Chapter 34: Chapter 34

Talliah Eryn Castillego POV

My heart feels like crying when I roam my eyes around my room. I feel like I'm coming back to the place where I really belong. I laughed a bit while looking at Rainer's picture everywhere. Damn is this true? I'm finally here? I finally came back!

I wiped the little tears that rolled down my cheeks when I saw the picture taken when we were at the amusement park. The smile on our faces is so genuine and we're definitely happy in the picture.

I stroke Rainer's face using my finger causing my tears to flow even more. I'm so sorry baby. I'll take you back hmm... I hope you will forgive me.

I blinked my eyes twice when my phone beeped. I wiped the tears from my cheeks before standing up to pick up the cellphone that was on the bedside table.

My forehead creased when I saw the caller. What's with this guy? Didn't he sleep? I put my phone beside my right ear.

I heard him cleared his throat on the other line "Queen, I'm sorry for disturbing you, but..." He drawled

I'm not really sleeping. I woke up around 12am because of hunger. Three pm when Keegan and I arrived. I temporarily left Tallan and Caelliah with Lana on the island. Manang Anitha will take care of them for the meantime.

I yawned and adjusted the bathrobe tie "But?" I asked lazily.

"I saw your man in a club. So drunk and he passed out in the parking lot." he muttered making my eyes widen.

It was as if cold water had been poured on me and all of a sudden my whole spirit was awakened.

"What? Are you fucking sure Keegan? Don't joke like this. It doesn't make me happy." I uttered grimly.

I heard him sighed "See it for yourself to believe. I'm not kidding Queen. We are at Asher's Club right now." He said and ended the call.

The fuck Rainer? When did you learn to drink? I palmed my face and quickly left the house. Damn this wasn't the plan when we first met.

I already planned where should we meet and the meeting place. Fuck not this! I didn't prepare this! I immediately went inside my car and drove faster than I could. Fortunately, there weren't too many cars because it was still early in the morning.

Asher's club huh? So he knows how to party now? He loves crowded places now? He loves the smell of alcohol and cigarettes now? You really change a lot huh...

I immediately parked my car when I saw some space. I quickly went out and immediately looked for Keegan. My right brow raised a bit when I saw him talking to a girl. His face is so serious while the girl is smiling sweetly at him. What's with them?

"Keegan," I called his name causing him to look in my direction. He said something to the woman before he walked to my direction.

I looked at the woman with emotionless eyes. I smirked a bit when she rolled her eyes and scoffed while looking at Keegan's back. Hmm I smell something fishy between them.

"Queen," Keegan called.

I smiled teasingly at him and looked at his back. I heard him groaned causing me to laugh.

"Stop looking at her. She's just a nobody and a headache." he muttered.

I laughed and patted his cheek when I saw that it was red. Really young man "Okay, you said it." I laughed.

"Where's my baby?" I asked making him laugh.

"He's in his car, darn it he's so drunk he can't even open his eyes." he said with a laugh as he pointed the black car.

"Thank you Keegan. I owe you this one." I muttered

He smiled sincerely at me "I owe you more Queen." He mumbled and slightly bowed his head.

He handed me a small paper. I smiled when I saw the number of the unit condo. I tapped Keegan on the shoulder before speaking.

"Drive my car safely okay?" I ordered. He immediately nodded his head.

My heart beating loudly inside my chest at every step I take towards the car. I also feel the coldness of my whole body. Am I ready to see the new version of him?

I walked towards the black car I stopped when I'm in front of it, using my left palm I lightly caressed it. Damn men, this is a black sedan and my baby owns it. He deserved this after all. My baby deserves this kind of car because he worked hard to achieve it.

I could hear the strength of my chest pounding as I slowly opened the car door.

I immediately sat in the driver's seat and calmed my pounding heart before slowly looking at the passenger seat where the person I left for six years was sitting.

I bit my lower lip when my tears started to fall. Caelan Rainer Vassamonte is peacefully sleeping while his mouth parted a bit. His black brows furrowed a bit. I quickly looked away and started the engine of the car.

My tears kept on flowing as I parked the car. I got out of the car and walked towards the passenger door. I immediately opened it to reveal the face of the person I love to hug when I'm having a hard time.

I touched his face while my tears kept on streaming down. Rainer moved a bit. I covered my mouth with my left palm as a little sob came out of my mouth. Tears flowed more from my eyes when I saw the little tears that came out of his eyes.

"I'm so s-sorry... I'm sorry if I've hurt you..." I mumbled while kissing his eyelids.

I put his stiff arm on my shoulder and let him out of the car. I quickly smelled the smell of alcohol from his mouth while walking into the elevator.

I thanked God when we finally arrived at the floor of his condo. I put his finger to the door to open it. My face lit up when I successfully opened the door. I immediately went inside and locked it.

I walked over to the sofa and gently sat Rainer down. I shrugged my shoulders when I felt tired. Damn he's so heavy.

I slowly put his head on the headrest of the sofa. His lips parted a little causing me to laugh. I caressed the entirety of his face.

My eyes widened when I saw the two pairs of earrings in his ears. The two earrings in both of her ears were shining. Damn my baby looks so hot. I slowly stroke his hair with my soft fingers. I'm not contented while standing in front of him. I decided to slowly sat on his lap. His legs wide open making me giggle.

I stared deeply at his face. From his pointed nose down to his reddish lips. I raised my hands a little to caress his jaw but a hard hand caught it.

My eyes widened a bit while looking at his hands holding my wrist. But it doesn't hurt because the grip is just loose.

"Who the fuck are you?" he whispered huskily making me gulp. Is he awake? But his eyes were not open.

"Don't you dare kiss me. I already have a girlfriend." he said while his eyes were still closed.

I was surprised when he spoke in a hard English but I was even more surprised and it felt like something throbbed in my heart when he said the last thing. Does he have a girlfriend now? My heart aches at the idea. But where is her girlfriend?

"Really? Do you have a girlfriend?" I asked with trembling lips.

He immediately nodded his head making my heart break into pieces. Am I that so easy to replace hmm baby...

Even though it hurts, I asked him where his girlfriend was. You're a fool Talliah, you're already hurting and you still asking so questions!

"Then where is she? Why isn't she by your side?" I asked bravely because I knew his eyes were closed. He didn't even recognize my voice. I smiled painfully.

He chuckled humorlessly. My eyes widened when I saw his tears slowly streaming down to his cheeks. He's crying while his eyes are still closed!

"That's also my question. I'm such a useless bastard right? I don't even know where the hell on earth is my girlfriend right now. I don't even know if she's okay or not. I don't even know if she still thinks of me..."

"I don't even know if she will come back to me... I don't know where she is. Fuck me for being powerless. Fuck me because I'm like this. Maybe my girlfriend left me years ago because I'm like this. I'm such a naive bastard..." He muttered and chuckled dryly making my heart shattered into pieces.

I immediately hugged him tightly while my tears flowed like a damn falls. I'm so sorry... it's all my fault. Don't think like that baby hmm... I couldn't stop the tears falling from my eyes and just listened to the gradual breaking of my heart.

"Hey why are you hugging me... get up. My girlfriend is such a jealous type of woman, she might kill you if she sees us like this." He mumbled while holding my arms to get me up.

I hugged him tighter and shook my head. No baby I'm not leaving. I'm your girlfriend okay? I came back... don't you recognize the warmth of my hug hmm...

I went up a little to see his face, I wiped his wet cheek. I kissed his jaw and whispered many sorrys.

"Why do you smell like my girlfriend? You have the same smell of her perfume! For you to attract me? Stop, I won't like you 'cause you're not her.”

He seriously mumbled. I smiled because of what he said. He's so cute. It's me baby. I'm your fucking girlfriend. I giggled when I felt his breathing uneven. He fell asleep again.

I kissed his jaw softly while stroking his hair. I bit his lower lip causing it to bleed. Rainer groaned a bit but he didn't wake up. The triumphant smile plastered on my lips when I saw some blood from his lips. I immediately licked it making my heart beat faster.

That's the sign baby that I've finally come back. Sorry if you waited for too long. I'm so sorry for hurting you. I won't leave you anymore I promised.