Chapter 54: Chapter 54

Smiling, I wiped out my tears. I can't continue to cry for those rascals. They hurt me so deeply, the cut is so severe that the wounds always reopen whenever I set my eyes on them. I sighed before I felt a presence behind me, the throbbing of my heart makes me know who is beside me. I tried to turn around but his manly hold held me in a place with my back facing him.

Despite the heavy beating of my heart, his touch felt so good. His presence relaxes me a bit and makes me forget my reasons for crying a minute ago.

"Why did you run away?" His deep voice makes me down there, gosh! He sure had a tempting voice. Opening my mouth to reply to him, something strikes my mind instantly causing me to shut my mouth when struggling to free myself.

"Shhh….." He hushed before tightening his grip on me, he pulled me closer so that there was no more space between us. I could feel his breath against my neck. I so much wanted to know the reasons why he suddenly supported Bianca and why he always came for me. He kept trailing his fingers slowly down my rib cage sending electrifying sparkles down my spine. I shut my eyes with my lips half open as I felt his touch ignite a burning desire within me.

"King…… Ryan," I called with difficulty.

"Ryan to you, not King," he warned though the husky in his voice can't be mistaken.

"Hmmm…… please," I pleaded.

"Please what…" he said with amusement, his husky voice makes me not think straight. I kept screaming at myself to run away from there, to lose his grip on me and run but I couldn't take any steps. His presence brings in a lot of peace and makes me feel relaxed.

"Hmmm," I bit my lips before the moan could escape my throat, drawing in a sharp breath and shutting my eyes. He pulled me closer. His breath tickling my neck, and his heavenly touch kept caressing my body. The image of us on the bed with no clothes on flashes inside my mind, the image of him caressing and leaving sensitive kisses on every part of my body. Bussing, adoring, and cherishing my body with hot kisses popped inside my head.

At some points I forgot that he was right behind me, I couldn't think of anything except his celestial touch. My subconscious kept screaming at me that he is a king and has no business with me but I paid deaf ears to that. I just wanted to enjoy this little moment.

Deeping his face on my neck, using his tongue he licks my neck before grazing it slowly with his teeth. "Hmmm……" I bit my lips tight with my palms clenched to avoid the moan slipping out of my lips.

Lifting his head instantly, his nose flared up as he sniffed the air. I felt a mischievous smug sneak into his lips glimmering his eyes.

"You want me so bad," the lust in his voice made the hairs on my back stand instantly. With my head a bit lowered I felt embarrassed. How could I forget so soon that he is a Lycan and could smell my arousal? The amusement in his tone can't be mistaken. He knows what he is doing to me, that he is always driving me insane.

"I…… I….. Don't want you," I said with difficulty. Unsure of what I even said, I knew better that I wanted him more. I want him all over me but I couldn't voice out my intention without sounding desperate and he is the king, not just an ordinary Lycan. I don't want to embarrass myself.

"Are you sure about that?" Roaming his hands around my waist, he smirked sinfully. I bit my lips as I kept praying for him to stop before I would lose it, my pussy was wet. My panties are already soaked with my moisture.

Turning me around instantly to face him. "Hmmm……" he grunted. His deep husky groaned, causing my moisture to start dripping down my pants. What is he doing to me? How can a smile, touch, and eye make me this weak in his presence? I stifled as I felt his eyes changing color, from his almond black eye to his Lycan's eye and back to his normal eyes. I stood like status as I noticed the routine continued for a while.

/Fuck/

Holding me tight, he cursed under his breath. Adrenaline pumped into his veins ceaselessly that you don't need to be told twice that he is finding it difficult to control his Lycan. It looks like his Lycan is a stubborn one, I thought to myself. My hands involuntarily moved on their own accord, I placed my hands on his chest before trailing my hands on his abs. Despite the clothes on, I could still feel his abs…… he is well-built. His breath inched instantly with his eyes shut, I got carried away as I trialed my fingers in his abs with admiration and something in my heart that I couldn't detect what it was.

Snapping his eyes open, his gaze darkened. His face held a confused and surprised look on them. It was like he wasn't expecting me to touch him, I am also not expecting that I could touch him and talk more about trailing my fingers in his abs.

His eyes glazed with thoughts as he stared at me with a blank expression studying me before a sinful smirk graced his lips as his eyes twinkled mischievously with different emotions on them. I rolled my eyes at him indirectly but he noticed because his smile widened. I so much wanted to wipe those smiles off his lips, despite everything I couldn't read the emotions in his eyes.

His eyes changed a series of colors before a groan escaped his throat "Mine…… My thesaurus!"

I gaped as I noticed him lay claim to me, my heart dazzled with joy. The erratic beating in my heart was loud, too loud that I could hear each of every sound. I stood there paralyzed not knowing how to react to his claims, how sure am I that he is truly talking to me? Maybe he was saying something else. I said, trying to convince myself that he wasn't referring to me.

"You look beautiful from an upright look…… Your creamy skin always glitters whenever I see it," he whispered as lust flashed across his eyes. My wall clenched, wetting my pussy as more moisture drips down from it.

No! No! I kept screaming to myself, this can't be happening. What is he doing to me? Why does he have this effect on me? Is he intentionally doing this? I didn't want to believe any of his compliments but his words didn't sound like a compliment but it was as if it was coming directly from his heart. It felt like he said it straight from his heart but I can't fall for that…….. This is exactly how Lucien fools me with his love and makes me fall crazy in love with him, I can't take chances again. Merely remembering that one name was enough to reopen the old scars. Shutting my eyes, I inhaled deeply ignoring Ryan's confessions and compliments.

Snapping my eyes, I backed away from him. They are all the same, acting all nice but once they succeeded in making you fall for them. Once they have you around their fingers, they will crush you and leave you shattered. My whole heart has been shattered and I don't want to take chances again.

"If I am you I won't be running, thesaurus," he stressed the last word. His raw voice makes me shudder right against him.  But before I could react, I heard a voice behind me starting me.

"Ashley!" She called.