Chapter 63: Chapter 63

Chrystal's pov:

Harry gets our bags put in the car and we get settled in the back. I have on my robe on so I put my hood to hide my face of shame. With all the crying I have been doing you would think I should be out of them but I am not. Tears slowly keep running down my face as I huddle up to the door as if my life depended on it. And I guess in a way it does.

What is going to happen to me now? I keep calling to Kia and still I get no reply, not only thinking of her I also keep thinking about Terry. I am sure he is fine but what if he forgets about me while I am gone, what if he finds someone else better than me? Well truth be told who would want a wolf less female. With that thought I cry a little more.

I sigh and lay my head back on the seat as my dad gets in the front seat. A sign it is time to go, I try to think of something else besides Kia and Terry. There is nothing I can do about not being able to say good-bye to him or him finding him a Luna who he will probably love more than me.

Without Kia's help I know I will not be able to bring him to me in his dreams or come to him. I have total messed things up this time. With this thought more tears roll down my face so I close my eyes and hope the darkness of sleep will take me away.

With my eyes closed I pay attention to what's going on around me. I hear Harry start the car and hear him put it into drive and then the car takes off. Now I know we are headed down the mountain and then we will go through town and head to the airport where the plane will take us to our destination and further away from my mate. A mate who doesn't even know we are mates and will probably find him someone else better than me.

I feel the car start to straighten out which means we are out of the woods and off the mountain which means we are now in town. I know this route like the back of my hand; I have walked it for all my life going to school. I can feel the car speeding up now that we are out of the woods that means that much faster away from my mate.

I feel Kim grab my hand and squeeze it, I turn my head and open my eyes to look at her and give her a small smile to let her know I will be okay. Then all of a sudden the car comes to a quick stop. I can hear tires and brakes screeching to a halt. Not knowing what's going on we all look out the front window. Of course we cannot see anything except for the SUV in front of us. Which means what ever happened is in front of that one.

With a curse my dad gets out and slams the door when he gets out. We watch out the front window as he walks to the front of the SUV in front of us. After that we are lost we can no longer see him. We all wait patiently for him to come back. As I am waiting I can feel my heartbeat picking up its pace thinking what if it's Terry and he came to say goodbye to me.

I can feel myself reach for the handle to open the door but before I can do this I see my dad coming back around the SUV back to us. I look at his face but he gives nothing away. How can he do that it seems nothing gets to him I have never seen him react to anything until last night's event. This morning was the first time I have seen a reaction from him and believe me it is not one I care to see again.

I watch as he comes back to us and gets in. I wait for a few minutes till I ask what was wrong. He turns around and looks at me. I look in his eyes and I see the hurt I have caused and I start to cry my eyes out. I have never seen such hurt in someone's eyes as I am seeing in his right now and I am the cause of all his pain.

I break down again and I can do nothing put apologize for my actions last night. I can feel my heart breaking into from this pain I am seeing in his eyes right now. What did I do "oh please moon goddess help me with this pain" I pray as I sob and keep saying I am sorry. I am sorry for what I have done even though I do not know what it was I done wrong but I know I had to have done something.

I feel Kim grab me to bring me to her but I do not need her right now I need my dad I need his forgiveness. I need his eyes to show the love he has for me not the eyes that are looking at me with hurt. Hurt I have caused it is killing me right now my heart is breaking and I feel it. I feel it shattering into a million pieces right now.

I hear the door open I do not look up I do not care I am just trying to stop my heart from breaking and then I feel the breeze from my door opening on my side and then I feel his strong arms come to me and pick me up like he used to when I was a child.

I hear him close my door and walks with me. I do not know where he is taking me but I do not care I am in his arms and he is saying "ssssh my little princess I have you. Do not cry my little one I am here for you and I love you."