Chapter 54: Chapter 54

Kai

Ever found yourself struggling with a decision you have made or are about to make.

I know it may seem that my decision to demote Jessica may seem a bit too harsh, but trust me I know what I am doing. At least I think I know.

Jessica is very proud and arrogant, for her to become my luna she has to first taste what it is like to be nothing.

Because the people that make up my pack are people that were either rejected or bullied by their previous pack.

Also, she needs to realize that there is a tough price to be paid for every decision that one takes.

Honestly, I do not hate her, and if anything I love her more than words can express, and it is my love for her that is pushing me to try to make her into a better person.

And I will make sure she realizes the importance of friendship, love, and family. I also know that she has had her fair share of bad decisions, my job is to ensure that she respects everyone she comes in contact with, because the person you are seeing down today may be the one to help you climb higher tomorrow.

I got to the entrance of her room and exchanged pleasantries with the guards in stationed at her door to watch over her so she doesn't run away. I have lost her once and I don't think I can afford to lose her again.

I knocked on her door and waited for her response before I entered the room. And as soon as I entered her room, I was welcomed by her amazing scent and aura that kind of takes away all one pain and anxiety.

She was combing her slightly damp hair with a brush and was wearing a short black kneel dress that revealed her endless beautiful long legs.

She was looking so beautiful with no makeup that I had to occasionally look away so as not to get distracted by her gorgeous pointed breast that looked like they are begging me to come to taste them.

Shouldn't it be a crime to be seen braless on a cold beautiful morning? I wondered as I tried to remind myself that I was still angry with her.

Shit.

But I could not keep my eyes away for long as I imagined how greatly satisfying it would be to have my hands on her delicate skin, her facial expression when she moans my name and how beautiful it would be to see her carrying a mini-me.

It's going to be difficult trying to teach Jessica a lesson if she affects me so much like this. As soon as she sees that I was the one, she nervously drops her face to the ground and I can almost sense the fear radiating from her.

“I came to see how you are doing,” I said while clearing my throat and trying to look away.

She was fucking distracting me and the fact that her hair was still wet and the water dropping on her clear skin that looked completely healed from all the previous bruises.

“I'm fine,” she said still not lifting her head, like a child that is afraid of being scolded for something wrong she knows she did.

I try to give myself a reason why I shouldn't just go over to where she is standing and wrap my hands around her.

I'm sorry for all that I did, and I can understand if you do not want me anymore. I have decided that I do not wish to stay here for long, I will be leaving the pack to go rogue, she said in a calm submissive tone.

Something has changed about Jessica, and I think this whole expression seems to have made her realize that those who live in a glass house do not throw stones.

I can't believe I am making excuses for her, I just asked Alexander to demote her a few moments ago and here I am wishing I had not said that.

I have been in love with this girl even before I knew she was my mate, her badass attitude, her bravery and the quest to become the best in everything she does were the first qualities that attracted me to her.

“So you want to become a rogue? I asked as I took gentle strands towards where she stood.

“Yes, I feel it's best for everyone if I stay away so I don't keep reminding them of how awful I have been towards them,” she said.

“So what happens to me, what happens to us,” I asked

“You can reject me now, you know I have nothing to offer you,”

“Let me be the judge of that,” I said as I stood facing her and lifted her face with one hand till she is looking me in the eyes.

Jessica, you have made me go through a whole, you have brought pain and suffering to those who love and cherish you. And honestly, I was to wonder why I still loved you so much after all I have come to know about you? I guess indeed the heart has a mind of its own and it only is attracted to whom it wants,” I said to her as I watched her eyes behind to water from unshed tears.

I buried my face in her neck and allow myself to savor all of her scents.

Even though I wanted to be in charge of my emotions, my wolf beat me to it as he took absolute control of my mind.

I kissed her neckline slowly and softly till I heard a silent moan from her.

You have no idea what you do to me Jessica, I may be mad at you for rejecting me, but it is also thanks to you that I became who I am today. Because if you had not rejected me I would still be comfortable with being an omega. So I guess I have to say thank you. So maybe we can try and start this whole shot all over again, I said while defending her with kisses.

She wrapped her hands around me as she sob quietly on my shoulders. I ran my hand over her back to soothe her pains.

“I don't deserve this, I don't deserve you,” she said unable to contain her free flow of tears.

“We all deserve a second chance as what matters most is what we do with it,” I said to her as I try to wipe off her tears.

After which I pulled her out of my hands to look into her eyes while I say the words to her.

“Hi, my name is Kai and I am a rogue king, would you Jessica like to be my luna,” I asked staring into her eyes that were starting to fill up with tears again.

She starts sobbing as she seems overwhelmed by everything that was going on around her.

You still haven't answered me, I said calmly to her.

“Yes, I will, she said crying.

I took her into my hands for a tight hug. She was doing all her best to stop sobbing but couldn't and I did the only way I knew best to stop her.

And that is by taking her soft lips into mind for a tender kiss that got escalated into a full-blown French kiss.

Despite my wanting to take things slow with her, my wolf had a different menu on his table and before I knew what was happening I had pushed her to her bed and was busy, kissing and tasting every bit of her body.

So what if she has made some nasty decisions, we are all mere mortals and we all sin differently.

And everyone deserves a second chance and I am willing to give Jessica just that. She may not have what others might consider as the perfect mate criteria, But she will always be that perfect mate made only for me by the goddess.

Now all that is left is to try and convince Alexander that I want my mate in a complete package.

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Jessica.

If I thought a day like this would come when I would be given a second chance to show that I can be a better person and not some power-craving bitch, I would have highly doubted it.

In my desperation, I have turned loved ones' into enemies and turned foes into friends. But hopefully, I will try and make it up to everyone at the right time.

I know it would be difficult to live past my previous mistake, especially when the stories would be told in the future of how this pack was invaded and my contributions to the bloodshed.

But I will try hard to forgive myself and look for all means to right all my wrongs.

Indeed, I was made for greatness, and I would still have become someone very important if I had been a little patient.

This second chance is my new identity and I will do all that I can to make the most out of it.