Chapter 42: Chapter 42

"Queen we need to hurry, it's getting late." Keegan said making me nod.

Rainer's gaze landed on Keegan. His eyes blazing in anger while looking at him. I caressed his palm to get his attention.

He tilted his head to face me "He's so familiar to me. I think I saw him before. but I just don't know where." he promised uncertainly.

I laughed lightly and we started to walk together towards the chopper. I gave Keegan a small smile and he just nodded before getting into the chopper.

Rainer scoffed beside me and held my hand tightly. My chest suddenly heaved when Rainer grabbed my jaw causing me to look up at him. He held my jaw tightly making me gasp. He stared darkly at my face before he crouched a bit to bit my lower lip. He nibbled it harshly and sighed afterwards.

"You have so many sins against me," he whispered against my lips. I blinked because of what he said. He's right, I have a lot of sins against him.

"But I'm still willing to forgive you again and again." He mumbled and kissed my head softly.

Both corners of my eyes got hot. I hope you can still forgive me after knowing the truth why I left you years ago. I hope you open your mind that I made them hide from you so that you can fulfill all your dreams. That I was able to lie because that was the only thing I knew would be good for both of us.

I'm sorry if I didn't take pills as what you've said. Cause baby I want to have children with you. Please forgive me.

I rested my head on Rainer's shoulder as the chopper flew by. it's late at night but here we are on a helicopter to go to the island where my children are.

The night is so silent. We could only hear breathing and the sound of the helicopter. I felt how Rainer held my hand tightly. I want him to ask some questions. Where we are headed. but since we sat down he was very quiet.

He didn't ask any questions. I fear whatever is going through his mind right now.

Everything happened so fast it was like we were in the air just now but now we are inside the car heading to my house.

Keegan was driving the car while me and Rainer were sitting on the backseat. I saw how Rainer's lips parted while looking outside.

His forehead went into knots and looked at me so confused.

"What did we do here in Las Heras?" he asked me confused. I was suddenly surprised by his question.

He knows the name of this island? How come?

"You know this place?" I asked in a shocked voice. He quickly nodded.

"I came here together with Maven and Luka. Luka's girl lived here." he uttered seriously.

My lips parted when I found out. Suddenly, the day Caelliah saw her Dadda entered my mind. So that means my daughter is not hallucinating at that time? That she actually saw her father? The world is really small for us huh.

I jumped a bit when Rainer's soft hands slowly caressed my cheeks. He looked at me worriedly. But his brown eyes are so confused while looking at my blue ones.

"Queen we are here."

My heart started to beat faster again. I'm nervous because the thing I was trying to avoid before is happening. i looked outside and saw that we are really here.

I calm my self and smiled timidly at Rainer who looks so confused while looking outside and back to me.

"Whose house is that?" he asked curiously while looking outside.

"Mine." I said weakly, causing his lips to part. He wanted to ask something but I quickly got out of the car.

I felt that Rainer quickly got out of the car. He immediately clasped our hands as we entered the house.

When we entered the house. Manang Anitha immediately greeted us.

"Good evening Ma'am Talliah," she greeted me.

I smiled warmly at her. She smiled at me but suddenly shifted her attention to the person next to me. You could see the surprise in her eyes as she looked at Rainer.

She quickly smiled at Rainer and greeted him immediately "Good evening too Sir," Rainer nodded his head and smiled a bit.

"Ma'am, Caelliah's doctor is here. He said Caelliah is fine and just needs to rest."

"Thank you very much Manang." I smiled sincerely at her.

"No worries, Ma'am. Alright, Ma'am, I'm just going to the kitchen because I'm still doing something," I just nodded to Manang and she quickly went to the kitchen.

I breathed a little in the knowledge that my daughter was doing well. I looked at the stairs and decided to go up. What will be his reaction if he saw our twins? Even though I was nervous I decided to go up. I tightened my hold on Rainer's hand as we climbed.

But we were suddenly stopped when Lana suddenly appeared carrying an empty jug of water. Her eyes immediately widened after seeing us. Her lips parted as she stared at the person next to me.

Rainer's grip on my hand suddenly loosened.

"What the hell..." Rainer muttered almost a whisper after seeing his sister. His confused eyes immediately looked at me. Asking me what the hell is happening.

"B-brother..." Lana called her brother trembling causing him to grab Rainer's attention.

"Sister, the twins have been waiting for you for a while." Lana said weakly to me. I nodded to her and continued walking up the stairs.

"Damn it... What's going on? Why is my sister here? Talliah!" Rainer shouted but I didn't look back. I continued walking towards to Caelliah's room.

I quickly entered the room with my chest tightened. I felt my heart beating very fast. Because of the noise when I closed the door, Tallan suddenly woke up sleeping next to Caelliah.

"Momma you're already here," Tallan mumbled while softly caressing his eyes.

With a tight chest I walked towards their place. My heart ached after seeing my Caelliah. I caressed her face softly, she looked so tired while sleeping. I kissed Tallan's forehead. While his eyes were flashing, he was staring at me.

"Momma Raiah fell asleep again. She waited for you but she said she's tired." Tallan voice quivered a bit while looking at her sister.

I was about to open my mouth to ask but I suddenly shut it when the door opened violently. Tallan's attention was then grabbed. I slowly looked at the door. I could clearly see how Rainer's angry face changed to surprise and shock when he saw us.

"Daddy..." tallan whispered shocked to see his father.

I bit my lower lip to stop my tears from falling when Tallan immediately got down from the bed and ran excitedly towards Rainer. Rainer's lips parted after seeing a young boy who looked exactly like him running towards his direction.

"Dadda! You're here! you're not busy anymore?" Tallan excitedly asked while looking up to see his Dadda face.

Suddenly, tears welled up in my eyes when I saw Rainer's shocked face while staring at my son's face in disbelief. He looked so lost while looking at my son's face.

"Caelliah and me missed you so much. We waited for you for a long time Dadda. Are you not busy anymore? Are you worried about Caelliah that's why you're here? The doctor said she's okay now, she just needs to rest. she's there Dadda look." Tallan spoke very quickly and pointed in the direction where his sister was lying.

I saw how Rainer's tears immediately fell down to wet his cheeks while looking at my son. He suddenly fell to his knees and sobbed while looking closely at Tallan's face. he softly caressed his cheeks that made Tallan lips to smile. Rainer blinked as Tallan quickly hugged him.

"I missed you so much Dadda. There's no day we didn't think of you."

I could hear Rainer crying while staring into my eyes. I mouthed sorry but he avoided my gaze. He buried his face in Tallan's neck and hugged him tightly.

"I'm s-sorry..." Rainer said with difficulty.

Tallan laughed softly and stroked his father's back "It's okay Dadda. we understand that you're just busy reaching your dreams for us. I'm so proud of you Dadda. We love you so much."

Rainer's crying and sobbing got louder, causing my heart to break little by little. I'm sorry I lied. They're my reason for running away and hiding in this Island. Please baby accept my twins. Because I will be the first to be hurt too much if you don't accept them. I will be the first to be crushed when you spare them.

I will accept your anger towards me but please accept my daughter and son wholeheartedly. They deserve a father like you. Please don't disappoint me.