Chapter 74: Chapter 74
She couldn't bring herself to turn around and stare at him, she just kept her head buried in her palm. Jesse moves her hair from her back and planted soft kisses on her back. His nose touches her neck skin, he inhales her sweet smell. He couldn't resist that sweet smell that lovely aroma, coming from her and her reaction to his touch didn't help matters, his fingers slowly move the zipper of her gown and pushed it off her shoulder, revealing a birthmark, and he press his lips on the birthmark.
She crumble inside, she couldn't control herself now take it anymore, she had never experienced something like this before now, and even if she did, she couldn't remember if anyone had done this to her before, she let out a soft moan.
Her back meet his chest, and as a result of her leaning on his chest, he didn't think twice before turning her to himself, he was scared of her, her lips were red and tempting, only the heavens know how much he want to taste that lips of hers, but not without her permission, he is not going do that to any woman and this angel standing in front of him will not be an exception
He found himself pressing her to his chest, hugging her tight. This act of his is more of telling him that, he wanted her to read her heart, she listen to his heart, it was beating fast, yet that sound has a rhythm, that is producing the sound of love, which shows how deeply he is in love with her, for a second, her ear couldn't believe what she is hearing, she pushed him slowly from herself.
What are you doing?
Making you listen to my heart since I am not good with words.
But I don't want to.
Why? I too feel the same from your heart, your heart is telling me, what my own heart is telling you. She parted her lips to say something but not a word came out, he looked at her and then lower his lips making them meet her ears.
I try to keep it, I try to avoid you, but I don't want you avoiding me. it breaks my heart to realize that, you are avoiding me and will leave as soon as you recall your passed.
He kissed her cheeks, instead of her parted lips. She pinned her lips to suppress her moan.
What if I am married? She said, Jesse caresses her cheeks.
Then I will be heartbroken for the rest of my life.
He move his lips and kissed her earlobe and asked.
I know you know I love you and you love me too.
His soft voice send shivering into her body, she let out another moan, this time, she lifted her hand voluntarily and circle it around his neck then whispered.
No, I don't.
Jesse smiled, this time, he is sure that, she felt the same way towards him, even though she kept denying it, her reaction had given him the answer that he deserves. He lower his lips, and kissed her neck, she felt intoxicated by the things Jesse is doing to her body.
He kissed her neck and collarbone, her nails dug a hole in his shoulder.
Do you love me?
This time, Angel couldn't say a word, she hugged him tight, but this devil of Jesse pulled her slightly from his embrace and cupped her face, causing their eyes to meet, his gaze move to her lips, and slowly he moved his lips towards hers, their lips is just an itch away from each other.
Maybe after this, you will be able to answer.
Even after saying those words he didn't make the move to kiss her, though he is dying to taste her lips, he wanted her to give him the go signal, her lips quivering on their own and she was willing to close the gap between them.
Capture his lips with hers, the softness of her lips is captivating and inviting, making him lose his sanity and he wanted more, more of her inviting lips. He couldn't stop at merely tasting her lips, he wanted to be inside her mouth, and their tongues clicking together. Waves of pleasure and want to go through her veins, making her blood hot with needs.
She didn't have an idea of what she was feeling, she can't remember if she had experienced this, her inability to remember simply means one thing, that no one had done that to her before, Jesse invaded her lips when he waited for her to pushed him away and she didn't, Dr. Kang, his friend had told him that, doing something that with the young lady, that she had involved in before now, will trigger her memory, he doesn't know if he should be happy or sad that, what he is doing to her didn't bring any memory.
Yes, he is happy and sad at the same time, happy that, she has never had any sexual partner before now and sad that she couldn't recall anything that will make her memory comes back so they could live happily after now. What irony. He is not just thinking of now but the future, thinking of spending the rest of his life with a woman that he doesn't have an idea who is.
The kiss turned deeper and deeper every second till their breath run out, he free her lips for her to catch her breath, but he ended up creating a hickey on his neck, with every layer of her wears falling from her body one after the other, that restrictions that Jesse had wanted to hold between them, now it's out the window when did he become a beast, that wants nothing but to devour his prey, deep inside her want to breach that law in his heart, never to take advantage of a lady, what about the woman in front of him, is she ready to breach that law. Go all the way with him.
Jesse look into her eyes, her head was still down, processing what just happened between the two right now. Slowly she raised her eyes, when she finally recovered from the intimacy between them, she is still trembling but not as bad as the first time.
She could read that stare in his eyes, it is one waiting for approval to finish what he started, she pinned her lips together and force her feet to move, her body wanted more, wanted the man to finish everything he start but she needed to be safe and safe means, she had to regain her memory, she doesn't want to hurt the man in front of her.
Jesse understands that moving her gaze from him is the only want to show that they should stop, and he too takes a step back.
I will go on now.
Just when he turned to leave, Angel parted her lips and speak.
Give me time to regain my memory then I will let you do everything you wish to do with me.