Chapter 33: Chapter 33

"Mina!" Tranz called me but I wasted no time looking back at him.

As I expected ...

That's right, Tranz, chase, so I don't get bored with the game between the two of us.

I continued walking to the car while my bodyguards supported me.

"Mina, wait!" Tranz called again as I got in the car. “Wait a minute, Mina. Let's talk first. ” I turned to him. "Please?" He scratched his neck and grinned.

Tranz's hair is messy and it doesn't seem to know what a comb is. His white polo was tangled — I’m not sure though if the color was white or a natural dirty white. By the glimpse of him, I’m sure he had just settled down on drugs. He’s high than the Mt. Everest.

"Why?" I asked and nodded to the bodyguards who were blocking between the two of us so they sidestepped.

"I missed you, eh." I glared at him and was about to get into the car when he grabbed me. Seriously? "Just kidding. As for you, you don’t know what's the joke anymore. We have something in common, eh— ”

"What do you want from me, Tranz?" I interrupted what he was going to say and deliberately showed him my yawning. "I'm sleepy so I'd rather sleep than waste time here—" I looked at him from head to toe. I could even see the hole in his jeans. "Here in front of you," I added.

"You have changed a lot, Mina ..."

“I need to change. I had to be brave so that I would not be trampled on by people I thought who loved me. I need to be brave so I can take care of the people I love and they won’t be harmed. It's annoying to be weak, Tranz. Because when I was weak, I couldn't even protect my son from his stupid father! ”

I didn’t expect myself to burst in anger in front of him.

He took a step towards me but he was not able to get close because my bodyguards blocked him immediately.

Why all those pain are coming back? I thought all the pain was over. But why is this? Is it wrong for me to come here?

“I-I was wrong, Mina, and I'm admitting it. All the bad things that happened in the past was all my fault. But I am a change man now, Mina ... ”

I smirked as he said the word change. “Yeah, you’ve changed. You’ve gotten worst ... ”I sarcastically said.

I had the courage to leave him but—

I didn’t expect what he did.

What the fuck is wrong with this man ?!

Despite my bodyguards, Tranz still approached me and knelt at my feet. He even hugged my waist while crying.

“What are you doing, Tranz! Don’t humiliate me by doing this crap! ” I scolded him as I looked around. Fortunately, there are only a few people.

“Let’s talk, Mina. Hear me out first, please. I want to tell you what really happened why we ended up like this. I know that you’re miserable too. I know that you still love me, Mina. By the way you kissed me, I know that you still longing for me ... ”

I laughed out loud. What is he saying?

“I don’t know what happened to you, Tranz, but obviously, you don’t know what you’re saying. Look at you, you even beat the wet chick in what you are now. ” I pointed to myself. “Now look at me, do I look miserable?” He was speechless. “Tranz, anyone who sees me will say I’m okay. And most of all I am happy. ”

Now that he is kneeling in front of me it is as if all my anger towards him has disappeared. How can I take revenge on him if even if I didn'tt do anything yet here he is, already miserable!

“I can feel it, Mina. I know how you love. I know how much you love me. ”

The look I threw at him was cold. “When hurt strikes the heart, love fades no matter how great it was. You have to put that in mind. ”

I motioned to my bodyguards so they immediately approached Tranz and pulled away from me but Tranz resisted .

“Son of a bitch! Let me go! ” he shouted and kicked the bodyguard in front of him but the latter grabbed his foot so the bodyguard was able to spin Tranz in the air.

He fell on the cement with his back first. He complained of pain so I approached him. I grabbed a bunch of money and laid it in front of him.

“That’s the equivalent of the money you spent on our house in the province, Tranz. I am giving it back to you. If you really want to talk to me, fix yourself first. Because I don't want to talk to an addict like you. ” I face my bodyguards and nodded. "Let's go ..."

As I walked back to Lily's house I thought. I weigh the things that are on my mind.

Will I still take revenge? Will I still torture them? If I do those things, what will I gain? Can I still bring my child back if I hurt them?

How can I be sure that I would not lose my heart in the process?

I had the courage to take revenge on them because I thought they were happy while I was not.

The truth is I have no news of anything going on in his life with Lele. I really meant to avoid having news of them because at those times I knew I still loved Tranz. So I did everything I could to just move on.

I had only been in California for three months when someone approached me at the shop where I worked. He is said to be a producer. He offered me a cameo role that’s why I wasn’t expecting to reach where I am today.

I was happy, really, especially when ...

I smiled.

I remember two people who gave light when my world was still dark.