a word.

My dad and mom voice, I could hear it as I move to my car, I and dad never did get along, we have always been like this, he hated my life style and I hated him as well, they were never home, I shared all my sad and happy moments with Padgett and her mom, they were more like family to me, when they left, I have no one left, girls were my only solace, so I turned into a playboy

Instead of going to my Friends, I found myself driving to Padgett, it's a good thing, that Aunty Pearl, Padgett mother gave me, her home key, so I just open and enter.

This silly girl, she is sleeping on the couch.

Seriously? She said, she is reading and she is sleeping peacefully. I muttered, staring at her face

I closed the books in front of her, try to pick them, so she doesn't destroy them and tapped her

Creamy! I called and no response came.

I carried her in a bridal way, walked gently out of the living room and entered her room, I dropped her on the bed gently. I adjusted her head well and covered her with the duvet before squatting beside the bed, watching her as she slept soundly.

I never really get tired of staring at her. I found myself smiling with the way she snore, I really missed her, I ended up crawling on the bed to sleep beside her.