Chapter 113: Chapter 113

CIARA'S POV.

It was unexpected, she gave a short speech but I knew the truth was what I wanted to hear.

“learn to live baby girl, just let it off, whatever weight you've placed off on your shoulders, let the weight off okay?.” I stared at her, unable to decipher much meaning to her words, that sounded nothing like the bit of information I had meant to hear, it was not the best part i was guessing..

“I am living now aren't I?.” I asked fondly, still moving intent and forth in my words.

“you aren't, okay?, we've been friends, we've been honest with each other and I'm telling you to just go up with the fun and feel the breeze, you see evans.. I'll be straight up honest with you. He is most women's dreams, like a freaking Greek god level of fine, he's wealthy, he's healthy, he's got a good thing going in his life, family is well catered for, he's booming in business but then you… there's you in the whole story.”

I squinted my brows in a slanted and questioning manner while I listened to her words. I was not so sure ,what it was that I wanted anymore, the bloody truth to it all, or just that she needed to stop.

Of course I was not bothered about flora calling him fine, she was any friend and I understood where she was coming from and headed to with that description, it would have been all hell let loose if it winded up somehow on Elena's end.

“yeah, me? What did I do wrong? Is not being materialistic an offense?I've been upright all my life and thanks to me not being immoral the whole world is doomed? I am doomed?.” I questioned flora who was probably regretting her life choices.

I didn't want the whole anger to be washed up in her face, however I knew I had my plans, the one she failed to yield to and I knew what I wanted and most still is as determined asf to get it.

“You see. You on the other hand my friend, you are a whole different story, you look good of course, hot even but you know how many women out there rooting for your man? Hoping his marriage plan fails or something, women who would throw out their life to end up with him… women with better figures, tight faces, perky boobs…”

“Okay enough! I think I understand where you are headed to.” I cut into her words as I realized that maybe I was not just stable enough to be mentally prepared for anything , it was that she had to blurt out again..

I asked for the truth but I didn't mean for her to be so blunt and brutal in her words.

“There are other women who want him so what?, it's fine…he loved me anyways and I would not doubt him for a bit if that is how he thinks and sees things to be, so why get all cranky and worked up?.” I asked her.

Although flora was merely helping because she asked for it and I didn't want to end up sounding as a loser I kept to my silence, however somehow,  down, it felt more like she was judging me and that was not the best thing I needed.

“All I'm saying to here is,  he loves you, that's a valid reason, but men change, things change, people change and time changes as well, so how about you stop acting like a nagging housewife who neglects a beautiful gift and actually puts it to use.

Wear firm dresses, lighten up your countenance, give yourself that breathing space, you are with a child so what, he's merely a few months and you.

You have tons of women to win against, it builds up your self confident a whole lot, helps you also attain respect in  a aspects and the likes, simply put everything end up well, besides I'm sure the gifts would be pretty when on you than stored up  in a back room filled with other gifts… common make him proud , make him smile.

Let him go out with you and make all his colleague friend, foe

Or a frenemy too stunned to speak, walk with utter elegance and act like you had no idea about what you had been doing, and trust me, you'll maintain your home.”

I knew she was the best, flora… she certainly was more determined than anyone else to have things my way and it helped… her explanation did lighten something in me, but then again maybe I should have thoughts harder and faster.

She was right, I needed to show him appreciation in one thing or another.

It only added more  to my mental state as I began to think about my last decisions and thoughts.

Had I been dressing like a tarp all along, like some fucking loser.. The way she had explained, bits by the wash it was flora spoke I felt more elegant in my head and I knew what it was that I needed to do already.

I needed that breathing space.

“Now girl I have to be somewhere in twenty four minutes, there's a client waiting for me, and if I get late, maybe we'll catch up  another time?.” she asked don't and I nodded, as we both drew each other into a tight hug.

“I love you okay, and you had better get yourself pulled together, anything other than good news and signs of improvement I would not take from you, especially those jokes, so go on and be a boss.”

She blew me a kiss and waved me goodbye as she walked out of the room headed towards the door and finally out behind it.

I was still… blown away I guess.

It was flora after all, she had gotten late to wherever it was that she was headed and still managed to get herself looking like a star celebrity when she whisked away.

“where is flora?She went out  already.. So soon?.'' Evans asked as he walked towards little Alfred who had begun dosing yet again.

“She went out for a bit, but then again… we need to go shopping, Evans, I need new clothes.”