Chapter 54: Chapter 54

Mrs. Liam is busy preparing dinner, I just came after a passionate bath with my handsome, bossy, pushy and like-minded husband. The smell of Mrs. Liam increased my appetite fast, looks like he’s cooking chicken soup. I helped him serve dinner, after that rushed to meet Sean who was currently in his study. He was standing in front of the glass window looking down, looking down at those little people down there with all the power of a CEO he had. I rested my arm on the door frame enjoying him pensively, I guess. What is he thinking?? I wonder, he’s so hard to guess for me unlike him who can guess my thoughts so easily, like I’m the thing he created. My Inner Goddess twisted her lips and gave me a ‘he-has-your-heart-and-soul-he-your-husband’ look. I smiled full of self-awareness, Sean turned to me as if he was aware of my presence.

“Do you like watching all men like that??”

I shake my head with my shy smile, he walks over to me and I can’t stop admiring him, his aura is like an Alpha and the ruler of the universe, Yes, he is the ruler of my universe. My Inner Goddess blushed at the confession.

“I just do this and that with you,” I replied then his gaze turned questioning and teasing

“This and that??”

Biting my inner lip, I nodded.

“Yeah, marrying you and the kinky thing in love.” My whole body flushed red at my frank and shameful confession. He looked at me seductively, his mischievous smile dancing on his lips. He pulled my hand until I was in his arms that surrounded me, I inhaled his scent which is my favorite among other perfumes in this world.

“Apparently, I have to take you too tomorrow,” he said and I was like a machine that suddenly stopped in the middle of its activity. Should I go with him to Germany?? That’s not a good idea, I have a job here moreover I know absolutely nothing about the company’s business dealings.

“That’s ridiculous, Sean, I don’t know anything about your job.”

“You can wait for me with a walk, I know you still want to enjoy Germany.”

I took a deep breath, then broke our embrace and looked at him.

“I have a job I’ve just been doing, and I would feel irresponsible if I didn’t show up with the excuse that I had to come with you.”

“I’m sure the school will allow it.”

My brows furrowed seeing him easily say that, is it that easy to be a Sean Valentino Valentino?? I shook my head disapprovingly mister was here.

“Sean, the school doesn’t belong to you, you can’t just make any decisions.”

Then he put his hands into the pockets of his jeans.

“If the school was mine, would you come with me to Germany?”

For Neptune’s sake! What’s the matter with this guy?? It’s only a three day trip, I admit I will definitely miss him too but why does he have to act like this??

“What do you mean?? That’s enough, Sean, don’t use your arbitrariness for trivial things like this, you’re going to own the school so I’m free to go with you anywhere??! That’s ridiculous.”

I’m starting to talk to the veins now, this man is beyond his limits. Sean shrugged nonchalantly.

“Anything for you, honey.”

I massaged the space between my forehead, then diverted this conversation with the dinner that had been served on the table for a long time.

Silence stretched between us at dinner, the discussion just made me dizzy and a little angry. Until I finished, I was in no mood to talk and left Sean alone in the kitchen heading to the music room. I took the guitar and sat on the sofa folding my knees. Playing random tunes and my mind wandering, we don’t really know each other well yet but we’re in love, well, at least that’s what I think and I hope it’s true I don’t care how much we argue about his decision but I will always come back to him, forgive him, and accept all of his decisions, even if they are sometimes very contrary to what I want. When I turned my gaze towards the entrance of this room Sean was standing there, looking at me with a look that I didn’t understand, I looked at my fingers and clinked one of the guitar strings, Sean came over to me then sat with me on the sofa.

“You are okay??”

I don’t know what this question is for, I shrugged my shoulders in response.

“Are you mad at me??”

Really, I don’t know what I’m feeling right now, I’m trying to gauge myself on this question. My senses looked at me with an incomprehensible look, I saw my Inner Goddess, and she looked serious reading automotive magazines, I rolled my eyes because I was reminded of my new luxury car.

“No, I’m not mad,” I finally said, and this answer didn’t seem too bad. Ryan breathed a sigh of relief.

“Ana, I’m just trying to do what’s best for you, trying to take care of you like I should.”

Maybe this is another problem, he doesn’t know how to deal with me even though I don’t really mind if he manages my life a little, but if he has to manage everything?! I shook my head in my head, I can’t let him do that, shouldn’t we listen to each other?? And that seems to be what we have to do.

“I know that, but you can’t manage my life however you want, forcing me to accept all your decisions, I don’t mind if you take part in mine, but we have to talk about it every time you want to make a decision about me.”

I saw his golden eyes staring at me with eyes trying to understand, I put the guitar next to this sofa and looked back at him.

“You have me, Sean, but that doesn’t mean you can force all your will on me, and so can I on you.”

We were silent for a while, he looked at me but I could tell he was thinking, what was he thinking?? Does he understand??

“I love you, I need you so can we make this relationship easy?? Without having to force it?! I’m sure you wouldn’t like it if I did to you.” I grabbed his hand and held it, I gave him a ‘give up-now’ look then he took a deep breath while closing his eyes for a few seconds then looked back at me. He nods and I smile with relief.

“I’m just afraid you’ll leave me,” he said and I saw the painful sadness there, oh my God, how can he always think like that?? I should have thought so.

“I told you I couldn’t do that.” This man is very fragile on one side in him, he then lay on my lap, I stroked his hair and played with my fingers he looked at me.

“I love you, Ariana, you are my everything, my life, my love.”

I bent down to kiss his forehead, my heart filled with my emotional love for him, those words were like heavenly songs that soothed me and eased my restlessness.