Chapter 40: Chapter 40

Chapter 39

My whole life was coming to an end or so I thought, I stared at my phone as it vibrated with my dad calling it took me the strength of seventy men of valor to pick up the phone pressing it to my ears.

"Hi, Dad" I managed to say after breathing for a moment.

"My boy, how are you doing! Hope you are well?"

It was far than I expected, he didn't ask about my relationship. I had a sigh of relief at least I was ok now.

"You still got allowance left? Check your balance I sent fifty" he added before going off the phone.

**

"Good day great Chicago students! Today we will briefly study the man by the name Adolf Hitler. The first is to make sure I airdrop it to everyone if you then it's left for you to go home and watch the movie.

"If you come to school tomorrow we interact properly" the young lecturer added before dismissing the class.

After class, I didn't want any attractions. I simply hid at the electronic library clicking a computer doing nothing.

"Everything ok son?" The aged librarian asked walking towards my seat.

"Am fine sir, thanks for asking I responded continuing to do the nothing I was doing earlier.

As predicted, this is the quietest place in the school nobody dared to come in due to its high bureaucracy.

The whole room that could contain yo to three thousand persons was only filled by the two students present and the librarian.

I missed Becky! I do. I missed everything about her. I know I wrong double dating. I lost town women in one day.

What was wrong with me? I fought so hard for Becky to love me into the past. She showed me love now I rubbed it to the ground as though it was nothing.

I left the library very late sighting Becky Alone under the huge cab stop waiting for a car. I rushed towards her.

"Becky, am sorry. I don't know what came over me please forgive me" I pleaded Hoping to soften her heart but it was as though the more u tried to soften the heart the harder it becomes.

She didn't mutter any sort of reply. She just climbed up to the cab she was waiting for and zoomed off. It then Dawns on me that I have lost her.

Of course, I treated her badly. I don't buy her presents anymore, sex every day at some point I always fake orgasm for her. Maybe k should move on And forget about the past.

"Yo bro, where have you been? Jefferson asked as he parked his car close to mine.

"Have been good! How are you bro" I asked giving him the slappy handshake.

"How about we go race tomorrow? Chicago got an old race that wasn't government-controlled anymore" Jefferson said handing me a can of soda.

"Thanks, bro I'd be there tomorrow. Thanks for the heads up" I replied

**

BECKY'S POV

life without a lover is something no one should ever think of. I was already addicted to Aaron and no one else. Even when the random guys shoot their shot I didn't respond.

"Becky, am truly sorry that you had to see how your boyfriend was cheating on you," Theodora said as she has become a sudden friend.

"Thanks for letting me know" I responded facing my meal of spaghetti eating slowly.

Low-key, I still had feelings for Aaron. I wanted him to come to kiss me again I wanted him all over me I wanna hug till I get his scent!

After school, I went back to the hotel straight reading some books just to while the time off. I thought of the crazy stuff we did together if the weather was cold now it's just me and my big hoodie, a cup of coffee, and a romance novel. Truth be said I think I was slowly turning into a virgin.

I knew Aaron was going through a lot with the way he looked when he pleaded with me that night. But giving off to him, he wouldn't respect me anymore. I love him yes but going back to that toxic nigga? Hell no!

I crashed on my bed alone in the cold room sleeping every other girl was with their boyfriend having sex except for the two lesbians pleasuring themselves right here in the room.

I couldn't take the heat anymore, I slip a finger down my panties making it with my genitals playing with it.

I dialed Aaron's number but quickly cleared it off.

"Dildo vibrator," I thought out aloud.

"Here you go" one of the girls passed the huge dark ribbed monster to me. I walked into the bathroom to try it on. It buried deep into me stretching me beyond measure. The remote control made it more enjoyable as I stuck it to the floor riding the artificial penis as though my life depended on it. I increased the vibration of the monster.

Within minutes I was squirting all over the place crashing to the floor breathing helplessly.

I climbed up into the tub switching on the water forming a lather.

I sat in there for hours washing also just relaxing.

After the shower, I cleaned the new toy and handed it over to the owner.

"You can have it friend" my roommate replied.

I admired my new toy. Although it was right to use that I still kept it anyways.

**

Back to Grandma's house for the weekend. I helped her with all the chores hoping to escape her nagging and happily, I did.

"You are some wife material" grandma would always say when I did a good thing.

My cell phone vibrated it was an unknown number. I picked up the phone and his voice came from the other side.

"Hi, Becky it Aaron...." I quickly cut the call and blocked the number.

He sent countless texts with different numbers and I blocked all the phone numbers not minding how he would feel.

Maybe j took this thing too far with him I should have replied to his text or rather spoke to him.

"Becky!!!"