Chapter 31: Chapter 31

Alexander POV

Three months later...

It's been three months since I came out from the hospital bed. Three months feeling alone and lonely all by myself.

During those three months, I have been to bars drinking and hooking up with every woman I meet. But didn't feel right. I don't feel happy. Something on me that has been missing. But I don't know what is it.

Its also been three months since I have had this dream. A dream that I wanted to come real. I am with women and I'm super in love with her. But every in my dreams I can see her face. Why? I kiss her, touch her but I can't figure her face. She's like a ghost to me.

Every time I woke up I wanted to sleep again so I can be with her. Who is that woman in my dream? Why can't do she doesn't want me to see her face? Why? So many why? But I don't and I can't find my answer.

I was also puzzled by things I found in my drawer. Like my shirt, it smells different. I also found an engagement ring in my drawer. Right? Why do I have an engagement ring in my drawer when I don't have a girlfriend to propose to? I have also a lot of flower book collections. It rings a bell in my head but again I can't figure it out

As usual, I went to my office. My employees greeted me but seem like they saw me as a stranger. I look again at my room. Something in here that something should be there but it's not, something missing.

"Sir you have 3 sets of meeting for today. At 10 you will have a meeting with your father in the meeting room. Then 12:30 noon a lunch meeting with Mr. Robert Paterson. And lastly 3:30 afternoon with Mr. Jake Alba. That would be all sir. Do you want anything else, Sir?." My secretary informs me.

"James! Am I looking ok?" I asked him suddenly.

"Yes of course sir!" He answered me

"James does... Never mind" I decided to cut off "You can now leave James."

I called after talking to him. I also wondered what happen to Lucy and my Mom only my dad acted like normal. They don't want to talk to me. Something is off.

"Hello" a sad voice greeted me

"Mom are you ok? Are you sick?" I asked her.

"I'm ok son, it's just so many pending works that need to be done. Why are you calling son?"

"Can't I call my mom without reason?" I asked sweetly.

"Of course silly!" She said hearing a chuckle from her.

"Mom, I want to ask you something?"

"What is it?" She said.

"Mom, do you know someone I've been with? Because I found an engagement ring in my drawer? Did I own it?" I asked.

"No son! Why?"

"It's just that after the accident I feel like I am a different person. Though I am always like this right? This is the real me right? But I don't know myself now. My head is hurting every day". I told her honestly

"It must be the accident. Don't think about it too much" she said trying to calm me down.

"But I have this girl in my head and my dream. But I can't see her face mom. I think I feel like dying" tears fall from my eyes all of the sudden. My heart is aching without any reason at all.

"Son why don't you take a rest and go to the doctor," she said.

" I will mom. Thank you mom"

"I will go there you want me to cook your favorite?" Of course, I miss her cooking.

"Sure mom! And can Lucy come with you? I miss her so much" I told my mom.

"Ok son! I will!"

"I love you mom and thank you." I hung up and started to rub my temple. Geez, I will go crazy if this continues.

James entered my room again.

"Sir the meeting will start in 5 minutes," he said.

"Ok" I stand up and take a long breath. Who is she? Why can't I remember anything about her? Why can't I remember her face?

The whole meeting is chaos. Thank god my dad is there to back up me. I look like a zombie there. I just keep staring at the presentation with a blank face.

The meeting is over. Leaving me and dad alone in the room.

"Son are you ok? Do you seem to at lost? Do you want to rest? Your mom called me and said you're not feeling well lately? What happen?" He asked me worriedly

"I don't know dad" while I shake my head. Then suddenly my vision blurred and everything surrounding me turned black. Then I fainted.

"Hey, how are you, Alex?" A beautiful sweet voice asked me. I look at her trying to see her face.

"I'm alright! Come here let me hug you" I told her

She turns to me then hugs me. I buried my head in her neck and smell her delicious sweet scent. The scent that haunts me.

"Hey stop that Alex I'm ticklish," she said while giggling.

" So your ticklish huh?" I put her on my lap and started tickling her and she laugh non-stop. Her laugh is like music to my ears. I wish I will not wake up anymore. I am happy here together with her.

I started to hear a soft cry in my ears. Calling my name nonstop. I open my eyes and I saw my mom crying.

"Hey, mom why are crying?"

"Oh, Alex thank god for your awake now. What happens? Do you feel ok now?" My mom asked.

I feel disappointed that it's only a dream. Only in my dream I can freely hug and kiss her. Who are you?