Chapter 63: Chapter 63

Aviena's POV

“Wow, nice. Are you already looking for a woman who will satisfy your desire?” I asked River with a smile as I slowly passed behind him. I can't stop myself from criticizing him for looking at the picture there. Well, he was just sliding an Instagram post. He did not speak when he heard me.

"Why don't we just divorce now so we can just date whoever we want?" I asked him while I folded my arms. He stopped sliding on an Instagram posts before I looked back. I can see how badly he looks at me now.

“What? So you can't cheat. So you can't be in trouble anymore,” I said, still glaring at him.

“You have someone you like to date?” he said with a glare given to me. It seems from what I said, that's all he heard. I was just so annoyed. I do not know. And me too, I get irritated with myself sometimes.

"Answer me." I just glared at him and was about to pass him but he immediately grabbed my wrist.

“I told you, I don’t have one. You are still the one I like. My stay in Amsterdam just makes me miss and love you more but of course why would I stay a martyr if we divorced— ” Before I could finish what I was going to say, he had already kissed me.

“Stop saying that fucking word. That won't happen. I will never let you go, ” he said after silencing me with his lips. He even glares at me.

"Damn it, Woman, you're the only one I like," he said. Instead of letting go after the kiss, he continued to slide on an IG post so I would have stood up and annoyed that I would push him when I realized what brand it was and some of the models are familiar with me. That's the brand I'm working with.

"This is the woman I would like to satisfy my desire and that includes growing old with me with our kids," he whispered softly showing my photo from there. I was silenced and no longer have a desire to fight him now. How thick is your face, Aviena. You are really annoying.

“Damn it. I only want you to act sweet in front of me but you never did." I am no longer even aware of myself when I feel him kissing me again.

"Camillia's just in her room, she's going to come out." Holy cow, that's all you care about, Aviena?

He just continues kissing me until he takes me to the other room.

"Camillia can't sleep without hugging someone," I said because I'm worried about our daughter.

"It will be quick," he promised hoarsely.

That didn't happen at all.

He just stopped when Camillia knocked on the door and the voice seemed to be crying.

"You said it will be just fast!" I said to him as I hurried to get dressed.

"We're here, Camillia!" I said while I hurried out to see Camillia.

“I thought you left me here. It's fine if you stay there, Mom. So you can finally give me a younger sibling,” Camillia said, who smiled at me. I almost choked on what she said.

"No, I'm sorry, we just fixed something in that room," I excused myself so Camillia just looked at me. She just pouted there. I followed her and looked around the room. River didn't go out yet but about fifteen minutes later, he followed.

Camillia didn't immediately go back to sleep so we just talked to her. As usual, she was just in the middle of River and me. I couldn't help but smile as I looked at the child who was completely drowsy again. River and I just smiled as we looked at her. I just raised an eyebrow at River when our eyes met.

"I love you…" he whispered. I don't know if it's a magic word to make me fall asleep but I feel like it was because little by little I was already drowsy.

I just woke up early the next morning to cook breakfast for the three of us. Camillia and River slept soundly. They are both tired from swimming yesterday. And River was even more tired last night so I won't be surprised now that they're sound asleep. I slowly removed River's hand. It was still tight but I was able to remove it.

I went out and I slowly smile. Maybe everything's going to be fine. Maybe we can be happy now. Maybe Big Sister won't come back.

Maybe we can give ourselves a chance to be happy.

I was already busy cooking when a little hand hugged me. I couldn’t help but smile when I saw Camillia yawning even closer to me.

"Good morning, Mama," she greeted me so I faced her before sitting in front of her.

“Good morning, Princess… Did you sleep tight?” I asked her so she nodded at me. I couldn’t help but smile on my lips before I lifted her. I'm so used to it. Sometimes she needs tenderness in the body so there is a chance that when I cook, she is just like this.

She looked sleepy because she just leaned on my arm while watching me cook. I was about to look at my dish when I heard River's footsteps. It seemed to be rushing out so I turned to him. Confusion and fear were evident on his face.

"Where are you going, Savellano?" I asked River. Surprised, Camillia turned to her father. River looked at us. He looked so relieved when he saw us. I can see bloodshed in his eyes.

"Damn, I thought you two left me again…" I heard him say before hugging us two.

"Huh?" He just shook his head before he tightened his grip on Camillia and me. Camillia confusedly looked at him too. He lifted Camillia before he grabbed me by the waist. I just laughed and shook my head at him because he didn't want to talk anymore.

He was just looking at Camillia and me so I just shook my head and continued cooking. After I finished cooking, I couldn’t help but smile when he helped me. Camillia was also getting hyper now. She sees a glimpse of the sea again from the outside.

Instead of eating in the dining area here in his resthouse, we just headed to the beach. We just arrange the picnic mat there before looking at the sea. We just ate peacefully while Camillia was already asking if the yacht in front is actually River's.

"It's actually Mama's yacht," he said, so I just shake my head. Yes, his grandfather gave but I can't really take it as mine.

"I'll buy you one once you graduate from elementary school," he said to Camillia so she immediately looked at his father.

“Is that true, Papa? I can't wait for it to happen then,” Camillia said so I was just shaking my head.

I was peacefully eating when River went inside his resthouse. Camillia looked at him in surprise. I was looking at him in astonishment when I saw him holding a box. He gave it to me.

"What's this?" I asked. There is an album and a camera there.

“Instax and a canon? Do you remember what you said years ago? You said you wanted to take a picture of yourself someday. And I think it's time for you to do that now,” he said so I couldn't stop looking at him. I can't believe it. I already forgot about that. How could he still remember that?

I couldn't help but hug him.

“Did you really remember it? It's been so long… ” I said so he smiled at me before shrugging his shoulders.

"I always remember everything about you," he said, so I just smiled. I still can't stop glancing at him.

“Did you buy this despite the fact that we’re not fine? Or did you buy it for someone else?” I asked with my eyes narrowed at him now.

"What?" He just laughed softly there.

"Of course not. I'm planning to give it to you yesterday but you look mad at me,” he said so I just raised an eyebrow at him. He even pouted.

"I don't want to do the first move but I just ended up doing it," he said so I couldn't help but laugh. Before I became his girlfriend, River had a really high pride. I just shook my head and smiled at him.

"Thank you…" I weakly said to him.

"For remembering those little things…" I whispered softly but he just answered it with a tight hug.

"Aren't you going to hug me too?" Camillia asked so I laughed as she stood between us before hugging me.

I can’t help but feel happy. It's like I'm floating on a cloud with the joy I'm feeling right now.

"Let's take our first photo," I said so they both nodded. I want my first polaroid photo to be with them. I smiled broadly on my lips as I lowered the Instax to where we were sitting and ran near the sea because I had already clicked the timer.

I couldn't help but laugh at Camillia who held her father, she was the one pulling her Dad to run. We immediately turned to the camera and posted but when we looked at it, I just laughed at how messy our shot was. I was smiling at River and Camillia who was running toward me. Camillia dragged River who was only a side view but still handsome. He was smiling too while looking at Camillia and me.

I just smiled there. We took another one. The outcome is even cuter somehow. I was just so happy while taking pictures with River and Camillia. We soon decided to go to the other island. Camillia was so excited when we entered the yacht. The captain and some staff greeted us immediately. Those people who are with us when we are traveling. I couldn’t help but smile at them.

We immediately went to the deck because that’s what Camillia wanted. River and I also gave her what she wants. Camillia was so excited looking at the island we were going to visit.

She was also carrying his crab which she named Bibe. I just laughed as I took a picture of her. River was also behind me while holding my waist. I just smiled there. We also sat down later while Camillia was by her father's side. River was also beside me.

“Aviena…” River called to me as we rested. Just watching the waves from the ocean.

"Hmm," I asked him in a whisper.

"Why did you leave years ago?" he asked me, so I stopped. I can't speak now.

"Are you scared that I won't take responsibility for our daughter?" he asked me softly. I don't know what to tell him. I don’t now know how to answer him.

"I won't take my back away from you, Wife… From you and my Camillia… I will never do that…" he said while hugging me. He didn't force me to talk when he doesn't hear anything from me.

"Please, don't leave me…" he said weakly. His voice seemed to be fading so I couldn't help but feel sad as I looked at him now. My chest feels tight now that I'm hearing him begging me now.

"Promise me that you won't ever leave me again…" he whispered softly to me so I smiled at him before I look at him.

I was really unfair to him for the past few years. I just stared at him before speaking.

“I love you, Mr. Savellano,” I whispered before kissing him.