Chapter 86: Chapter 86

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Everyone is preparing for the funeral of Simoune's father, even Simoune's mommy is preparing for this funeral

Everyone woke up early and they were cooking food that would be later after the funeral, everyone was quietly taking care of things and food

This is the last day Simoune will be able to see her father so it hurts her a lot and she will surely cry when she goes to the cemetery

Simoune woke up with her siblings next to her and she immediately got up together with her siblings and went to the living room in the kitchen where they had to eat at the house, Simoune's face showed sadness because this would be the last time she and her father would meet . Bruce gave Simoune food but she didn't accept it and only made coffee

Simoune just couldn't eat because of the weight of the feeling she was feeling, even if she experienced it, she wouldn't be able to handle the weight she would feel. The body will be very soft because of the pain and sadness that will be felt

SIMOUNE

I already brewed my coffee early, I don't know how I will feel now that I know this is the last time between me and daddy. It's so heavy on me that I can't even talk to Bruce because of the weight I feel, but I have to accept it because I know daddy will also have a hard time if I can't accept his death

After I had coffee, I went back to my room to take a shower. After taking a shower, I put on some makeup and put on a black dress as well as black sunglasses. I immediately went down to the living room and saw that everything was ready for the church, daddy's coffin was closed and it was immediately loaded into the car and we immediately left

"Are you okay? Don't you feel hungry? It's been a few days since you haven't eaten," Bruce said

"I'm not hungry" I briefly said

"As long as you need anything, I'm here. I know what's happening is hard for you, but we have to do it. Uncle needs to rest in the afterlife" Bruce said

I didn't pay attention to him, I just looked out the window of the car and thought. I'm thinking about my fate now that daddy is gone. I'm thinking of the house where there's no daddy to meet me, I won't be able to see, hear, touch and talk to him anymore

When we got to the church, I immediately started to cry, I didn't know how heavy it was! It's hard for me to see daddy here in the church to be blessed because he's dead, I can't even listen to what the pastor in front is saying because I just keep crying. Bruce immediately hugged me and patted my back

After the mass, father called me to say a message to daddy, I wouldn't have stood up and do this to the front but I knew daddy would be sad if I didn't do it

"Hi, Hello. I don't know how to start because it's hard to speak, since the day daddy died I can't eat and I can't do my daily routine because I feel physically, emotionally and mentally lacking. To be honest, I wasn't close to daddy when I was a child, I hated him super not until he talked to me and we both opened up after I realized everything, it was made clear to me that I shouldn't hate him because from the beginning he never left me. He always loved me at my worst even though I didn't want him and even though I pushed him, daddy loved me and loved me very much, it's a shame because the bonding we had didn't last because the Lord took him immediately but I'm still blessed that he is my daddy because he loves me super no matter who I am" I stated while deeply crying

After I spoke in front, everyone immediately messaged each other, I could see the sadness on their faces, especially Lucy because she and daddy are also very close. Everyone is sad, even me I don't know anymore but my eyes are almost swollen from crying. After the mass, we immediately left the church and went to the cemetery while walking, we do this because of the tradition we have

While we were all walking, I started crying, I couldn't stop it but it was really heavy. I don't know when I will be able to move on because the pain is still very fresh in my heart, when we got to the cemetery we dropped flowers one by one on his coffin

"I love you daddy! You may now rest forever" I whispered while crying

After the funeral, we immediately went to the house, while they ate I was just sitting on the sofa and drinking coffee stupidly when Nanny Lily suddenly came and handed me an envelope.

"Where is this from Nanny Lily?" I asked

"That's from your daddy's work" She said

I immediately opened it and read it, it stated that I will be the one to continue daddy's left job at the company where he works. I immediately took my laptop and sent a resume to this company. After I did this, mommy came to me

"Simoune, we are going home. I'm sorry if we need to go home, your uncle still has work abroad so we need to go home now so he can go to work tomorrow" Mommy said

"It's okay mommy, you can go. Thank you for coming and visiting me here" I said

"See you soon dear" Mommy said, She hugged me tightly that's why I hugged her too

"Be careful on your flight" I said

Mommy left, and so did Lucy and Bruce's parents but before they went home they hugged me and said goodbye

"I'm here with you first, Clarisse and I will join you here" Lucy said while hugging me

"Thank you" I said

I am very lucky to have people who never tire of loving me and one of them is Lucy. I am very lucky to have a friend like her. After I emailed the company, it immediately replied to me with what I should do and it made me understand the work left by daddy, it turns out that the work that daddy does is very difficult while I only know about expenses

After I did everything, I immediately fell asleep on the sofa holding my laptop