Chapter 58: Chapter 58
Chrystal's pov:
I woke up to the rise of the morning sun shining in my room. I rolled over on my back and looked at the ceiling my mind going back to last night. I try to call for Kia again, and again no response. I still feel the barrier stopping me from getting to her. With a heavy sigh I get out of bed knowing I need to go down stairs and face my punishment. Nothing they do to me can compare to the pain I am feeling right now for losing my wolf. I head to the bathroom to do my morning routine. When finished I grab one of my white summer dress that flows all the way to the ground and put it on. I then grab a pair of white sandals and head to my door to head down to breakfast.
I can smell the aroma of my granny's cooking of breakfast reaching me all the way up to my room making me hungry. With another heavy sigh I straighten up my back and hold my head high ready to face the music.
I open my door and head in the hallway and I meet my friends who are just coming out of their rooms also. We look at each other, looking at each other with the same thing in mind we are in deep s..t. More than we have ever been before. With that thought in mind I head down with them behind me. We enter the kitchen where I hear granny making her usual noise while making breakfast.
I head in and she stops what she is doing to look our way. I look in her eyes and see the disappointment in them. Disappointment I have never seen before, tears start to well in my eyes again but I stop them from falling. I thought with all the crying I had done last night I would be out of tears but it seems there is still plenty to shed.
She shakes her head and tells us to sit down breakfast was ready. As she is putting our plates that she had fixed for us in front of us on the island Thor walks in. I do not look at him to ashamed of myself for what I have done. He does not say anything to us or even look our way he sits down at the table and granny serves him his breakfast.
I let my mind go back to last night being in my mom's arms while I cried. Oh how I wish she was here right now. I told her about losing my wolf and I faintly remember her saying something like it was meant to be. How is that so? I thought I was meant to have her till I die.
I let out another deep sigh and Thor looks at me, the look on his face makes me want to crawl inside myself and cry some more. I can see the hurt in his eyes, I feel so ashamed for going against what he has taught me all these years.
I feel the tears start again but I hold them back again, this is not the time for tears this is the time to be strong and take my punishment like the warrior he has trained me to be. So I straighten my back up and hold my head up high and look him square in the eyes. He gives me a smirk then shakes his head, then he tells us to meet in the living room for a meeting after we eat and help granny clean up. I look to granny and she says nothing she just sits down and starts to eat her breakfast. She want even look at me, I look to my friends but they all so start to finish their meal.
Oh just like them to make us stew on our misdeeds before passing down the punishment. I wonder how bad it will be, this is the worst we have ever done. I put my head down and stop the tears again I am not a little girl any more. I know I made a mistake and I must be punished but losing my wolf should be punishment enough.
With that thought I finish my meal.
You can only prolong eating for so long sooner or later you get done. So I get up and grab my dirty plate and cup with utensils and head to the sink. I rinse everything and put them in the dishwasher. I get the soap and start a sink of water to wash the pots and pans granny had messed up. While that is going I turn to my friends and they are getting up gathering their dishes also.
We proceed to clean the kitchen from top to bottom wasting as much time as we can before we have to go into the other room to face our punishment. The whole time we do not say anything to one another. But I can feel their occasional stares my way knowing it is over my revelation about last night and losing my wolf. We get to where there is no more cleaning we could possibly do besides taking everything out of the cabinets and cleaning them, I don't see that happening.
I take all the rags and towels we used and put them in the laundry room to be cleaned and I look to my friends and ask them if they are ready. They all nod and we head to the other room to face the music.
Thor and granny are sitting in the only two chairs there are in the room. So we have no choice but to sit on the couch facing them. It is a while before either one of them says anything and when they do it floors me. I am speechless; there is no way I am going to be able to see Terry again for I don't know how long. Usually I am only gone until school starts but I am out of school know. So I do not know how long I will be gone this time.
Will he forget about me? Will he find someone else? I never did get to talk to him much. I know he said mine but from what I know he does not feel the mate bond. He is probably infatuated with the girl that came to him in his dreams. He was never interested in me before not until he seen the real me. So how can I trust that it was me he really wanted? Please mother help me; please tell me I did not lose my wolf for nothing. Thinking about it I would not have let anybody I know get lost in that fog so weather it was my mate or not I would have done the same.
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