Chapter 36: Chapter 36
Stefan's POV
I carried the breakfast up to my bedroom and opened the door to find Rosy coming out of the en-suite fresh from a shower, deliciously wrapped in a towel.
"Good morning darling,'' I said, walking in with the tray. "Breakfast ready, come on, tuck in."
"Good morning. Thanks, you could have woken me up. We could have made it together," she said, smiling at the food. "I didn't bring clothes, what do I wear?" She pouted.
I kept the tray on the coffee table near the sofa and went to the closet to check what I could find. Claire had stayed with me some months before her marriage when she was going through a rough patch with her fiancé. I found a light blue floral dress and brand new undergarments in a packet with the price tags still on them and a jacket from her collection and took it to Rosy.
"Whose are these? Your girlfriend's?" She asked suspiciously, scrunching her nose.
"No, they are Claire's. She stayed a month here before her marriage. She had a fight with her fiancé and was upset,'' I answered her. She seemed satisfied with my answer.
"Great, thanks," she said happily, taking the clothes from me.
"That won't do. I know another way of expressing your gratitude," I said cheekily walking toward her. She took two steps back till her back touched the wall. I went to her and held her waist pulling her into my arms.
"Kiss me," I said, my voice husky with desire. I couldn't believe how needy I had become. If I could have my way, I would fuse my lips to hers forever.
She obliged much to my satisfaction. She stood on her tiptoes and kissed my lips softly. I opened my mouth and allowed her to do as she pleased. My hand went to her towel and loosened it, letting it fall down in a heap. She gasped, and I took control of the kiss, deepening the kiss, plunging my tongue in her sweet mouth, tasting her. My hands molded her naked body to mine. I put my hands on her butt and hoisted her. She wrapped her legs around me and I walked to the edge of the bed and sat down with her straddling me. My hands pleasured her everywhere. I couldn't get enough of her. I kissed the soft spot behind her ear, eliciting a moan from her. She kissed me back. Her arms were around my neck, caressing my hair and neck, arms, and shoulders with equal passion. I didn't want to stop. My fingers found her dripping wetness and I touched her folds. she gasped and closed her eyes.
''I want you to look at me, Rosy,'' I ordered and she opened her eyes and I held her gaze as my fingers thrust into her. I increased my rhythm and she gripped my shoulder. I relentlessly pleasured her till she came undone. I licked her moisture and she stared at me with hooded eyes. I wiped her clean with her towel. I was waiting for the day, she would be mine and ready for me. I took a deep breath as Rosy steadied her erratic breathing. I held her tightly to my chest, my face embedded in her neck, her breasts crushed to mine.
"Rosy, come with me to California. I can't stay away from you anymore," I said hungrily, kissing her everywhere. I was always hard and insatiable when I'm with her.
"I can't Stefan. I am joining "Happy Feet" as a senior dance instructor from Monday," she answered looking unhappy.
"That's wonderful news, baby,'' I encouraged her, willing myself to go slow with her. "Don't feel sad, I'll try to come back as soon as I can. Now get dressed and we'll have breakfast," I said reluctantly, putting her down with a kiss on her forehead.
As I sat at the huge casement bay window overlooking the Hudson bay sipping coffee, I felt blissfully happy, only if Rosy would agree and be mine forever.
"I asked you something last night Rosy. I'm still waiting for your answer," I couldn't help but remind her. I was impatient to know her answer.
"I need a little time Stefan. I like you very much, but I want to be 100% sure whether I want a relationship right now. Please try to understand," she said hesitantly, not wanting to hurt my feelings maybe. I was disappointed. What if she didn't want to be with me?
"Okay, but think about it when I'm gone. I want my answer when I return," I said and she nodded. I knew I would have difficulty waiting for so long for my reply but what could I do?
Dressed and looking gorgeous as ever in the sky blue dress that I chose for her, she sat beside me. Her damp hair was left untied just as I liked it. Her vivid hazel eyes twinkled in the morning sunshine, streaming through the open window. She stared outside the window, mesmerized by the breathtaking view outside while I watched her wordlessly. ''Thank you for the delicious breakfast, Stefan,'' she appreciated.
I gave her a small smile,'' Only for you,'' I said. I know I shouldn't be upset, but I was. She hadn't agreed to be mine and she wasn't accompanying me. Rosy might have sensed my depressed mood since she too was exceptionally silent.
We left the penthouse and arrived at the mansion by 10 o'clock. I packed and spoke to Jenny, informing her of my plans. It was time to take leave. Rosy was in the garden, trimming some bushes. She loved gardening so I let her do whatever she wanted. I walked up and hugged her to myself, pecking her lips lightly.
"Take care and be careful. Call me anytime you want. Bye Rosy," I said, kissing her forehead. I tried to be a casual goodbye but I was feeling far from casual. I was feeling heartbroken to leave her and go. I had traveled all over the world but this was the first time that I felt that a part of me was being left behind.
"You too take care. I will wait for you," she said, kissing me in return, her hands holding both my cheeks lovingly. I nodded and left without a backward glance. I might not be able to leave her if I looked back.