Chapter 10: Chapter 10

Ashley

I woke up early the next morning with a headache, a terrible one, it had my eyes spinning and my stomach was rumbling due to hunger.

I can't seem to remember much about last night, I don't even know how I fell asleep. I sighed deeply trying to keep my eyes open. The room was illuminated by a lamp by the bed.

I can't seem to remember if I was the one that turned it on. I tried to remember what happened last night.

The drinks, the chatting, and what I imagined to be kissing. I can't tell for sure if we kissed or not, as that part seem very blurry in my head, maybe it was a dream.

But damn these headaches, I struggled to get up from the bed as I felt pressed and needed to use the bathroom urgently.

As I walked towards the door and I was about to open it, I heard someone moaning and it was a girl's voice.

I pressed my ear to the door to make certain what I was hearing. I soon caught another voice, though it was subtle, the other voice belonged to Alex.

“Mmmm!”

“Yes!”

“Oh, harder baby!”

“Fuck!”

Those were the sounds coming from his room, I felt my heart pounding faster and jealousy flowed through my veins like a flood.

I needed no one to tell me that they were having sex. The sad reality made me angry, sad, and at the time furious at myself.

But why am I feeling this way, why do I feel jealous? He is way out of my league, and this confirms that I dreamed about that kiss.

It never happened.

I turned to go back to my bed but I was so pressed that if I don't go out there, I might end up pissing on myself. But how am I supposed to go out there without being noticed?

How am I supposed to walk passed them without them noticing my presence?

I quietly opened the door and tiptoed out of my room. I tried not looking their ways but my eyes had a mind of their own.

The room was dark with a little blue light flickering through, but I could see their body though dimly.

The girl had her hands tied up on the bed, she was on her knees while he was behind her. He was busy slamming his dick against the girl's ass that he didn't recognize anyone was there.

I felt my heart shredded even though I tried convincing myself that I should not be angry

I wonder why he would come for me when he has tons of girls that would be more than willing to do his every bidding.

I went into the bathroom and finished my business in there, I flushed and at that moment I knew I shouldn't have, as the sound and movement coming in from the room stopped too.

I lingered a while thinking of what to do next, but after some time I made up my mind to go out.

I opened the door and almost got frightened when I saw him standing at the door and staring at me with unreleased passion in his eyes.

He's standing there and just gazing at me made me feel weak and helpless. His even-toned abs were flexing at his every move.

I could see he was shirtless as the heat radiating from his body collides with the coldness of my skin. I couldn't dare to look from his waist down as I was scared of what I would see.

He placed his both hands on the wall, while I stood in between his big strong hands and the wall.

From the quietness of the room, I can tell that the girl he was with had gone or possibly slept.

The picture of seeing him and the girl flashed through my mind as I bite my lower lip to refrain from asking who the girl was.

It's just a deal, Ashley, don't forget you are a slave girl, a wolfless one at that. You do not have a right to question him. He is going to be an alpha and he will need a real Luna, not you, I said to myself.

Since he is much taller than I was, I struggled a bit to keep steady eye contact.

“I'm sorry, I needed to use the bathroom,” I said in my defense when I noticed he hadn't moved an inch.

“Why are you always sorry Ashley,” he asked in his alluring voice, as his lips moved closer to my neckline, he starts teasing me with his breath.

I don't know why but my body started leaning towards him as if it wants him to do more than he was offering.

Maybe it was because it felt so good, too good, I mean the way he uses his lips to kiss my neckline, the way his breath tickles my skin, the way he teasingly uses his teeth to grease my skin.

And that gave me a whole new web of emotions I never knew I had in there, that instant I feel warm liquid dripping from my pussy.

I subconsciously let out a soft moan as he continued teasing me. But, as soon as his lips touch the spot that he is supposed to mark me, I felt it.

It was like a mild electric current flowing from his lips to my body, the feeling was different subconsciously I pushed him off.

That made him groan, which was my clue to quickly run back to my room and locked the door so he doesn't come after me.

My heart was pounding heavily as I rested my back against the door, wondering what the hell just happened to me.

After catching my breath, I went to my bed and had myself coiled up, scared of what is to come.

****

Alexander

What the fuck is going on with me, I am supposed to have self-control and be in charge always. That's what makes an alpha, but barely twenty-four hours after bringing Ashley to my room, I am this close to fucking her.

To think that she is not my mate makes all emotions I am having right now very confusing.

I thought that bringing in one of my whores and imagining it was her, would help clear my mind off her, but it didn't help.

I still want to fucking ruin her in the nastiest way.

I couldn't even bring myself to cum, now my fucking dick still hurts from being unsatisfied. I asked the bitch to leave as soon as I heard Ashley's movement in the bathroom.

I don't even understand why I am this concerned about her feelings, I never used to mind whom I fuck or how I fucked, but that seems to have changed.

I thought she didn't mind when I started, I wonder why the fuck she changed her mind.

I looked at the door she just ran into and I thought of going after her, but kicked against it as soon as the idea came up.

I went into the bathroom to take my bath and after which I decided to go and join some of the warriors for morning workouts.

After some time I saw Jessica coming and I stopped what I was doing to go join her.

“Hey, what's up, I came to check on you last but you were missing in action, where have you been since yesterday morning,” I asked with concern.

She looked at me and her reaction made me think that she was probably thinking about answering me or not.

“I have been busy,” she said with a smirk and a somewhat nonchalant attitude.

Which hurt me a bit as there were other people around who could have possibly heard her.

I know she might be feeling hurt but I am going to be her alpha and as such demands utmost respect from her or anyone else for that matter.

“It's good to know you are fine,” I said before going back to what I was doing. She seem to notice that I was angry at her as she walked slowly to where I was.

“I'm sorry,” she said calmly,

“I am not angry,” I said, even though I knew that was a lie.

“How is she,”

“She is fine, I will need you to go with me layer to talk with Derrick about her,” I said to her, my way of assuring her that I was not angry.

“Have you marked her?”

“Nope, I know I can only do that after the rituals”

“Yeah,” she said, sounding reflective. As if thinking of something or about someone.

“Hey, can I ask you for a favor,” I asked suddenly remembering that she is among those that prepare the girls for their rituals?

“Sure,” she replied with her eyes holding lots of unanswered questions.

“Please keep her safe out there,” I said

“I'm sure she can take care of herself, if she is going to be the luna, then she has to. And perhaps, I'm so not sure, I will be around during the initiation ceremony,”

“What? where are you going to?”

“Derrick sent me on an errand, and he is specific that I must be the one to go and get the job done”

“My uncle, I didn't know you guys were that close”

“Me too, but things happen for a reason”

“It's okay, I guess I will have to go with her then,”

“You can't do that”

“Yes, I will have to protect her, because I know it's going to be dangerous out there,”

“Yeah,” it will be Jessica said with a tone that if I didn't know her well, I would have taken her words as threats.