Chapter 16: Chapter 16

"Spence is back." I muttered in a whisper enough for Jazzy to hear it.

I heard her gasped a bit "Fuck! You're not joking queen? Maybe you're saw him wrong?" Jazzy asked in disbelief.

"He's real Jazzy. We met at the mall earlier. I was stunned and shocked that he's back. Never in my mind I thought he would come back after so many years of missing. After the death of my father. We have no news about them right?" I tilted my head to the side to see Jazzy's reaction.

She nodded her head while still processing what I have said. Maybe like me she can't also believe that Spence is back. That their family is back here in the Philippines.

"Isn't that jerk bothering you?" Jazzy asked grimly while looking at me.

I sighed and laughed bitterly.

"My baby ran away from me." I mumbled lowly while looking at her face. Jazzy's eyes widened a bit. Her brows met in the middle because of confusion.

"Why? I thought both of you were okay?" She asked confused.

"Yeah we're definitely fine and okay not until he saw me hugging someone else. Spence suddenly hugged me inside the mall!" I said irritated.

"The fuck?! So, your baby saw that scene? Then, he ran away from you?" Jazzy asked in disbelief. I slowly nodded my head.

"He looked so hurt Jaz. His eyes looked so hurt. I don't want to see him like that. He was thinking it wrong. I tried to run after him but I couldn't catch him. I tried to call his Mom but Tita said Rainer is somewhere else. He's not at their house and Tita doesn't know where he went." I said frustrated while raking my hair.

"Maybe your baby is jealous because of what he saw." Jazzy said while looking closely at my face. Maybe she's right.

My heart jumped at the idea. My baby is finally jealous. But I can't seem to calm down knowing that I don't know where he is.

"Relax queen your baby is safe. Maybe he is just confused and hurt at the same time. He is new to this. He is new to a relationship. Maybe he has a reason why he runs away."

"Don't you have a class tomorrow on one of his subjects?" Jazzy asked smiling. I nodded my head slowly.

"Then talk to him. I know he can't escape you there. I'm so sure he won't absent. Knowing that boy. Education is so important to him. Explain your side, so that you can fix your problem ."

I stared at Jazzy for so long. she has so many ideas for all my problems. Oh God, what will I do if there's no Jazzy beside me?

"Thank you Jazzy," I mumbled sincerely while looking at her eyes.

She gave me a sincere smile "I don't know what will I do. If you're not here beside me. thank you for staying." I softly said to her.

Because honestly, Jazzy has become a part of my life. Since Daddy disappeared and Mommy ended up in a mental institution, Jazzy became my friend and also my family. She's always there to protect me. All my problems, she knows it all and all my orders she will do it dutifully. She doesn't complain, as long as she sees me happy.

I don't think Jazzy likes me romantically. Maybe she's just confused. She always cares for me that she sees herself slowly falling for me. But the truth is she only cared for me as a sister and a family.

Jazzy smiled timidly at me. She then leaned closer to me. She put some strands of my hair behind my ears. Her deep hazel eyes looked at my blue ones.

"Queen," she softly called my name.

"Hmm?" I hummed while looking at her face.

"I know that even if I'm not on your side physically. I know you can face and solve your problems alone. I know you are wise and strong." She smiled brightly at me.

"You don't have to lean on me. Because we know that I will suddenly disappear. You don't have to depend on me. 'Cause I know you can do it alone. You don't need me."

"But always remember that I'm always by your side. Even if I'm not in my right mind anymore. Always think that this Jazzy will always support your craziness. Because I'm worse than you." she uttered and chuckled afterwards.

My forehead creased while looking at her. Why are her words different? Like she will leave me. I hope I'm thinking wrong. Jazzy won't leave my side.

Jazzy looked up at the sky so I looked at it too. The clearness of the sky is very different from what I feel now.

"I know that boy loves you." Jazzy suddenly uttered out of the blue.

I pursed my lips while looking at her.

"I see it in his eyes. It's not hard to love you. You're very loveable." She said softly while staring at the sky.

Suddenly my heart beat faster because of what she said.

"But I can also see in his eyes that he still doesn't know much about love. He's just starting to discover what love really means. I believe that one day he'll surpass the love you had to him ."

I closed my eyes and listened carefully to Jazzy. I don't know but I seem to enjoy our time together. And he was right, Rainer was just beginning to discover. Maybe he is still confused by the new emotions he feels.

But I guess Jazzy was wrong when she said that Rainer will surpass my love for him. Because even if time passes, he will never surpass the love I have for him.

I love Rainer so much that I would do anything for him. he's always first before myself. He will always be my top priority. And I don't think my love for him will vanish.

His name and personality already marked on my entire being. Even if time passes, he is the only one I will always choose to love.

And even though we are a few years apart in age. I will find a way for us to be and him to be mine. I am so ready to do anything for him.

Even if it will hurt me.

I'll always choose him. 'Cause he's my medicine.

Even if he will always run away from me. I will never get tired of chasing him and bringing him back to me again.

Because he is only mine and no one can own him but me.

Love can always make people go insane and crazy.

I opened my eyes when I felt like someone was staring at me. I immediately found Jazzy's deep, hazel eyes.

She was standing in front of me. She looked at me with her eyes full of adoration.

"You are really beautiful, Queen." She said with amazement in her voice while staring at my whole face.

I scoffed and rolled my eyes at her making her chuckle.

I stared at her face and sighed "You're so beautiful too. Can't you see yourself in the mirror?" I asked her sarcastically. She just shrugged her shoulders.

Really Jazzy is so pretty. I like her beauty. Her beauty can tame anyone. Even if that person has a sick in the head.

Jazzy extended her hand to my face. I smiled and quickly accepted her hand to stand up from sitting. When I stood up, Jazzy quickly went behind me to remove the small grass that was stuck to my back.

Jazzy is always like this. She always treats me like a queen. Even though she shouldn't be.

"Thank you," I uttered while smiling sincerely at her. She only smirked and bow down her head.

"Always for you my queen," she uttered while still bowing.

I laughed and cupped her face.

"You look crazy, stop that." I chuckled.

"I will serve you as long as I am still in my right mind." She said laughing as we walked towards my car.

I wonder why she didn't bring her car. Turns out she just took a taxi to this place. I really wanted to ask her what she's doing here. But I stopped myself.

Jazzy drive me home. After she dropped me off at home, she left again to go to the Mall where Rainer and I came from earlier. She said that she will take care of what I bought. I just gave her my credit card.

I was staring at my man's face pasted above my ceiling. Are you okay? Why did you run? I could've explained my side only if you didn't run.

I came back from my reverie when my phone suddenly rang on my bedside table.

I smiled sweetly when I saw who the caller was.

"Hey Eryn,"

The man on the other line chuckled. I smirked while still watching my baby's face on the ceiling.

"Hey fucker." I coed and chuckled.

"Damn you! Did you know that I am the owner of the school where your boyfriend is studying?" He asked sarcastically.

I heartily chuckled and rolled my eyes even if he won't me.

"Of course I do. That's why I asked you for a favor right?" I asked him with my sarcastic tone.

"Damn, you're really different. You will do anything for that young man, huh? You want young man I see. That's why you don't like people who are older than you." Wallace said with a laugh on the other line.

I just grinned because of what he said. Wallace is the owner of the school where Rainer is studying. I asked him a favor if I can be a substitute teacher so that I can always see my baby and because he was indebted to me he immediately agreed.

"What do you want now hmm?" Wallace asked on the other line.

I bit my bottom lip and smiled creepily.

"Can you reschedule my class to the last subject on the afternoon. Exactly five pm." I ordered him.

I heard Wallace tsk on the other line.

"What are you going to do?" He asked accusingly. I just laughed because he knew very well that I had a plan in mind.

I didn't answer his question and instead I asked him another favor again. Favor that will surely shookt his world. I giggled at that thought.

"Wallace can I ask a favor again?" I asked softly.

"I don't have a choice but to always follow your command," He sarcastically said making me laugh.

"What's that favor?" He asked curiously.

My smile immediately widened "Can I fuck a student inside the classroom?" I asked that made him curse so loudly on the other line.

"Fuck Eryn! You're crazy!" Wallace promised in disbelief on the other line. I laughed out loud because he couldn't stop cursing on the other line.

"Thanks Wallace. You're such an angel sent from above." I happily said and ended our call immediately.

I giggled happily like a crazy woman while looking at my baby's picture. You can't run away tomorrow. We will talk. I will explain my side. I will make sure that tomorrow you will be back to me before the end of the day.