Chapter 63: Chapter 63

Alexia slowly moves her eyes and head from his shoulder and stared at the man those words came out of his mouth, she was surprised, she wasn't expecting Beck to say that she wasn't thinking the man, the general with ice heart is saying this.

Beck runs his hand on her bare neck, he pecks her lips. I love you, I have always loved you, right from the first day, I saw you on the ship deck. Alexia looks at him. Yes, right there on the ship deck, you were dancing without music, and your hair was flowing like the wave of the sea, I knew right from the first day, that you are trouble for me, I need to avoid you like a plague, if not you will be my downfall.

Did you know that I was supposed to get married on that cruise?

No, I have no idea, I only saw you in danger and did go after you, my instinct couldn't let me leave you alone, I felt more obligated to protect you, I should protect you at all cost, it was after I am safe you from those men that is when I realized that, you are the girl that I saw at the deck the previous night, and every day we spend at that island, I try to avoid you, especially after that kiss, because I am afraid that I might end up messing with your body, using your body to satisfy myself, I never thought that, those feelings where inside of me, I was scared of love and woman.

You were scared of women? Beck sucks her neck.

My mom and dad were going to have their marriage annulled but they have to take that last trip before their divorce because of business, and they need to appear as a couple, a lovely couple in front of everyone, they were an ambassador for love exist even after marriage. How ironic! Preaching about love when there is no love between you and your spouse, Mom, and Dad have always fought because Mom found her first love, the man she loves while forced into marrying Father because of a business alliance, they had no idea that I know what is going on, they always put up a front face, that they are fine in front of me, that plane crash put an end to their life.

I am sorry.

It's fine, I still wanted to take the risk of falling in love when I met you, but the truth is, I found out that you were the prime minister's daughter and you were supposed to get married to your childhood best friend, I hated the fact, that I kissed you when you have a fiancee, and to think you are going back to him.

I was...

I felt hurt, and broken that I opened my heart to someone that is like my mom and Ashley, my grandmother's daughter that could only think of themselves, not concerning others in their life and their feelings. Going to war, was one way of distracting myself, they all said that I was running away because of my feelings for you, the war was my means of distraction and hiding under it.

I thought you don't love me, you were rude to me.

I was only doing what is best for my heart, I didn't know if you are still with Xander, I don't want to put my heart on the line, and you were coming too strong, throwing yourself at me. Alexia facepalms. Don't worry, I like it because am I slow in admitting my feelings and the king of denial, you have nothing to worry about, I found out that you are no longer with him and that he cheated on you with your best friend and he is now in prison. Alexia looks at him. When you left last night, I went back to my grandfather to get your dad's number, I call and he told me everything, I know everything, and Leah, I am going to help you find her, I already have her picture and her full name, so I will help my love. She blushed as Beck called her love.

She claimed his lips, taking Beck unaware, pressing her bare chest on Beck, he too kissed her at the same pace, he is going too far when his hand meets her bosom.

We should stop, dress up, and let me take you home.

Why?

You should know my entire body long for you and I might not hold back because I have missed you and those times that we are apart and your...

Shut up, and stop being a pervert.

The thing should be, stop making me a pervert. Alexia facepalm, she hugged Beck thinking she is dreaming and that if she is dreaming, she doesn't want to wake up, now that Beck had voiced his feelings for her, she is going to make everything work.

Beck couldn't stop thinking about Alexia, she dress up and sneak out, she doesn't want anyone to see her comes out from Beck's room, as much as she want to tell everyone that Beck and she are now an item, she is careful, so as not to create a scandal for herself and Beck.

Beck, on the other hand, couldn't sleep, he can't believe that he was able to tell Alexia his feelings, right from the beginning, he knows he love Alexia and Alexia didn't look like one of those desperate bitch like Ashley nor like his late mother.

She is different and fits into that dream woman of his choice, he loves her and wants her to himself, he doesn't want to see anyone with her, she is now his woman and he is going to keep her to himself. Especially men, any man that comes closer to him, is going to kill him. Silly! He curses his actions.

He smiled and grinned on his own, he is acting crazy and stupid at the same time, he can't believe he is acting like a teenager in love, after all, is his first time falling in love and Alexia is his first love, he has so many things to learn about love and women, not any woman but the one, he wants to spend the rest of his life with.

Whoa! For the first time, in his life, he had fallen in love and he is now in a relationship. Taking the word relationship, Alexia's face popped into his eyes, he facepalm himself, Jesse would have teased him non-stop if he had seen him this way. Acting like a teenager in love.