Chapter 56: Chapter 56

For Kharsan every single day was like an eon, he could see Rue from afar but could never really approach her or talk like they used to, she did not know who he was and often felt intimidated in his presence but in reality, Rue did not have any idea how to face him.

She wanted to thank him but could not gather enough courage to do so, not until today.

"Felix what are your hobbies?"

"Fighting?? maybe" The stoic bodyguard was having his lunch when the fairy surprised him from behind and started her interrogation.

"Favorite color?"

"Uh what?"

"I asked your favorite color." Felix looked at the soldiers who were eyeing him from afar and had their mouths tightly shut, some of them occasionally gave him a glance and went out of the room, after that crude laughter could be heard in the background and soon after it ended the guards came back as if nothing had happened.

Did the princess develop new form of torture?

"R-Red"

"Felix listen to me carefully, you should see a person's worth while they are giving you attention and are loyal towards you, once that precious person does not get your affection in return they could be heartbroken and scarred for life. I hope you keep my words in your heart."

Rue looked very proud of herself and gave a smile to Felix after her sermon ended making the bodyguard shudder in return.

In a very beautiful handwriting Rue had written down all the things that Felix liked for Kharsan and thus glided inside his room without seeking his permission and decided to wait, she could hear the water running and knew that he was taking a bath.

The princess was humming a song when she stopped midway.

"Rue"

Was he calling her?

Those sounds continued and Rue could only listen with disbelief.

"Damn it" The curse along with her name that was being whispered with so many emotions made the carefree expression disappear as the female got up from the bed and walked with silent steps towards the bathroom at the same time the misty chamber opened and the masculine male emerged with his upper body bare.

Azure irises that were looking at the male in fear trembled before they decided that it was no use being weak.

"Why were you calling my name like-like that?"

"Like what?" The fairy could not describe it well thus her teeth sunk in her bottom lip before she met his lethal irises and trembled.

"Y-You don't feel for me as your little sister?" There was no way in the world where a person can call someone else with such raw emotions if they didn't have amorous feelings for them.

How can a woman not understand a man's eyes, his way of looking at her right now, talking to her and treating her.

In no sense this dangerous man was looking at her with platonic love, when his eyes were filled with such carnal obsession.

"Sister?" Kharsan bowed his upper half and locked his gaze with the naïve cerulean irises before his lips curved into a devious smile. Rough fingers gently moved silky strands of hair that were dribbling down the creamy shoulders away and each time his finger came in contact with the soft flesh Rue could feel sparks.

Innocent eyes widened when he held her hand and guided it to his chest so that she could feel how his heart thrummed erratically whenever it came to her.

"Not once have I seen you as anything other than a female of my desire."

Kharsan hated when Rue called him brother, the word was so hateful and remembering it made him so angry, the male's jaw clenched as he looked at the female in anger but also in so much need.

Whose fault was it that his baby was away from him, her disappearance had made him so sad and his heart hurt like hell yet since it was her he could always take it.

No matter how many times she would push him away he could never leave her be.

"How many times do I have to reiterate that I am not your brother, Rue do you want to know why I was calling your name?" Green orbs darkened as he whispered gently like a forbidden lure.

"I was imagining that I was fucking you Rue."

For the first time since she could remember did Rue felt this foreign emotion, was it embarrassment, dislike that Kharsan talked such things with her or......or was she happy...

Was she happy that she could make him feel such shameless emotions? Was somewhere in her heart a corner that was so wanton and wretched that she liked him losing control.

Did she like seducing him?

She was a good person then why did she had so many dark and shameless thoughts circulating inside her head.

Why was she so aroused?

Crazy

So crazy

"Pretty baby, you know where I am, just come to me when you need me, I shall fulfil all your wishes." And when Kharsan whispered that into her earlobe, Rue felt heat rising her cheeks from shame.

This wasn't right.

"W-What does that mean?"

"It means whatever you want it to." And those serious irises conveyed exactly that, he was seducing her but he was also giving her a chance to come to him for everything.

If her body wants to seek pleasure she could go to him or if her mind wants to seek comfort she could visit him. It was her interpretation of his words that would decide what she was asking from him.

Pink paper filled with silly things tumbled from her fingers and fell upon the ground as the princess took a step back from the devious male.

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The week passed slowly yet Rue did not seek Kharsan but instead he sought after her with such lunacy that she was not even aware of.

"Rue, the mafia clan of Villar has sent a proposal for your marriage." The fairy could hardly understand why she was called into her brother's office but had hurried up when she came to know it was a matter of forging alliances.

Rue understood that Davion's power was still unstable and what they had right now was a castle of sand that could be blown away by a strong rebellion, there would be immeasurable bloodshed in such a case.

Davion saw Rue sitting without much reaction as if she had long foreseen her circumstances and thus had eventually submitted to her fate.

"Have you agreed to it?" A melodic voice devoid of emotions gently asked Davion to which he sighed.

"Yes." Davion knew that if Rue had her memories she wouldn't be sad but in contrast would have been the happiest bride in the world, as her brother he hated to see her go but...it was good for her. Kharsan would take care of her in a much better way than he can.

"Rue, I will tell you who was the person that night." That was one question that Rue had asked Davion many times, and every time he had refused to give her any answer regarding the incident saying that it was just an accident that she must forget.

But Rue could not forget it for a long time, even though the memories were blurry yet still she was aware of what had happened. She spent a night with a stranger who refused to take her virginity and instead just proceeded to give her pleasure so that she would not go crazy with drugs.

Rue had forever asked who was he.

Davion always replied that she should not be concerned with it.

"It was Kharsan and...in a week you are going to marry him."

Rue did not know how to process that information at that moment thus she left the office and sat inside her room for hours trying to understand where her life was headed.

Truth to be told, she was afraid of Kharsan

He was nothing like her other friends, he reeked of obsession and danger and talked to her without having any barriers or shame, and when his fingers touched hers even accidentally, she was drawn to him like a magnet.

And now when Davion had told her that it was Kharsan that night...she had so many questions.

Rue could not give up those and thus found herself seeking answers at the doors of the devil himself.

"Come in." The door was gently pried open and the angel peeked inside before entering slowly yet she dared not go near him and stood far away.

The male who was reading a book looked up and raised a brow as if asking her purpose.

"That day-that day-"

"Cannot hear you little baby, come here." Rue gulped and walked a little closer only for Kharsan to shake his head as if he was still not satisfied and made her take a seat infront of him.

The seat was still at a respectful distance but before the angel could take a breath of relief, the chair was dragged as such that her knees were touching his thighs.

"Speak baby."

Rue almost lost her purpose of coming when he addressed her like that but she still persisted.

"That day you said..that you were imagining to umm...well"

"What?"

"To well f-fu.. yes do that."

"I don't understand mylove, do you want to say 'fuck' you." Rue looked down at her knees embarrassed unable to meet green irises.

"T-then why did you not do it then?" A meek whisper that could have been very well mistaken for just a breeze was uttered and Kharsan's eyes lost their luster.

"It was a nightmare."

Sharp ringing sound filled the female's ears and she dared not hold her head up, crystal tears that refused to fall filled her eyes. He disliked that night with her?

No words came out and Rue looked down frozen in her seat hoping to be swallowed inside a dark hole.

Callused palms cupped the little crestfallen face before Kharsan continued.

"There is no pleasure if you aren't feeling it more than me, if it was me at your place and you at mine, would you derive pleasure at my expense then?"

Rue looked up slowly only to see his clear irises devoid of any malice and hatred towards her.

What would she do if he was afraid and just wanted to get rid of a drug...she would pleasure him and not think about her.

"S-So you don't hate me then?" The princess asked with her heart beating wildly making Kharsan chuckle as if he found it so humorous.

"You will be my wife in a week Rue." He said it like it was a very obvious fact that he could never hate her but truth to be told he could not answer her question.

He loved her beyond anything but she would not be able to take so much of his crazed carnal obsession, she was a very smart person and would eventually try to find answers to her questions so the best answer he could give her was to seduce her for the time being and wait.

Wait till she regain her memories.

"What do you want from me?"

"Just be my obedient wife Rue. With your pretty lips kiss me, with your beautiful body serve me, be mine Rue for you have always belonged to me.

Compensate me with your body."

A/n: next chapter is marriage ❤️