Chapter 36: Chapter 36

Chapter 36

Harry

I am lying in her bed, I have been waiting for her for close to thirty minutes. That’s not normal she cannot be in the bathroom for that long. Is she okay? Is anything bothering her? Should I go in there?

I push the thoughts away, going in there should be a messed idea.

I hope she is okay.

The door clunks open and when she finally comes out, she looks beautiful and angelic. I swear she ignites a very intense feeling in me. It’s very normal and what I am going to do is simple, I will ask her out today. I roll my eyes, then what?

‘’Hey, you don’t have to run away. I have seen you.’’ She doesn’t turn to look at me.

‘’Please get out, I need to wear my uniform.’’

‘’Thanks for welcoming me home, beautiful. Is that the way you welcome the people you haven’t seen in weeks?’’

I sit up when I ask her that. The door is locked so, I am sure no one is going to interrupt us. I open my arms and call her name. She turns and looks at me unsure of what to do.

There is literally no time wasted because she runs into my open arms and when her warm body touches mine, I get hard without a struggle.

Our lips meet up without being told and the kiss is salvage, fierce and ferocious. She has sweet lips, no doubt.

I know it is wrong but I am not leaving this place feeling this hard. Janet has left to God knows where and Aliana has gone somewhere too. The only people in this place are my beautiful Clarita and I.

I kiss her gently until she gets to the bed. I want her to let me, I will not force her to do anything. She is innocent and has a good heart. If she has missed me the way I have missed her, then she will let us have a sweet moment.

My hands move to her breast but she slaps it away making me pull away from the kiss. ‘’What you want to do isn’t right,’’ she says with a shaky voice and her face is all flashy.

‘’Sorry, I am here to take you out for breakfast.’’ ‘’I am working.’’ She responds with authority.

‘’I don’t care, I am taking you out period!’’

‘’Who are you to command me around?’’

Hey, I am sorry beautiful. My moods are just all over.’’

‘’Are you pregnant or something?’’

‘’Something. Now, can I please take you out for breakfast?’’ she doesn’t respond, I am sure she ignores it on purpose.

‘’Where have you been?’’ she asks quietly.

‘’Somebody missed me?’’ I ask teasingly but she shakes her head.

‘’Where have you been all these weeks?’’

‘’I was held up at work, I needed to concentrate on my work, something I cannot do when I am close to you.’’

‘’How do you mean?’’

‘’I mean that you make my heart race, you make my blood boil and you give me goosebumps all over my body, when I am with you, I give you all my thoughts hence work isn’t possible completely.’’ She blushes making me chuckle.

‘’What does that mean?’’

‘’That I want you badly, that I love you and the chemistry between us is strong. Uncontrollable even.’’

‘’Does that define what love is?’’ those questions are tough. I know I should respond honestly but they are super tough.

‘’Not exactly but it’s in the mix.’’ She laughs sarcastically.

‘’I am not a sex object. You have been away and I don’t know what you have been doing, now if you don’t mind, I need to do important things here. Get out.’’

‘’Please …’’

‘’I said get out!’’ she commands loudly.

‘’You are so bossy,’’ I comment casually.

‘’Really now?’’ she shakes her head after asking the rhetoric question? ‘’You haven’t seen the bossy side of me yet.’’

I move and sit on the edge of her bed. When she glares at me, I lie on my back, the position I was in before she came out of the bathroom. I wonder what her problem is.

‘’I want to meet the bossy Clarita.’’

‘’You are so stubborn, Harrison!’’ she says then walks to the closet, I keep stealing glances at her and her choice of what to wear is really great.

She picks a chocolate brown bandage dress and nice cream wedge shoes. The dress fits her nicely and I know what that means, she has a great shape, I don’t know why she covers it in the long dresses when she looks great.

She walks away when she is done and I follow her immediately falling into step. I try to hold her hand but she resists and I let her.

I open my car’s door but she challenges me. She opens the back door and sits there. ‘’You cannot do this to me, beautiful.’’

‘’Watch me do it.’’

‘’You look lovely. I don’t want to ride without you in the front. Please do me a favour.’’ She smiles slightly but doesn’t move one bit.

‘’I am okay here.’’ She says gently.

‘’You are not. I want you with me.’’

‘’Under one condition and if you don’t keep that, I will leave and find my way back here.’’

‘’I am listening. Anything for you, beautiful.’’ I guess right now, I am willing to do anything for her. I love her that much.

‘’Alright, but keep your itchy hands to yourself. Don’t touch me inappropriately and if you do, then you won’t like me.’’

‘’That’s hard, beautiful,‘’ I protest loudly.

‘’Then I will just ….’’

Okay, I give up, Clarita. I love you so much and I can do anything for you.’’ ‘’Anything?’’ I nod.

‘’I mean it. Anything.’’ She hops out and moves shotgun. She buckles up and faces outside. I don’t exactly appreciate that but hey, she is with me and that’s very important.

I drive at a very low speed. I ordered someone at my secret apartment to make breakfast for the two of us and I hope she does a good job.

No one except Anita knows about that apartment and she only knows because I had to use her to get the apartment cleaned. She didn’t exactly do it herself but she made someone do it under her supervision. Right now, she should have made breakfast and left because I want a private moment with my Clarita.

‘’Where are we going?’’

‘’Somewhere where no one will disturb our peace,’’ I tell her certainly. I want to be in a quiet place, have her be as close to me as she possibly can, let her lie on my chest as I feel her warm body close to mine. I want to know what her heart is saying I want to learn what she likes and what she doesn’t like. I almost screwed up minutes ago and that would have been really wrong.

‘’What makes you think that I want to spend my day where no one will disturb our peace?’’ she asks and I pull down slowly by the side of the road. I look at her with a frown on my face but I take my frowning back when I see a sweet leer on her face.

‘’You …’’

‘’Jeez! I am joking, Mr. Williams.’’ I don’t know what happens next but the kiss has never been that sweet, so wet and sensual. I can feel within me that I am enjoying the sweet kiss and I know she is too.

‘’You are so sweet, beautiful,’’ I tell her when I pull away and I don’t let her respond to me. I capture her lips one more time in a deep, wet and fierce kiss. She ignites in me something I want to feel for the rest of my life.

I pull back way too soon and step on the gas like the mad man that I am. There is totally no traffic on the road since we’re going against it so, we’ll be there shortly.

When we get there, she is obviously surprised at how big the house is but she doesn’t say anything. I have realized that she doesn’t talk much, she is a girl of few words that are never meant to offend anyone.

There’s food on the table but I take it from the way she is looking at me that she wants some more kissing.

I wrap an arm around her waist and walk with her upstairs. My gargantuan bed which is lying proudly in the middle of my enormous bedroom hasn’t been used for a while now.

It may seem so awkward but Clarita is basically the very first woman I am bringing into this apartment. Most of the time, I took girls home or maybe I took them to a lodging.

The person paid to take care of this place is doing a great job and I cannot deny the fact that I haven’t been here for a while. I spend most of my time at Aliana’s with Clarita and that’s the reason why I have abandoned my palace so much.

‘’You got such a nice place.’’ She comments quietly startling my thoughtful self.

‘’You think so?’’ she nods. ‘’Okay, can it be our place instead of my place?’’ she smiles with a flush well-hidden on her face.

‘’You such a dreamer, Harrison.’’

‘’When the dream concerns the beautiful she? I don’t mind having it even in a broad daylight. I want you to be the one completely occupying my dreams and I want to make sure that they are as beautiful as you.’’ I explain patiently. I don’t miss her blush. I walk her towards the bed and when she turns, our lips meet yet again and they are perfectly made for each other based on the way they lock up perfectly.

I want to try what I did earlier but I fear she might be mad at me so, I bring my lips and I bite nipples gently and when I hear a moan, I know that’s my prompt to make her feel sweet again.

She doesn’t resist until I lay her on my mammoth bed. I totally don’t remember that Clarita has never had a man before, I tear her hymen with my huge manhood and she cries painfully. She, however, doesn’t let me go. She holds me so tight and I try to thrust but that’s impossible.

‘’Are you sure you wanna do this?’’

‘’Just shut up and do it already!’’

I want to do it slowly so, I make sure that my wet lips are on her nipples as I make very slight movements. She tries to gyrate her hips but trust me I know she is in pain. I have never had a virgin before and despite the feeling I have in me for being her first in her life, I probably may never have another virgin because one she is mine for life and I will respect that and two, I hate making someone feel this hurt. I know what is going to happen next, there is pleasure building in me and by the way, she is moving, I know the same is happening to her and she explodes after a few minutes then I follow immediately.

I have never felt such inclination. She has made me feel the best this morning and I swear I will forever hold onto the same.

She doesn’t want to look at me in the eyes and I understand her. She is still new to the feeling so, I will give her time to come around.

She goes to the shower and I desperately hope that she will not hate me for being that cruel to her. She smiles once she’s out of the shower but it is so clear that she is in so much pain. She must be sore. I smile back and ask her what she felt.

‘’Am I meant to explain the feeling to you?’’ she asks quietly.

‘’Not exactly, beautiful but you can tell me just one thing,’’

‘’Mh!’’

‘’Are you happy or do you hate me? Are you by any chance regretting anything?’’

‘’Those are too many things, you know?’’

‘’Yeah, just tell me already.’’

She shakes her head. ‘’On the contrary, I am feeling the pain but that was one hell of pleasure. I don’t hate you, neither do I regret it because it was a high time I felt it. I remember Tabby and Janet told me that I didn’t know what I was missing but now I know. They usually refer to me as a baby but I believe now I am an adult. There was a mixture of feeling, pain, and pleasure so, I am yet to know exactly what it entails.’’

I smile at her. ‘’I will give you more if you allow me to,’’ she rolls her eyes when I tell her as I hold her hand leading her downstairs to have some breakfast.