Chapter 18: Chapter 18

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"Wow this is one serious shit you've gotten yourself into" he told Nathan.

"I know man and I seriously do not know how to get my hands off it now" Nathan said.

"Mehn, all the plans and to think that we were gonna pull a big chunk out from this wedding" hos friend said and sighed

"I feel so sad about everything," Nathan told him.

"How do we start telling people that the wedding is being called off?"he asked Nathan. " For real man, I have no idea what to say "Nathan said.

This is a big mess! "he said.

God I messed up… I messed up big time… "Nathan said.

I Shouldn't have listened to you!.." Nathan told him, pointing a finger to his face. " What?! "he said.

"I don't understand," he said.

it's now my fault now?" he asked Nathan.

"When you were getting all the luxuries of life, it wasn't my fault?!.." he said.

"When you were busy enjoying all the sex, it wasn't my fault?!" he asked rhetorically. "The cars?!.. The house?! And money, that wasn't my fault?!" he asked.

"C'mon man!.. I was only trying to help!.." he told Nathan.

"Moreover how would I have known it was going to end up like this"he questioned Nathan. " Remember I tried to help you "he said.

You? Try to help? Please get out of my sight! "Nathan said, hitting him lightly on his chest. " What man! I don't remember telling you to do anything or did I?! "he defends himself.

This one is in you bro! "he said.

Don't blame it on me!" he told Nathan.

Oh God!.. what did I even do!.. I love Adriana so much, "Nathan said.

I know you do man but the did Is done at least you should be happy you are not in jail.. I mean they spared you"He began to chuckle but stopped the minute the seriousness on Nathan's face, without saying anything Nathan walked out of his sight.

Nathan had had enough drama for one night he didn't need anymore of it, he wished he could turn back the hands of time.

He walked into his room and went to lay down on his bed, he flashback to how Sarah picked him up and made him who he truly is.

"What are you doing here young man?" she asked him. "Ahmm.. Am looking for a job må" he told her.

"I see.. Well what's your qualification?" she asked and he told, she was immediately impressed with the way he spoke and felt bad for him.

"Alright Mr...?!" she asked him indirectly. "Nathan ma... Mr Nathan." he told her.

"Alright Mr Nathan, you're going to be my personal assistant for now, with time if you keep up to my standards, you will be promoted." she said clearly.

"So I make myself clear?" she asked him. "Very clear, ma" he said.

"First of all we need to get you all cleaned up and looking like my personal assistant instead of a

hoodlum" she told him.

Years working as her personal assistant was great until her first attempt to kiss him, he was hostile at first but as time went on, she made more advances toward him, she seduced him on any given opportunity, she continued to do so until she managed to lure to bed.

After their first sex, he said he couldn't continue working with her, Mrs Williams who was more than desperate to have him bought him a car and him to resume work, which he eventually had to.

She stopped making advances towards him but she couldn't just help herself, she made him sleep with her again, she bought him a house in one of the biggest places,she gave him everything he wanted with or without him asking.

"How about you keep being a good boy and I promise to make you a CEO" Mrs Williams told him.

"What?!" he exclaimed.

"Yes!.. As long as you keep making yourself feel good with me, I bet you on that one" she told him.

"Oh wow Mrs Williams, I'll be so grateful." he told her. "Call me Sarah, Sarah sounds just fine" she told him.

"Alright Mrs William... Oh I meant Sarah" he said and they both chuckled.

Nathan couldn't help this thought he smiled, but then reality struck him, his smile lost, he thought about Adriana and how much he had hurt her, she didn't deserve any of this, he claimed to have loved her yet, he was the one who had hurt her the most.

He made her cry and regret, Sarah was the cause of his pain, he cared about her but he really wanted to start a new life with Adriana, he hated himself for what happened tonight, he hated himself badly.

"Damn you Sarah!.." he yelled. "Damn you!.." he screamed.

"Am so sorry Adriana... Am sorry" he said in a very sober tone.

"Am so sorry for hurting you" he said as if he was talking to Adriana.

"Please forgive me Mr Williams for making your beautiful daughter she'd any tears," he said sobbing.

"I promised.. I was the one who promised you that nothing or no one was going to make you cry" he told himself.

"But here I am, I am the oneI am the one making you feel the way you do" he said into thin

air.

"Oh god forgive me, have mercy on me.." he soliloquy.

He yelled a few times and cried, this really made him sad, not only for Adriana and her father but also for himself.