Chapter 44: Chapter 44
Shiva's pov
I left that place. I started my car driving like a mad man. There's a lot of things in my mind for whom? For why? For what? She endured all this. I'm going to make that person's life hell for sure. I stopped my car in front of Navi's house. Went in
She's standing on garden. She too looked at me
I went to her and hugged her without wasting any seconds
First she was shocked then tried to push me away. I hugged her too tight
Please Navi don't push me. Just hear me what I'm gonna to say...., I said
She obeyed
Sorry d! sorry for everything. Sorry for not being with you when you need me the most. Sorry for leaving you with heavy burden. Sorry for not believing you enough.... I know I'm the one who is a sole reason for everything. But I'm not gonna to simply blame myself instead I want to correct everything. I'm not gonna to act like coward once again Navi, I said slowly with lot of emotion. Without looking at her face I know she's crying
I want to besides you all time. I want to make you happy... I want to behind you to motivate you... I want to give the shoulder when you're sad. I want to hear your words when you're upset. I want to hear all your tantrums when you're childish. I want to make a happy family with you. I want to make a kids with you who gonna to make our family complete. I know I can't change our past but I want to be with you for present and future. I want to tell something for last 6 years. I regret a lot for not saying that. I waited too much for that but today I realized how much you're meant to me... Hear me Navi, I said and loosen my grip.
I love you Navi..... I love you.... I love you.... I love you more than anything and anyone in this world... I love you Navya, I said looking into her eyes. Her eyes only shows tears but it was happy one..
Today I come to know about one thing how much I love her... Simply to say more than my mom...
She's silent I expected this... But tears never stopped
I want to be a medicine for your wound Navi can I??? Very much cinematic dialogue right? I asked to ease this seriousness
This time little very much little smile appeared on her face.
No no no cancel that word can I because I know if I ask then what's your answer... So take it as order or request but I want to hear yes, I said smiling at her and winking at her
Before she said anything I placed kiss on her forehead pouring all my emotion in that kiss.. I know it takes sometime to hear her honest answer.
Now go to sleep peacefully. Good night and don't forget to dream about me darling, I said and left
When I turned to gate I saw Krish looking at me. From his look I know he listen everything. I left to gate I followed him.
Krish I know you listened everything I want to introduce myself personally. I'm Shiva kumar Navi's lover and the who left her in middle, I said last one guilty.
Atlast you did, he said. I looked at him confused.
Your proposal Shiva.. Atlast you proposed her, I looked at him shockingly. He know me who I'm
Few days back I come to know who you're Shiva .. I'm very much glad you're determined to make her happy. She needed you more than everything. Don't leave her this time I hope you're not, he said genuinely
Definitely not Krish. I believe you help me too, I said with little smile
Of course I will for her. She deserves every happiness in her life, he said with smile
I heard about Salini. To be honest I don't know what to say... Let's believe she gonna to come back soon, I said
Thanks Shiva I hope too, he said but pain is clearly shown in his eyes.
I'm not telling this to make you feel better Krish. I truly felt that everything is slowly going back to its place now. Take me and Navi as an example. I'm glad my sister selected an honest person, I said
For her love I worked that much macha, he said smilingly. I wondered how much he trying to behave happily
Don't put anything over on your shoulder Krish. Come to me whenever you want. I'm ready to hear your all things including sadness not only me include Arjun too. We both saw Shalini as our sister, I said honestly
Thanks Shiva, he said confidently.
I left that place. When I sat on the car I saw Arjun car. I looked at him and he looked at Piya who left from Auto.. I'm sure what's his feeling. I left house. Arjun too followed me.
Before I entered into my room he called me.
I want to tell you something Shiva, he said with his voice broken
Arjun pov
He looked at me for an answer. I don't know how to tell this
What? Are you going to stay like this? He asked.
I was silent
Are you crying? He asked
Sorry Shiva, I said
For what? He asked.
I'm also the reason for this misery Shiva, I said
He looked at me keenly.
Five years before piya came to my house, I said
He was shocked. When? He asked
Three months after that things, I said
He was silent
I was having drinks with Karthik and Ashwin. When I entered into my home piya was waiting for me in my garden at night. First I was shocked to see her. But anger on her increased raised very much. I talked every words on my sense only
Flashback starts
What are you doing here? I yelled at her
I want to talk to you Arjun. You didn't attend my calls or message. So I personally comes to meet you. So please hear Arjun, she begged. I never saw Piya like this. It increased my anger
I don't want to hear anything. Get out, I said
Arjun please let me..., before she said anything I cut her off
Don't you know what is the meaning for get out? Before I did anything leave this place, I shouted at her
Arjun.., she begged
What do you want Piya? How can you come to someone's place at this time? Oh sorry I forgot! You girls like this only right? I said planing to make her hurt. But it's hurt me more.
Arjun please help me Navi is not like that, She said
Great going girl. Here I'm talking about you badly and you begged for her. Where's that fiery girl goes? Or that too acting? I asked
Arjun something is wrong Navi is...., I cut her
Yes you guys are wrong... What Navi Navi Navi..... She accepted that truth herself only... Don't you girls have any shame? How can you hurt him this much? You too with Navya right then you too are like this only how can I forgot that? Do you guys do this business in hotel or that house? I asked her. She slapped me hard. That ignited my anger more
How dare you to slap me you sl** ? What do you think you're? Your friend planning to make my friend fall and you planned that tricks on me? Even I too believed when you proposed me that time.... How cunning! Thank god I never felt anything for you otherwise..... I don't even want to think about that.... You acting never worked on me girl! Now why are you acting? Why your customers left you? Did they find you bore? Do you want money from me? Or do you want s**? Or both? I asked disgustingly.
She looked at me hurt but I don't want know to acknowledge that
I was really sorry for you when I heard your story. But you deserved this only Piya. You're birth mom know this from your birth that's why she died after giving birth to this garage, I said
Go to pubs there you see rich guys. Pleasure them then you get what you want.... I don't want to see this disgusting face, I said. That time She left from that place and my life.
Flashback ends.
May be if I heard her that day you don't guys don't have this cruel life, I said. He's silent
Shiva I'm sorry, I said this time slowly.
Did she proposed you? He asked. I was stunned with his question
Yes, I said slowly
You hide so much things from me Arjun, he said
I'm sorry, I said again
Do you ask this to her? He asked. I was silent
I'm not the right one to say you're wrong Arjun. My silent and your words hold same meaning only. I hope you know that you're wrong. If you're not going to acknowledge your feelings then atleast ask for her forgiveness, he said
I just nodded.
From tomorrow onwards we have lot of works to do. So go to sleep at least try, he said and left.
I don't worth for her love not even for her forgiveness. I intended to hurt her that day because of what I seen before. Now I want to know who's behind all this for why they make me and Piya break apart??
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