Chapter 49: Chapter 49
SIMOUNE
I woke up at 9am and I saw Nanny Lily already cooking our breakfast, it looked like me and Nanny Lily were awake because Lucy, Bruce and daddy weren't here yet. I got up and made my coffee
"Oh, you're awake, you can eat breakfast Simoune" Nanny Lily said
"It's okay, maybe I'll eat Nanny Lily later" I said
"You're still sad, aren't you? Because of the posts you saw on facebook and instagram?” Nanny Lily said
"Yes, I never thought I would end up in such a situation, I don't understand why I was left behind, cheated and now being bashed on social media" I said
"Maybe that's the Lord's way to make you stronger! And maybe he's testing your strength, you know he's really preparing the right person for you. You just don't know because you're focused on Vince right now" Nanny Lily said
"Do I really need to be hurt first? Do I really need to feel everything about pain? Nanny Lily" I said
"Of course, rejection and failure are part of life. You know when I saw Vince with you I thought he was really the one for you, that's why I even defended you from Sir when he didn't like Vince. Then I realized that I was wrong, so that's the reason why we need to get to know the person who comes to us really well" Nanny Lily said
"Meaning? Are you dissapointed with Vince?” I said
"Yes, So much! I know how you handle him because I see it every day, I see your smile and your laugh and now all of that is gone. I was also worried about you so much that I supported you with Vince because I knew that would make you happy, but I was wrong. You know when you were kidnapped I couldn't sleep thinking about your situation because I thought it was my fault why you were kidnapped" Nanny Lily said
"Why did you think it was your fault, Nanny Lily, you didn't know it would happen and all of us didn't want it" I said
"That's it, I supported you with Vince without knowing that he was going to destroy you! I hope if I contradicted you about Vince, I hope you didn't stay long, I hope you didn't get hurt" Nanny Lily said
"But it's not your fault Nanny Lily" I said
"It's also not your fault" Nanny Lily said
We stopped talking when daddy came and so did Lucy and Bruce. Nanny Lily served and we ate breakfast. I'm ashamed that Nanny Lily feels ashamed just because I've been hurt, Nanny Lily just loves me so much. I'm really lucky with the people around me
"Hurry up and eat because we are going far away! We will go to Mt. Carmel Chapel is the last place we're going to go, so give it a try" Daddy said
"It's really great uncle! Almost everything we go to is where I want to go. Mt.Carmel Chapel is were I want to be my wedding church, but don't have a boyfriend" Lucy said
"Oh look you're getting married and you don't even have a boyfriend" Bruce tease me
"Wait, I'll have a boyfriend too!!" Lucy said
We laughed because of what Lucy said even though it was really Lucy! Shee is loud and talkative everywhere
"It's good you're eat again today?" Bruce said
"Of course, I'm trying because I don't want to be sad now because we're on vacation" I said
"I'm happy because you're trying to be happy even though I know you're not really happy" Bruce said
"At least I'm forcing it" I said
After we ate, we immediately showered and got ready for our last destination. I hope we can still make it to mass because what time is it? We immediately boarded the van that went straight to Mt. Carmel Chapel, the view that you can see before you arrive at the chapel is so beautiful.
When we arrived at the chapel, there were only a few people there because maybe it was far from town and it was on the mountain itself. We were amazed at the beauty of the Chapel, you can see the green surroundings here at the top! Very nice!
We went inside and attended their last mass in this chapel. We just sat quietly and looked around. I suddenly felt worse, it seems that all the pain I feel has returned but of course I try not to show it, daddy that I am crying so I immediately knelt down and prayed
Lord, I don't know what plan you have for me, who I am for or what future is for me. I don't even know Lord why you are making me feel all the pain right now. Lord, I only loved once but with the wrong person. Why do I have to be hurt so much Lord? I thought Vince was really the one for me but why is he like this? Why am I still chosen to be played with and fooled? Maybe it's your way to get along with Daddy, but God is the hurted me! The pain is pain! It hurts so much that I don't feel like I have anything to face at school, with everything that happened. Fortunately, Trisha and I were okay before we were rescued. Honestly, Lord, I feel bad for Trisha, but what can I do? No matter what I fight, I still lose because there is Mila!
I don't know how long I will be sad like this, but I hope you save me from everything that could happen to me. I hope this pain I feel will end……..
When the mass was over, we went out, no matter how much I hid my tears, it was really obvious
"Did you cry, Simoune?" Daddy asked
I didn't say anything but he hugged me
"I know you prayed all that inside and I hope everything will be okay, because that's what I prayed too. I hope it will be okay and everything will be back to normal" Daddy said
"Thank you daddy" I said
You're welcome, today we will eat at one of the famous restaurants here in Batanes, the Vunong Dinette! They say the food is good, that's why we'll have lunch there and then we'll go back to the hotel because our flight is at 6pm and we should be ready by 3pm and we're going to the airport" Daddy said
So we immediately got into the van and went to Vunong Dinette, when we got here people were very kind and really assisted us while entering the restaurant. Daddy bought the food for us and when the food arrived we were really surprised by the amount there is crab, lobster, Shanghai, pork and others. I don't know the name of the others but they all look delicious, so even I was hungry, we immediately ate and tried all the food that was served to us
"Their food here is really delicious! I made the right choice!” Daddy said
"Oh, take it easy, daddy, you might get high blood" I said
"Of course it's only once so I'll make the most of it, but of course we'll be careful" Daddy said
"Their lobster is super delicious, uncle this is the best!" Lucy said
When we finished eating, Lucy's face showed that she was sad
"Oh, are you frowning?" I said
"It's our last day! Too bad I would have liked to stay here for 5 days but of course we have to go to school so we need to go home" Lucy said
"After your graduation, we will be out of the country with your parents and Bruce so that we can be together and have more fun" Daddy said
When daddy paid, we immediately went out and of course we took pictures, somehow I forget the sadness because I'm with such wonderful people
We boarded the Van and it was almost a long trip back to the hotel. When we got to the hotel, we immediately arranged the things we would take home. After finishing the repairs, Daddy, Lucy, and Nanny Lily went to bed first, so that they would have energy for the flight later
"Oh why aren't you sleeping?" Bruce asked
"Hmmm... I'm not sleepy! And you, why aren't you sleeping?" I asked
"I'm not sleepy either" Bruce said
"I'm just enjoying the view because tomorrow I won't be able to see it anymore" I said
"Isn't it beautiful? We'll be back here next time too” Bruce said
"I hope we can come back here" I said
"Yes, by the way, I'll pick you up on the 1st day of school" Bruce said
"I wonder who will pick me up, right? You're welcome Bruce to do that! But thank you! Thank you for everything" I said
"You're welcome" Bruce said
I think that when I'm about to enter, no one will wear a helmet on me because that's when the relationship that Vince and I had ended. Too bad we didn't make it to the 4th year… It's also disappointing to think that I will see the school and then all the memories that Vince and I have will come back, I can't imagine that I will remember that every day
I decided to turn on the TV and watch a movie while Bruce was cooking a snack for the two of us
"Oh here I cooked you a home made carbonara because it's your favorite" Bruce said
"Thank you!" I said
Bruce and I watched together until Daddy and Nanny Lily woke up
"Oh, have you prepared the things to take to the airport?" Daddy asked
"Yes uncle" Bruce said
"Yes daddy" I said also
"Oh okay, after you watch, get ready because the van will pick us up soon" Daddy said
"Alright daddy, we're about to finish watching it" I said
After we finished watching, we immediately woke Lucy up because she was going to pick us up. Lucy put on makeup and changed her clothes, we did the same thing. We also checked out of the hotel and said goodbye to the staff
When the van arrived, we immediately boarded it and traveled to the airport
"I will miss Batanes!" Lucy said
"Lucy and I, we will miss Batanes!" Bruce said loud
When we got to the airport, we immediately sat down and waited for the announcement, because daddy always wants us to be early. We will have to wait here for 3 hours, but that's okay because the plane might miss us. The longer we wait, the more people go here in airport
"Let's eat dinner first, let's go" Daddy said
We left the airport first just to eat our dinner because we were leaving in a few minutes, It's also tiring to wait here at the airport
"Hurry up and eat because we might be left behind" Daddy said
The five of us ate and went back inside the airport. You can see that it is super crowded and super louded at the airport, there are probably a lot of people because the vacation is coming to an end that's why
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Simoune's last day in Batanes that's why they made the most of the wandering but before everything they went to the famous Chapel which is the Mt. Carmel chapel in Batanes. They were super amazed by what they saw because they witnessed the beauty and uniqueness of this chapel
Simoune couldn't stop being emotional when she entered the chapel because she remembered all the sadness, fatigue and hardship she experienced because of Vince and no matter how hard Simoune tried not to cry, she still cried so her father immediately noticed this and immediately hugged her to remind her to just enjoy life
They also went to Simoune to one of the popular restaurants in Batanes, the Vunong Dinette. They were super amazed by the cooking method and the taste of the food they taste. After they finished eating, they got ready for their flight back to their respective homes and they waited too long at the airport because the vacation is over and the students are going to school, so Simoune's father thought it would be better for them to go to the airport early
They waited almost 3hrs to get on the plane, that's why when they got on the plane they was already tired. Bruce and Simoune are sitting next to each other while Lucy, Nanny Lily and Simoune's father are in the middle of the plane where there are three seats and they are sitting there. Bruce and Simoune were on the side and Simoune was by the window, they fell asleep during the flight
They woke up to find that they were at the airport and they immediately got off the plane and went to the waiting area where someone would pick them up. Lucy was brought to their house and so was Bruce, after that Simoune went home to their house, Simoune immediately went straight to her room and so did her daddy and Nanny Lily rested because of the fatigue of the trip