Chapter 41: Chapter 41

Tokyo's POV

"Oh God, I'm palpitating," my lips pouted at the sight of Zanaya. She was shaking, nervous on what's about to happen.

Two weeks ago, little Ashton's face got plastered all over media when the kid accidentally opened a livestream app on Storm 's phone. How he was able to start a live session, we don't have a single clue but denying the baby's existence isn't one of the plausible options at this time.

Whoever saw the little kid's face would know he is indeed their child. His face practically scream's Zanaya's face. Well, apart from his eyes whom he's gotten from Seth. Nevertheless, he looks exactly like what their kid should look like.

Both of our agencies had been silent about the matter and I think it's because both of their families had spoken about the matter. They were scared and that's understandable. They were thinking about the welfare of the kid.

Every one of us agreed that it's the best for little Ashton to be out of the public's eye when he was born. That's because we were afraid he'd be hated. Seth and Zanaya's relationship isn't exactly accepted by many during that time and a whole lot more reasons.

Now, I'm glad both our agencies gave the decision to Zaya and Seth.

I was startled when I felt my phone vibrating from inside of my jacket. I forgot I put it in silent mode when we hop on the car earlier on our way to our scheduled fan meeting.

Once I pulled my phone out of my pocket, a smile automatically emerged from the corner of my lips at the sight of the name reflecting on my phone.

My Bunny

Ever since Grey found out I am the same girl from the bookstore he had been in love with, he went back to the same adorable man that he is. If I knew he was being so sensitive because he's not getting any sleep out of worry that he may be actually cheating on me for dreaming some other girl, I would have told him way before.

To be honest, everything was just too funny for me. Who would have thought that Grey Simons had been in love with me since then when I was actually fuming in anger about his attitude towards me during that time?

My Bunny: How's everything going babe?

My cheeks blushed in an instant. Our members are now aware that we were dating but I'm not used to it, not after we had broken up for God knows long it feels like everything was anew once again.

Raze was fuming in anger the moment we went home after that escapade that we did. I know he was taken aback by the fact that we were dating behind their back but moreover, he was worried because we were out after Seth and Zanaya just announced their marriage.

Also, we just found out that him and Joy had already broken up. Another reason why he was being bitter about our relationships.

Anyway, Raze was now okay with it even apologized to me. He felt bad because he thinks he had turned his frustration over his failed relationship towards Grey and I.

Me: Zanaya was still too tense about everything. Do you think everything will be alright?

I know it was probably stupid of me to ask. Of course, no one knows what's about to happen after this but deep inside, I was hoping things will work out just fine. Zanaya had suffered enough. The last thing that we want to happen is for her to snap if things don't go well after this.

My Bunny: It will babe. Stop worrying about it. Just make sure you're there for Zaya. And remember, I'm just right here. See you later babe. Good luck on your fan meet. Love you!

I almost dropped on my seat the moment I saw his message.

Ge'ez. Why can't I get used to him saying does words to me?

My cheeks still blushing, I quickly typed and 'Iloveyoutoo' on him before I put back my phone in my pocket.

Our fan meet is about to start. From where we were sitting, we can hear the MC speaking outside, introducing us to our Blinks.

Butterflies erupted on my stomach. It's funny how even our fans make me feel giddy inside.

Soon enough, we were all out on the stage, greeting our fans before us. A smile was plastered on our face as we see how they seemed so happy to meet us.

Like always, happiness fills my heart whenever we see our fans.

We may be on hiatus, release just one fucking song a year but they will never turn their back on us. In fact, it feels like their love for us keeps on getting stronger and we can never thank them enough for all of their support. We just wish we can properly give back and meet their expectations.

We have our own worries too but seeing those wonderful smile on their face makes us stronger.

"Hi," I greeted a girl who brought a cd for me to sign. She looks cute and I think she's roughly thirteen years old.

"Wahh!" she greeted me and I can see how her eyes are starting to get teary.

"Awww, don't cry baby," I cooed and a soft smile immediately emerged on her lips.

", I love you and the rest of the girls. I hope you stay healthy and I'll cheer you guys always!" she beamingly exclaimed and my heart fluttered at her words.

"Thank you so much baby, I hope to see you again and always take care," I told her. She smiled at me before moving to Cali who was sitting on my right.

Before I knew it, the fan meet was about to end.

Just when I was signing the cd of the last person on the line, loud cheers suddenly erupted when Seth walked on the stage, little Ashton was on his hands.

In an instant, the crowd was in frenzy and they have gotten wild, the security had to create a barricade just in case.

However, it doesn't take that long for them to calm down.

From the corner of my eyes, I saw Seth standing beside Zanaya who was biting her finger in nervousness. I had to stifle my laughter as I saw little Ashton kissing his mother's cheeks probably realizing the state her mother is currently in.

Seth was looking at his family amused.

"Looks like little Ashton knows how to handle his Mom huh," Max chuckled beside me and Cali giggled.

We decided to stand aside. This is a situation where Zanaya's family needs to face. However, we are surely just right here on her side, prepared for whatever it's worth.

"Oh my gosh, they look so cute!"

"Seth! please take care of Zanaya for us!"

"Your baby looks so adorable!"

The crowd was in awe and its funny how little Ashton was giggling the entire time. At one point, we all laughed when he waved his hands to the fans. At two years old, little Ashton seemed to know how to handle a crowd.

After a few minutes, Seth and Zanaya had taken a hold of a mic. The crowd went silent as they wait for the couple to speak.

Zanaya is still obviously nervous but the reassuring smile of her husband made her calm down a little.

"A lot of things had happened," Zanaya had started. I turned to my right when I felt someone grab my arm, Max looks like she's about to cry.

"When Seth announced our marriage to their fans, I felt so apologetic towards you guys for not being able to do the same. I should have said something, not because I have to but because you at least deserve to know for always being there for me, for us WHISTLE," Zanaya turned to us and we three gave her a thumbs up though Max was already crying.

"I'm sorry if I failed or disappointed you guys in any way," she mumbled and I smile when a few of our fans cried and told her she doesn't have to apologize.

"I knew you understand why I am standing in front of you now. It's because you guys are my family, our family. This time, I want you to meet my own,' she stated, she was already smiling but I knew any minute, she's about to cry.

This is a huge step for Zanaya.

"I never formally introduce you guys, my husband," she chuckled and the crowd erupted in waves of laughter.

Seth was chuckling while little Ashton was kicking his feet in excitement.

"Blinks, I want you to meet my husband, Seth," she stated, her right hand snaked around Seth's waist. Seth bowed to the audience and we all laughed when one of our fans screamed joking.

"Wow, he's so handsome he can be an idol!"

Seth pouted but shouted a "thank you" in response.

"And of course, this little angel over here, is our precious two-year-old baby, Ashton Zaye Devon. But you guys can call him Ashton," Zanaya beamed before taking her child from the father.

The crowd cooed at Ashton's cuteness. He started kicking his knees in excitement so Zanaya put her down. And once she did, Ashton started acting adorable, waving his hands and dancing, his sweet, joyful laughter resonating the whole room.

My heart melted at the sight of them. Zanaya was hugging Seth while crying as they watch their child openly communicate with our fans.

The media will surely have a field day tomorrow but what's important right now is that Zanaya and Seth are now free from the burden they had been carrying for two years.

There are still too many things to explain but seeing how happy they look right now lifts the burden and wary we have in our hearts.

I can never be happier than this.

But then I wonder, Grey and I, what more challenges should we face.

Will we ever end up together?

Will we also have an Ashton in our lives?

I know it's too early to tell but deep inside, I wanted the answer to be Yes. Because at this time, my heart knows,

I want him with my life...

Forever.