Chapter 32: Chapter 32

Chapter 32: Realization

Kendra’s P.O.V:

Victor stared at me for a good few seconds, looking unsure at first, but then I saw a storm cloud his beautiful green eyes and he was hauling me to him with his hands possessively around my neck and his lips were claiming mine with a fierceness that I’d never felt before.

My lips felt tender and swollen by the time he left us up for air, but I pulled him back in for another kiss before he could pull back. This one was just as fierce, just as passionate and I knew that Victor was no longer holding back. He was letting me feel all his anger, all his pain and all his want. And it made my chest ache to have this in my life forever.

But that thought was gone just as soon as it had formed as Victor used his hands to cup my breast over the silk of my night shirt. I sucked in a breath and it gave him the opportunity to thrust his tongue inside my mouth and taste every nook and cranny.

Victor fumbled with the buttons of my shirt but when it was taking too long, he bunched the two sides in his hands and ripped off the shirt, making all the buttons fly in different directions, revealing the plain white underwear I’d worn underneath.

Victor broke the kiss to look down at me. “Now that was a surprise,” he said hoarsely before pulling the shirt off of my body. “I wasn’t expecting you to look hot in plain white underwear, but you do. And I want them off.”

I shoved at his shoulders. “You too.” I indicated at his fully clothed form.

Victor got off the bed to take his clothes off and I took the opportunity to unhook my bra and slip my panties down my legs. I was already wet for him and my panties held proof. Why was it that even after us being together several times, he could still make me lose my mind with the barest of touches.

“Sit at the edge of your bed and spread your legs,” Victor ordered as he finished undressing.

“What?” I asked a little startled.

“Sit on the edge and spread your legs.” Victor repeated. “You asked for no holds bar, I’m giving it to you. Tonight, you do exactly as I say, Kendra.”

I felt colour rise up my cheek as I moved to the edge of the bed and hesitantly, spread my legs for him. But Victor wasn’t satisfied.

“Wider.” He snapped. “I want to see deep inside you. I want you to feel it when I look at you and I want it to feel good for both of us.”

Tentatively, I spread my legs as wide as they’d go, opening myself for his eyes and I felt a wave of vulnerability that I’d never felt before. By now my cheeks were bright red and it was then that I felt Victor’s hands on my cheek.

I hadn’t realized that I’d closed my eyes until then, and when I looked up at Victor’s green orbs, I found the anger dissipate and he was looking at me with something akin to love.

I sucked in a breath as Victor slowly caressed my cheeks and then my neck. “You blush with your entire body,” he told me huskily as he traced the direction with his fingers. “It starts from you cheek, goes down your neck and straight to your breasts.”

Before I knew it, he was down on his knees in front of me with his hands fondling my breasts. I arched my head back as the sensation spread through me like electricity. A moan left my lips and it seemed to encourage Victor to go further.

He took one of my nipples into his mouth while his hands worked on my neglected breasts and it was driving me further and further towards my climax. Victor switched breasts with his mouth and then he pulled back to look me in the eyes. “I want to lick every inch of you, Kendra. I want to feel your taste on my tongue at all times. But right now, I want to taste your sweet honey.”

And he did just that. Licking and sucking at my lower lips until my entire body was trembling and there were dark spots in my vision. He thrust his fingers inside of me and pumped them in and out while his tongue continued to torture my clitoris. And then, he caught my clitoris between his teeth...and gave it a tiny bite.

I screamed and fell back on the bed as I came all over his face. My orgasm rocked through me, making my entire body shudder and my vision went blank. For a few moments, I was lost in ecstasy, blissfully aware of anything else in my surrounding. But when I came down from that high, I was overcome by a crushing need to have Victor inside me.

“Now, Victor!” I screamed when I could speak again. “I can’t wait any longer! Please!”

As Victor came to join me on the bed, there was no foreplay, none was needed. We were both ready for each other, ready to be lost in each other. He took me to new highs and when we came crashing down, he was there to catch me. I felt like I’d lost a part of myself in him and found a piece of him in me. It felt like we had truly become one.

Victor didn’t just satisfy me physically, but there was no one like him in the world. Some he understood me in ways no one could, not even Grace and Ty. He gave me my space when I need it but he also pushes me to my limits and that’s what made him special. He makes me want to be a better person, a better version of myself and most of all, he makes me feel safe, wanted...loved.

And it was at that point that I realized that I’d fallen in love with him; my best friend’s younger brother. My Victor.