Chapter 17: Chapter 17

NEW VERSION

[ELLE]

I walk closer to them with a smile on my face. I don’t know if I’ll laugh or just let them wonder what they see now. I know that I showed up that they were still in the black room. And I know they know who I really am. But I threw away my old self. A worthless and weak creature- being an Elle Synthecia being. I came closer and closer. I saw in Kuya Xian's eyes the astonishment and fear.

"Did you miss me, brother?" I said angrily.

He just sighed while Thea hid behind him.

"Hi Baby Thea, how are you? Did you miss ate?" I smiled at my younger brother, but he did not speak and remained clinging and hid behind. I feel scared of Thea. But, I don’t care how he feels.

Since he disappeared and my older brother went crazy to look for him, I just got used to it. I think my older brother stared at me for almost a minute. He looked at me from head to toe.

“HAHAHAHAHAHA!”

I gave them a strange laugh. “Is that how you missed me? Watching my whole being again? Or maybe you’re wondering. I'm still this brother! Case in point, Helen is the only one in front of you now, ”I said boldly.

“You are! Per— ”he interrupted because he suddenly hugged me. I seemed to stiffen in my stance. I don’t know but there is a strange feeling that has overwhelmed me now.

“Even if you change the name of your dress, demeanor and words. You are still my sister Elle, ”he said. Her hug was weird, it seemed to speak and give me weakness.

I forced myself to leave her embrace because it wasn’t the right thing to do because I didn’t want to swallow Elle’s weakness again. "Shut up! You're talking to Helen and not Elle. So can it be? Just stop it! ” I said angrily and left. I just closed the door and left him speechless. I could still hear her sigh but I ignored it.

"Base them on, TB!" I command my assistant.

CRAZY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS

[XIAN]

Elle left and Thea and I were left speechless and wondering. I know why he is like that, but I don't know that it will reach everyone in this terrible situation. “Brother? 'Isn't that Sister Elle? Why does Helen say she's so naughty. It's creepy! ” said Thea. I even looked at him and thought. I don’t know what to answer because Thea is so young she might not fully understand yet.

“Let it go, youngest. You know that your sister has a lot of tricks. ” I tried to make my brother feel that it wasn't there so that he wouldn't be surprised and ask more questions.

He just nodded and lay down on the bed. We are currently in a room that is no longer dark but it is still scary because maybe later he will prepare for another explosion.

I was always vigilant and really alert because I knew he was going to do something weird. I don’t know when, where, and how? But, when can I be strong and careful?

My sister has changed but I know that she is still Elle. It's sad to think but I know why but I don't understand how and why his condition is getting worse.

I am worried...

Tired.

Scary.

And crazy as well.

I didn't realize the time because I thought Thea had fallen asleep on my lap. Intense and really seems like no problem. I hope Elle is just like this but how?

If I was his older brother, he would not be able to accept and obey.

The difficulty. It's so hard! Hopefully after all this.

I looked around again. It was clean and every side was really neat. It looks like a really simple room and nothing bad happens. I stood up for a while and tried to open the door but it was frustrating because it was not closed. I just sat on the bed and shouted at my brother and suddenly the door opened.

"This oh, your food and drink. Ms. Helen is resting so you should rest," said a man I did not know. “Is it forbidden to know where he is? Thanks for the food, just in case we get poisoned, ”I said rudely to the man in front of me now. He even grinned slightly which surprised me.

“Sir, don't worry, your brother can't kill you. He's just playing with you, ”he said as I stood up and threatened him with annoyance.

"Shut up! What do you know about us? ” I said angrily while still staring.

“I have no right to say everything. All of us here respect him. He is scary but TB and I know that he is just going through something," explaining it.

I let him go. I didn't know. I was busy with everyone. I didn't realize that he still trusted them. “So if you want to talk. Get ready and think hard. Eat up! he insisted at once leaving. I wanted to speak but nothing came out of my mouth. I sat down suddenly and there were a few tears streaming down my eyes.

“F*ck! It's all my fault! ” I almost found myself in annoyance and anger because of my negligence. "Brother? Are you all right? ” Thea asked. He woke up with a no.

“Sorry youngest. He just nodded so I took him some food. I smelled it first and observed. We didn't have anything to eat either. After a few hours nothing bad happened but no. I don't know but I want to see him again and talk to him. But, I don't know if it's okay and if it's okay or not.

I know a few parts of her have changed but she is still my only Elle. The first princess among us. Hope to get back to everyone. I hope my ex-brother comes back. I will do everything as long as he just returns to the past even if my life still depends. And hopefully we can still fix this tire. Is it even better? What's wrong with you Elle?