Chapter 86: Chapter 86
"I will leave Blake Jensen in shred by making you mine," these were the words of the man who used to behave like a gentleman and now look at him what is he doing. if he is man enough then why shouldn't he fight with his competition blake Jensen eye to eye. why is he using me to furnish his good for nothing plan?
I saw his eyes when I was trying to get myself from the knot of the rope, the knot was hard for me to even strangle, but I had to do it anyway to get myself free. I stomped my leg in anticipation of horror and I hate myself; I hate myself for shedding a tear, I hate myself for sobbing. the tears were dead on my skin they have mixed with the blood of my heart, if only my hands were free I would tell this good for nothing man to get lost. if only my life wouldn't have all these affections in my life.
I was trying anything to create a distance when I failed miserably in losing the ties when he almost ripped my dress from the slit cut.
his hand was just above my upper thigh and another one found its way to my chest, he was not just tearing my clothes, he was measuring every curve of the body with his luscious eyes.
and if that was not enough to touch me in the most appropriate way when I was screaming like hell to his ears, he ripped apart my dress from the upper side, making me visible in my bra. he looked at my chest dangerously, to my rising pulse and licked his lower lip.
such a pathetic bastard he is!
"Stay the fuck away from me you bastard!" I screamed in anger, there was too much furiousness in me, my mind was spinning again in circles and I was out of my sense until I felt his touch.
he nibbled my lower lip and forcefully started kissing me, the hunger radiated from his actions, he wasn't asking to enter with his twisted tongue instead he thrust it in while taking all over me.
"kiss me back!" I heard him whisper while taking breaths
"fuck you! you monster!" I slammed my forehead on his hard chest so that he can lose his composure.
he lost his balance and fell hard to the ground, yes, he lost his mind as well as dignity if he had any.
"kinky, I like that!" he let out a disastrous chuckle making me shudder even more in horror. his scribbling mind has lost all the sanity.
"I said leave me alone!" I barked at him when the tears were almost dead on my skin, my eyes were fuming with anger too and my mind? it had nothing to do with all the outcomes of my future.
I want to fight, I do not want to become a victim but I can't help, my legs and my arms are not in my control. I can only bark at him and shed tears like blood.
he rose again on his legs, every step he was taking was a slap to my heart, I remember the day when the first time I met him at the Jensen's building when he pretended to be like a gentleman little did I know he was planning this from so long.
"Why are you behaving as you are not enjoying it? when that moron Jensen touched you here didn't you enjoy it?" he pressed my left boob.
"didn't you enjoy when he sucked you here?" that bastard embarked on his presence by sulking at my collar bone, he sucked it and left his mark here as he was a vampire who was devouring my blood.
my head started spinning, his image went blurred, my heart was racing too fast and I was ashamed of my state, to not even help myself, to not even kill that bastard who used my mother, to not even kill that bastard who is assaulting me!
his breath was all over my face when his hands were on my body, I was disgusted till death to do anything, and he was not only touching my body he was piercing my soul, in every possible way, he was deteriorating my self-image in my eyes and I am ashamed to even look at my self now.
he nobbled my ear lobe, "god! you are so sexy, I have waited too much for you but I can't resist now!"
my sight was still blurry, I was in nausea, my mind was not working, my chest was only rising from horror, I was trying to scream, trying to bite him with my teeth but I was hopeless, I was not in my senses.
I felt his touch on my feet, and felt something moist in there, he was trailing his kisses from my feet to my left, to my upper thigh to the area which was just above my waist, to my belly button, to my bare chest, to my shoulders, to my neckline, to my earlobe then to my lips again.
" Just wait and watch how I am going to make you mine!" and with that, he ripped all of my dress into pieces remaining me in just two pieces.
and maybe this is the end! since twenty-five years of my life I have fought everything for the basic necessity, I have struggled till becoming ashes on the road, I had dreams to live the way I want, to be someday pleased and free but maybe life is cruel than I have ever thought, my father was never there for me, and my mother did everything she could do to give me life but because of me she is ill! because she is on the verge of dying and what I am doing here? I can't even kick a man who is trying to rape me, I can't even kick that man who is molesting me in every possible way.
everything went black around me, the past, the present or the future in which I am living, nothing makes sense anymore, maybe I am going to die today at this moment and never reappear in my whole existence, his touch was burning my body, wherever he touched me is burning like a hell and I do not want to submit to him, I do not want him to get succeed in his notorious plan.
he touched my waist again when everything was black around, a fainted light appears right ahead of my eyes, maybe god has come to take me back to that place where these humans doesn't exist as they are horrible, the most horrible creatures of the world are, maybe god has come to take me to save from getting drenched by him.
I heard a loud voice, the voice crackling something like a gunshot, maybe I have lost my brain too in the process of detaching myself from this body.
then I saw Shawn's face in a tinted light he had an army of men with him. how can it be possible? how can he be here?
maybe I have lost of senses too in the process of leaving this world most horribly.
then I heard my name-calling, as my mother was calling my name, as my father who left me when I was a little child calling my name as Blake Jensen was calling my name in the most affectionate name.
however, I know neither my mother van come here, nor does my father, but what about blake Jensen?
"Ashley Brooke," I heard his voice again and then my blurry eyes landed on him as the eyes land on the desert when they see water in there, as the eyes catch the moon in the burning night, as the two lovers catch each other for the first time, as the river breaks my soul, his crashing voice reached directly to my ears when he was right there at the corner with blood on his face.