Chapter 56: Chapter 56

Chrystal’s pov:

What am I going to do, I lost my wolf? I can feel her but there is some kind of barrier up and I cannot get to her. I keep going back to the dance, what have I done.

The girls wait for me to stop crying, I was in hysterics. They did not know what to do, I just know I did not want them to go and get my dad or granny yet. I need to think. I let them hold me tight in their embrace. Oh my they are going to be so mad at me not just for what I did tonight but for losing my wolf.

I finally calm down enough to talk to them I was going to tell them I was fine and was crying for my mate but the first thing out of my stupid mouth was the truth. "I lost my wolf." I put my head down so as not to see all the shock looks on my friends faces. Me and my stupid honest mouth, I can never seem to keep a secret from these girls.

This is too much for me to handle right now. The night was going so good I was finally in my mate’s arms and we were dancing for the first time and he accepted me. How could this happen? I go back again to the dance and could not think of anything that I had done wrong. I remember being in his arms and praying to mom to let me stay like this forever. I know that had nothing to do with it mom would not take my wolf away from me. Would she? No I wipe that thought away from me, I know I will be punished for tonight but I do not think they would go to extreme as to take my wolf away from me.

I wait for them to think about this for a while and let me tell you it felt like forever before one of them said anything. I was beginning to think they did not hear me and then out of the blue Kimmie spoke up. "Are you sure Chrystal? Maybe she is sleeping."

I shake my head and say "no" and then I added "I can feel her but there is like some kind of barrier up between us. I cannot get to her." I say and then start to sob like a baby again. I cannot get over this lost feeling I am having. I not only lost my mate tonight I also lost my wolf. My heart is breaking; I get to where I cannot breath I am crying so hard.

I was crying so hard I did not even notice when Tabitha left my room. Until I felt the warmest arms go around me and pulled me in for an embrace. I know these arms I felt them before. This is where my home is, the home I never knew growing up. I lean in more and sob even harder, I could not stop myself. I felt like I had lost my world, the whole time I was crying she just soothed my hair and whispered in my ear so softly that everything will be okay.

I cried even harder and told her in between sobs "no... it want... I lost.... my wolf.... and mate.... all in one.... night." I mean how can everything be okay after all that, and all in one night. I don't know if she heard me or not with all the sobbing I was doing right now. I couldn't help it my heart was in pieces right now.

I heard as she told the Angie to get me a glass of water and then for them to go to bed they will discuss what went on in the morning. I never looked up I just stayed in her warm embrace and let her rock me back and forth and saying what in my ear I could not tell. I did not want to hear about how everything was going to be okay, because it's not. I am now a wolf less girl.

I vaguely remember her moving me to lie down on my pillows and then her getting in behind me and bringing me back to her soft embrace. The last thing I remember her saying softly in my ear is "I promise you everything will be fine my love. This was meant to be." With that I went to dreamland.

A beautiful dream of the time I was in Kia's form running and playing in the woods with Terry's wolf Dakota. How we fell asleep on the cliff listening to the water fall.

Selena pov:

I held my sweet baby girl in my arms while she cried for the loss of her wolf. My poor girl, but everything is moving too fast now, a lot faster than I had planned. I do not know if her body is strong enough for this change. I need to figure out a way to slow it down; I will have to talk to Eileen in the morning. Thor is not going to be happy about this revelation he is already mad about tonight.

Well time to step up the game, it is time for him to start training the new king to be.