Chapter 566: Chapter 566
Under the sharp gaze of the Immortal Sun Emperor, the God of Wisdom remained composed with a good grandpa smile on his face. He showed no fear in the presence of this temperamental God of Sun. The two men stare at each other. One with a grumpy look on his handsome face and the other has a gentle smile on his old face even looking a bit like a sly old fox.
The first one to avert his gaze was the Immortal Sun Emperor and said grumbles, "Boring!"
He was about to walk away when he heard the annoying old man’s voice once again.
{Are you sure you don’t have anything to ask this old man? I can also give you advice or something?}
The God of Wisdom tailed after the Immortal Sun Emperor. With how insistent the old man is that he even chased Shen Jueyang around even made Yue Xuexia turn around to look.
She heard Yue Xueha talking in her mind as she had witnessed the interaction between Yue Xuexia and Shen Jueyang just now. She felt a bit guilty as the reason the Immortal Sun Emperor is acting like a fool before was because of her past relationship with him. Even though she had become his wife, it is no different than being an ornamental wife in which she acts like a partner in name only.
’Xia, sorry. That might be because of me.’ Yue Xuehua said.
Yue Xuexia didn’t mind and said, "No need to blame yourself. The fault is on him. He shouldn’t have acted that way. After all, I am not involved in his past and he is the one who couldn’t move on."
’Xia, how can I become like you? I also wanted to stop caring about the past. However, I just can’t forget about it,’ Yue Xuehua said.
Yue Xuexia became silent. She couldn’t understand her pain. She couldn’t understand her suffering. She couldn’t understand what love is. Maybe she did that’s why she offered her heart to the heavens to be sealed. The current ’her’ who no longer understands such feelings, is unable to give Yue Xuehua any advice except to tell her to move on. But moving on is too hard, if it was easy Xue Yuehua wouldn’t be suffering .
The Moon Goddess said, "Maybe I wasn’t strong enough and just felt tired. That’s why I had given away my heart. Either without understanding what the feeling of love for a lover is, it’s impossible to accept someone. For me Jueyang’s current feelings are nothing but a burden."
"However, your love for him is not your problem. If not for the Love Gu you would most likely just silently love him. After all, in your eyes you never felt you were worthy of yourself."
"That is wrong. Love is supposed to be two ways. Regardless what kind of love it is, if it is exchanged to just one loving the other, it would be just sadness and loneliness. Is it still love if this love only brings you loneliness? I at least don’t think you should indulge in that kind of love. If it brings you nothing but pain just abandon it, especially if it’s one-sided. But if you are willing to wait, the result will be unknown. Your choice matters. However, don’t forget to love yourself first."
Yue Xuehua was stunned speechless. She also believes that her love is not wrong. It’s just that the person she loves didn’t have the same feelings for her. After being schemed by someone, her love becomes something akin to anything disgusting. Force love is hideous and hard to accept. Because of the Love Gu she was inflicted with, her love for the Immortal Sun Emperor became .
She is not to be completely blamed. She had trusted the wrong people and the person she loved doesn’t love her the same way.
Yue Xuexia upon sensing that the other is no longer in a mood to talk walks around the library looking at the books whose titles interest her. After finding a nice place to read, she took a stack of books and started reading like everyone else. All the books she had chosen were just ordinary books about the immortal world. Except for the memories of Yue Xuehua, the former Moon Empress, she knew nothing about the Immortal World. Just using the memories of her previous life was not enough. After all, Yue Xuehua had half of her life living an imprisoned life in the Immortal Sun Empire. That’s why some of the information about this world was too little.
Meanwhile, on the other side of the hall, the God of Wisdom had successfully invited the Immortal Sun Emperor to his private reading room. He even served some tea treating Shen Jueyang as a special guest.
Shen Jueyang said, "I do not know what you wanted, but..."
{You should have enough time to spend as you let your head cool down. You’ve pissed her highness didn’t you?} The God of Wisdom said.
The Immortal Sun Emperor said, "Old man, eavesdropping is not a good hobby!" One can clearly feel the anger in his words.
The God of Wisdom didn’t mind the anger of the divinity in front of him and just served the tea on the table.
{Don’t lose your temper now. You should learn how to control it or you might offend the Moon Goddess again in the future. She is obviously a completely different person from her previous self.}
Shen Jueyang knew about this, that’s why he didn’t follow Yue Xuexia right away until his anger subsided. Even though there is undeniable hatred in his heart towards the Immortal Star Emperor, Xing Xieju, it had nothing to do with Yue Xuexia. The one Xing Xieju is in love with is the former Moon Empress which is Yue Xuehua. The previous Moon Goddess and the soul that was found inside of Yue Xuexia.
It is just that he finds it a bit hard to separate the two ladies after all, their origin is the same. Except for their different timeline, the two of them can be considered the same soul which lived two different lives.
The Immortal Sun Emperor didn’t deny the words of the God of Wisdom as he knew that it was the truth as he had met both Xuehua and Xuexia and was able to differentiate the two of them. In the first place, the personality of the two is different. One is timid despite her noble bearing and was insane with love. The other is confident and doesn’t need love to give her life a direction. She lived her life proud despite living the life of a commoner.
This is also the reason why he is able to love the current Moon Goddess instead of the former one. He had fallen for a confident woman. The ’Yue Xuexia’ who loved herself and her family. Instead of just wasting her life just loving him. Updates are released by N()velFire.net
Though sometimes he treats them as the same person and this leads to Yue Xuexia’s anger. The reason for this is because of his ego. He knew that his former closest friend was in love with his wife. Due to their standing at that time and the Moon Empress’ mad love for him, he couldn’t free his wife. At that time, his reason was to not hurt the feelings of his only friend. Moreover, even though he had no love towards his empress at that time, he cannot destroy her reputation as this itself was connected to the fame of his empire.
However, one couldn’t know the real face of someone. The closest friend he had had not only betrayed him but also wanted him dead. Without his knowledge the Fairy Queen had become his concubine in the eyes of his empire. So many things he didn’t know had only been revealed when his only friend wanted to take his life.
Shen Jueyang said, "I know that they are two different people. But... Sometimes I just couldn’t help it. With how the two were closely related, sometimes things that aren’t needed to be said, I couldn’t help but mention it."
The God of Wisdom spoke, {I wonder if his majesty is willing to listen to this old man’s rumbling.}
"Go ahead. I had nothing to do anyway," said the Immortal Sun Emperor.
{At the beginning of time, the origin created life. Next it created death and the last one is divinity. Life, death and divinity, these are things that merge and give birth to what we have right now. However, there are those who are called Primordial Soul.}
{A Primordial Soul is the oldest and purest kind of soul. It was also the most powerful kind of soul. Because it’s too powerful, even if it was split into pieces the soul will live. The only problem is when this Primordial Soul was split into fragments each soul fragment will be born with their own ego, and will.}
{Soul born from one source can be considered one soul. However, the Primordial Soul, especially the split ones, would live a life different from another and become a unique individual. They are completely different from ordinary soul fragments. They do not need the main soul to exist.}
{The question is... Are they still the same person after the soul has been split?}
{Can they still merge to become a Primordial Soul?}
{The answer to this is yes.}
{The last question... Once they merge, will it live just as the main soul or one of the split souls?}
{The answer to this is none of the two. Once the Primordial Soul is merged, all the memories of the other soul fragments will be remembered. The dominant personality will remain. All previous lives will be conjured into one becoming simply an experience for the Primordial Soul.}
Shen Jueyang was dumbfounded by what he heard. The God of Wisdom is hinting that Yue Xuexia is a Primordial Soul. The current her and the previous her were just split souls. Because Yue Xuexia had a stronger personality than Yue Xuehua, she had become the dominant one between the two. It is just that Yue Xuexia isn’t willing to merge souls. Is she afraid of changing into someone else?
"Are you trying to say that Xue’er is just a soul fragment like Yue Xuehua and once they merge, the one with a stronger personality will dominate the body. If there are other souls in the mix and this soul had a stronger personality than the current Xue’er? Will she be replaced as well?" The Immortal Sun Emperor asked.
The God of Wisdom said, {Yes, she will be replaced as long as she lost to the other soul fragment.}
"Is this for real? Just how insane is this!?" Shen Jueyang murmured in disbelief.