Chapter 21: Chapter 21

Cecília

I can't think straight with him this close, but even I know it's a really bad idea to turn myself over to Thomas. There will be no going back, I know it won't. I no longer hate him like I should, I like being close to him. If I let Thomas be my first, I'll never get away from this arrogant CEO. And the problem is, I don't want to escape.

Thomas kisses me and my brain finishes melting. Like the last time, it's a rough and violent kiss that takes me whole. Thomas grabs me by the ass and pulls me up. Without thinking too much, I lock my legs around his waist so I don't fall and when I do, the kiss gets even stronger.

Thomas throws me onto the mattress and is on top of me in the same second. His mouth leaves mine and goes to my neck with the same intensity, kissing and sucking my skin. He pulls the straps of my dress down and cups my breasts.

“Thomas…” I groan and arch my chest. He grips my waist tightly as he shifts from one breast to the other, and my crotch starts to get wet.

Then he starts to go down even more with his mouth and a huge panic takes over me. I squeeze my legs closed when his mouth lands on my belly button, and Thomas squeezes my thighs.

"Spread your legs for me, crystal," he says in a voice as husky as I've ever heard it. He looks at me from down there, laughs that smug laugh of his and kisses my belly. "Spread those legs I want to suck you."

I widen my eyes and shake my head. He nods and goes down some more. Thomas starts kissing and biting my thighs and my legs melt like butter. They open for him by themselves and Thomas doesn't hesitate for a second before snapping me there.

I moan his name when I feel his tongue attacking me and I grip the sheets beneath me, not understanding this feeling so intense I've never felt it before.

“You're sweet, crystal,” he says before going back to sucking me. He squeezes my thighs tightly. I try to respond, but all that comes out is another moan. — And so much hotter with my name coming out of that abused mouth of yours.

I want to curse Thomas, but all I do is keep moaning until my entire body is on fire and that feeling I now know so well washes over me.

“Come in my mouth,” he commands, tightening his fingers around my legs, and I come less than a minute later.

I'm all limp on the bed when he lets go of me and I don't even have the strength to move. I can only watch with my eyes as he gets up and licks his lips, as if he's just eaten his favorite food. His eyes are dark and Thomas stares at me without blinking as he takes off his shirt. I bite my lip when I see the puffy front of his pants.

He flashes a smug smile when he catches me peeking and pulls his pants and boxers down all at once. The big, thick, veiny cock jumps in front of me and I take a deep breath. I can't stop staring when he puts his hand around it and starts moving it up and down.

He comes over to me and kneels on the bed next to me. He twists my hair with his other hand and brushes his penis in my mouth.

“I… never did that,” I say. He grunts and pulls my hair further. His chest rises and falls with force.

“I know,” he says back in a hoarse voice. Let go of my hair and caress my face. He runs his thumb across my lip and pulls down. — If you only knew how much I've wanted to shut your mouth with my dick since the first time I saw you.

Hesitantly, I place my lips around the pink head, and a feeling of immeasurable power washes over me when he closes his eyes and lets out a hoarse groan. So I do it again and again, but I can't fit much in my mouth in this awkward position. I gasp when he thrusts his hips forward and he groans again.

“Fucking hell,” he growls and pulls his cock out of my mouth. His breathing is all out of wheeze and Thomas pulls me in for a rough kiss that leaves my lips sore.

He rolls off me again, but it's only to dig through his wallet for a condom. I watch with wide eyes as he unrolls the condom and comes over to me with that same decided man pose he's always had. And a fear without size hits me.

Thomas is rough with the touches and I didn't think I would like it, but I do. But if he's rough like that when… He straddles me again and wedges himself between my legs. I feel him right there and take a deep breath, biting my lip. He squeezes my waist and cups my face with his other hand. It's then that he surprises me, because his voice comes low and sweet in my ear.

“I need you to relax, Cristal,” he whispers and trails sweet kisses down my neck. He lets go of my waist and smoothes my thigh. “I'm big and I don't want to hurt you, my beautiful.

I cringe at the “beautiful” because it's the first time he's called me that. I'm not stupid and I understand that he wants me, but Thomas was never sweet. He kisses my cheek and then my mouth, but this time it's slow and tender.

- It will hurt? I ask into her lips.

- Go. But I promise I'll make it good. I promised I wouldn't hurt you, crystal. I have already said that I am a man of my word. He moves just a little bit forward and I feel a burning down there. “You look pretty wet for me,” he says and bites my lip.

I let out a little yelp of pain when he pushes a little harder, and Thomas stops.

He kisses my neck and places his hand between the two of us. I moan softly as he starts rubbing my clit. Thomas kisses me, and this time it's a long, passionate kiss. The way I always imagined a kiss would be at this point. He doesn't stop kissing me as he enters me more, very slowly. Thomas leaves and enters again, each time a little longer. It hurts a lot, but he doesn't stop with his fingers on my clit and he doesn't stop kissing me.

He only lets go of my mouth when he's all inside. I open my eyes and am surprised when I see his face. The pupils are huge and dark. His mouth is open and Thomas is breathing hard, like he's controlling himself a lot.

- All good? - question.

“It hurts a little,” I say softly. He lowers his mouth to my neck.

— That tight pussy is strangling me all over — he speaks in my ear. “You're a delight, crystal. I so want to fuck you hard. Get you on all fours and punch that little pussy until you can't walk anymore.

I shiver all over with the naughty things he says and my body heats up even more. Along with your fingers stimulating me down there, the pain starts to pass and pleasure takes over everything.

“But I'm taking it slow today,” he says. — I have my whole life to get my little wife pretty hot — he mocks in my ear and starts to move very slowly.

When I can't suppress a loud moan of pleasure, he speeds up a little.

“Thomas…” I groan, and he goes faster, almost a little out of control.

“Come for me, crystal,” he orders into my ear, sucking the skin of my ear.

my neck. "Come on my dick."

I come, I don't know if it's because he knows what he's doing to me or because I apparently can't not obey Thomas. But I come and I moan louder, I grip his arms because I feel like I'm going to break down. He enters me a few more times, faster, before he comes himself with a hoarse groan and collapses on top of me.

I suddenly feel so tired. As if the two orgasms and having such a big man inside me had been too much. My body feels all limp and my heart is beating wildly. My eyes are heavy and I only feel a sting when he pulls out of me, but he doesn't lift. He continues on top of me kissing my neck and face.

I think I fall asleep, because I wake up in his arms, being carried into the bathroom. The bathtub is full and the hot water envelops me. Thomas gets into the tub with me and holds me against his chest. I rest my face against his chest and he sponges my body. I wince and let out a groan of pain as he reaches between my legs.

- Painfull? he asks, and I nod. Thomas lathers carefully under the water, then drops the sponge to run his fingers over it. He growls in my ear. — All swollen , crystal. It will take a few days to forget that I was inside you - he says with pride in his voice. He starts rubbing my clit again and I let out a little yelp in fright. “ Shhh … it will help with the pain,” he speaks into my ear.

I bite my lip and let him continue. I clutch onto his chest and moan softly as he makes me come for the third time.

- Better? he asks in that new, caring voice I didn't know he had. I nod, because it really is a little better. Then suddenly Thomas is back to his usual version: pulling my hair hard and making me look up into eyes that are on fire. He attacks my mouth viciously and bites my lip before letting go. Speaks against my mouth, “I don't give a fuck what the fuck was written in that contract, crystal. You are mine now and no man touches you anymore. You are mine, that pussy is mine. Do we have a deal?

I take a deep breath, feeling my entire body shiver.

"Understood, Crystal?" he insists. - My.

I nod.

— Yours .