Chapter 88: Chapter 88

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I was clueless about my future. Maybe I will run away from here and never look back again and maybe I will never forget what happened to me.

I know he will not come after me and why I was expecting him to run after me? I don't even have any clue why I am burning from inside.

these touches, these marks will fade away but what about the marks john has given me on my soul, what about the scarcity I was feeling for blake Jensen? and what about the life I am living?

my mother is almost dead because of me! several people are injured right there because of me and what the hell I did do? I did nothing! absolutely nothing!

I had no idea where I was going, the wind around me was in the devastation it was changing too in all the parameters in the night, the moon was covered in shadows alarming me that it is going to rain soon. there was mud around me which was sulking my feet. I wasn't able to see any lights, it was opaque everywhere around, I don't know about anything, there were no buildings around me, those tall buildings which once used to flourish me with their state were nowhere to be found.

where was I? I don't have my cellphone to find the location then I heard the most almighty voice of the universe. the sparks of thunder, yes it started raining, the way the moist droplet of water touched my body made me realise I need to wash all the imprints of john's touch. I need to wash them off immediately to cleanse my soul. I looked up to the opaque dark blue sky and felt the rain over my face, to my lips to my eyes, to my whole body.

Unexpectedly the aura around me changed, I felt somebody's presence near to me.

Then I looked back, there he was standing at a respectable distance from me, his face was not visible but I could see his eyes and I could recognise it was him.

So he came but why?

Is anything left between us? Especially when he saw me in my most vulnerable state.

"Go away!"

I don't want him to watch me closely, I don't want him to notice what is missing in me.

"I do not come here to go away,"

I heard him say when it was raining too loud.

"Then why did you come?"

I think my mind was not in the state to think anything sane. I have no idea what the hell I was feeling, something strange was occurring to my heart.

As if one word from him will slice my heart. Despite knowing that he is a billionaire and this is an end for us. Despite knowing that he might that he has dated several girls in his life. Despite knowing that he only came here because he feels pity for me?

I have had enough of his games! first, he intrude on my life being a billionaire and forced me to work in his company which was pretty much fine, then he forced me to pretend as his girlfriend while he had Sophia in his other arm, and if doing all these idiotic things was not enough for his entertainment he forced me to get engaged with him.

and now he wants to marry me? But for what propose?

"I want to talk to you!"

I was here completely drenched in water, struggling to stand up straight when I was about to collapse, my clothes were almost torn though he gave me his coat to cover my body. However, that was not enough my legs were on display too at this time. And the rain was falling on him, on me, or between us.

His eyes were sparkling like the sea of an ocean in the night as he was discovering a word to say, to say something to cut this shivering silence between us.

The silence was killing me maybe I was desperate for all the outcomes, I didn't have the energy to say something, not even a word.

He took. Footstep again, the chaos of life comes to a single point at this moment from the time when I was born to the time my father left me, to the point I worked like hell to prove myself to the point when I worked for him, to the point when I wanted to run away from him, to the point when I can't run away even when I wanted to do so.

"What do you want to talk about?" I quivered, I was shivering from the cold, maybe the water was in my heart too.

He didn't say anything he took one more step to reach out in my direction more closely.

"Let me tell you one thing straight away if you want to go to Sophia to get united with her then you can go,"

Yes. He needs to clarify what he wants in his.

If he wants to be with her then he should go from here without even trying to explain or better touch me or if he wants to do marriage me then he needs to clarify his reason, and if he doesn't have anything to do with me then he should let me go. I don't want to be his robot who just follows randomly whatever he utters.

"What? Why are you talking about Sophia?" He raised one of his eyebrows as he doesn't know her. As he doesn't spend his night with her when he invited me to his penthouse.

Is this guy for real?

"Oh, now you forgot her name? Didn't you invite her to the hotel when we were in London?"

"I didn't!"

"What?"

She was there and he was there too if he didn't invite her then who did? If he didn't tell her to come to create a scene then who did?

"It was John who invited her, and she was working with him for the past six months,"

He shrugged.

"What a bitch!"

I blurted out without thinking that he was looking straight at me.

However, he didn't react to anything outrageous instead he smirked at me.

"So what? She was your girlfriend, right!"

I was angry to even say that. My knuckles were turning white from the temptation I was feeling and he was smirking even more than ever before.

"Yes. She was but why are you behaving as you are jealous?"

That man! Had the guts to ask me this question when I was burning from inside.

"I am not jealous! I was only clarifying the fact that she was your girlfriend!"

I am not jealous! Not at all and he has no right to make fun of me because if he tried to do he I will beat the shit out of him.

"But you look and something is telling me you want to murder her!"

What?

How can you be so accurate but you have done a mistake to understand my utter sentiments.

I want to murder both of you.

"No, you are wrong! I do not want to kill her,"

He took one more step closer to my heart.

He was too near to me, his hot breath was all over my eyes when I was not able to look at him with straight in his eyes.

I was tempting and he was a designated hell.

"Then why your eyes are burning?" He touched my eyes with the tip of his finger when the rain was falling on both of us.

There was a fire inside me when I was completely drenched in water and it was very hard to put in words when he touched my eyes I felt something churning inside my chest.

"Because I want to kill you!"

This is not a romantic situation where the heroine will confess her love and jump on the hero.

No! It will never transpire in my life. His jaw twitched again, and just like that the summer escapes the winter, the heart escapes the warning, the river escapes the ocean, and his heartbeat escaped to his eyes.

They were bright even at night when there was no source of light to look when there was no source of another human between us when there was nothing but nature.

I know he isn't romantic, and maybe I am not the romantic one too but at this moment for a second, I closed my eyes and felt his closeness to my heart.

Blake Jensen was standing right near close to my heart, he was the billionaire of the country and I was the girl of the roads, we were different from each other in everything, he was the one whom I have pledged never to run to. Yes, I remember the day when I took the pledge to not run into any billionaire but look at me now, look at the scarcity of my life.

"Kill me then!"

Without giving me any hint of his next move, he captured my lips with this.

His kiss was different from all the past ones. This time he was kissing with a passion; the passion of love and I was too kissing him back when he trying to carry me in bridal style.

"Marry me, will you?"

"And why do you want to marry?"

"Because I love you!"

This story has one more chapter as an epilogue

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