Chapter 27: Chapter 27

Shiva's pov

She love me too, I said

What? Arjun asked

Navi loves me too. I'm not cheated by her, I said.

Hey....do you know what you're blabbering now? Are gone mad? Ashwin shouted at me.

Ashwin relax! I'm not mad or blabbering. I know what I'm talking infact this time I'm more than sure in my decision, I said

What the hell you decide now? Ashwin asked

I'm not going to get engaged with Keerthi.. I just live my life how I want, I said

Shiva I think you take this decision in hurry. Think more it's your life, Arjun said

No Arjun it's not only my life it's Keerthi's also. That's why I decided it, I said

What? Karthick asked

Yes Karthik, I never feel anything towards her. I just agreed to this marriage because of Navi. That day I saw Navi with her son she looks the happiest. I just want to make her feel for her decision that's why I agreed to keerthi. But now I know, how fool I'm! Just because of my jealousy feeling I decided to spoiled Keerthi life too. Is she married me then her life is disastrous. Now tell me you want me to spoiled her life,I asked

But why now? If you're really feel that way then you can cancel it before? Why you decided this now? Karthik asked.

I sighed. These days I just thought I hate Navi completely and she's nothing in my life. But I have a clear answer now, I said

What? Arjun asked

I love her. I never try to hate her. From the time I met her, I decided she's mine. She never make my decision false. Every time my respect for her is increased. Infact I don't know why I love her. But every time I see her my heart flutters. You guys may think it's Obsession. But it's not. But after she left me all of sudden. I thought I hate her and try to forget her. But in reality no day has passsed without her thoughts. These five years I blame her for my situation. Even some day I hate myself for love her like that. After these five years I saw her with her own family that what makes me mad. I want her to regret for her decision to leave me. That's why I signed with Krish company. I want to show my victory to her and try to humilate her that why I appointed her as my PA. But nothing can workout as I thought. I want to make her pain but never I felt satisfied after seeing that. Her pain make me feel worthless and more importantly it's makes pain more. I never allowed anyone to badmouthing about her because of my love. These all days I thought I hate her but it's not. It's just my anger on her because she left me. But my anger is like a dust comparing to my love, I said slowly but confidently

No one uttering anything against my words. After few minutes Karthik asked, what about her cheating? Did you forgive it too?

No Karthik. I believe her. She never cheated me. I must have believed her from that time. My Navi is definitely not like that. She loves me too.. I see that on her eyes even yesterday, I said

Why Shiva? You see her yesterday only or she wear some mask in all these days? Karthik yelled but it's really show his anger

I didn't said anything. Hey.... Answer my questions. Because of your silent you left her that day, Karthik said

Never in these five year he interfere or talked about Navi. But why he yelled now? I thought

Leave it Karthik, Arjun said.

I never interfere when you guys are talking so you have to do that same, Karthik shouted at him

Hey.... What are you talking? Just stop your nonsense, Ashwin said to Karthik

You just stop your shit. You definitely don't have any rights talk. You lost it when you said those words about a girl. Do you ever think about your words Ashwin. Even if it's true you don't have to talk her like that. Once upon a time you called her sister but never in your life you think that. If you think her as your sister then you definitely never said those words. What will you do if she's also victim? Did you get back your words? Zip it off your mouth Ashwin, Karthik yelled. Seriously I never saw him this anger

Did you know something that we don't know Karthik? Why are you supporting Navi this much? Arjun asked

For a minute he didn't said anything.

I just thought her as my sister and I didn't believe this shit, he said

I'm really regret that Karthik. I must believed her that time. That time I believed her words more than her eyes. Now I think she must have some reason for her doing. I have to beside her that time. I'm really regretting, I said lowly

Hey....are you gone mad? What are you talking now? You believed her? What's a reason for that? Don't blame yourself Shiva because everything evidence is state that she's gold digger even she accepted herself. But now you guys blabbering about the past... Bullshit, Ashwin yelled me

We didn't said anything

Just tell one reason to believe her Shiva? Ashwin asked

Her love it's enough for me to believe her, I said.

So what you want now? You want to married her? Arjun asked

I want her to be happy, I said

What?? Arjun asked

Only thing I know is she's not happy now. She's in pain. From the day I saw Navi on Krish office I know she's not the same one I love. I don't know what it is. I want to see my Navi once again who enjoyed her life the most. It's not mean I want her. I'm not like that person who snatch Other's mom or wife. I want her to be happy with her family. Don't think I'm saint. It's my love for her. I love to see my love to be happy, I said.

What about your life then? Ashwin asked

I'm going to believe karma. I don't think I'm that bad at all. So let's karma do it's work, I said smilingly

What's a use in this Shiva? Are you gain anything for doing all this? Ashwin asked

Her Happiness that's enough for me, I said. For few minutes no one talked anything

You're great da. You're truly good one. I love you macha. Don't worry do what you I always with you, Arjun said and hugged me.

I wish to have the best life, Karthik said

So you guys accepted his decision? Ashwin asked

Did you see Shiva this much relaxed or happy in these 5 years? Arjun asked Ashwin

He didn't said anything.

Your silent is my answer for that I choose to help him Ashwin. You also want this so don't act. It's not like marriage is the only medicine to heal his pain. His happiness is her happiness. Just let him do what he wants, Arjun said

I hugged Ashwin and said, Sorry idiot for hurting you guys. He punched my stomach and hugged me back and said, you take this long to be back idiot. I really miss you macha.

We smiled our group smiled after a long time. I missed this for long time

After a lot of talk and teasings. Karthik asked me, Shiva what will you do if Navi is not married?

Don't be over greedy, I said

Take it as hypothetical question, Karthik said

Then..... I'm not a loser to lost this heavenly chance. I will make her mine and let her be my queen, I said

I wish she's not married, karthik said lowly

But I clearly heard that. I too wish some magic like that to happen..... I sighed

Hey.... What will you say to your family for breaking this engagement? Arjun asked

That's why I have you idiots. Don't you guys get some beating for me from Keerthi's dad and her brother, I said

Youuuuuu everyone started beat me......